38 F chubby, divorced, but NEED IT BADLY

I was giving handjobs and eventually blowjobs to guys when young. I got fucked the first time when I was 14. I thought it was just my friend John (18) but when we went into the motel room there was his brother who was 20 and two other men in their 20s too. I was scared, but John was nice and took me into the bedroom of the two room motel suite. He fucked me there, leaving me with his cum in me, lying on the bed. Getting up he said, just stay there for the others, then I'll come back. I was crying when the next two guys fucked me, by the last one I was over it. He shut the door, and demanded that I not tell anyone what he was going to do. I was scared shitless. To tell the truth I thought he was going to buttfuck me for my first time. Instead he went down on me, licking my pussy and cleaning up any of the other guys sperm that was still inside me. A lot was on the bed. As he was eating me, I was getting excited, he was scooping up the cum on the bed and feeing it to me. I came for my first time ever, and part way through that he got up and stuck his HUGE and I mean HUGE cock in me. I found out later it was 2 inches and a half thick, and 10 inches long.

I came again. His cum shooting into me, was hard, I mean I could feel his jets of cum shooting against the inside of my pussy.

By 21 I'd been pregnant 5 times, miscarriages on 3, adoption at my parents insistence twice. I had been fucked by over 80 cocks by then. My ass was popped by John after the other guys came and left. He was back in the bedroom, rolling me over and lubing up inside my pussy first, then used the cum as lube and stuck it up my ass. It hurt I didn't like it but he made me stay in the bed and did it twice more that night. I love sex, and can't get enough. When I was 23 I got married. I moved from my town to the city and met a guy at work. We had all kinds of sex, in all kinds of places. He regularly posted naked pictures of me on wife sites. The last three years, he started organizing gangbangs to get me satisfied. To tell the truth he was a great fuck, but I needed as many cocks as I can get to really get off.

Now divorced, I called one of the guys involved in most of my gangbangs and he organized a couple for me, then my ex made him stop. I'm without now for 6 months, my pussy needs cock, my ass needs cock, my mouth wants cum in it. I like being used by men as a place for them to cum. I tried to even get on with an escort service, and was refused, I'm too old, too chubby, have tiny tits, and mousy brown pussy hair. One of the owners in "trying me out" just said I wasn't a good enough fuck for being so "housewifey" a woman. He couldn't sell me. I got drunk, went down by the river. There I saw lots of couples fucking, a girl in the backseat lying down and 3 guys taking turns. Then I saw this group of about 7 guys all drinking and talking, laughing. I decided I didn't give a shit that they were only 16 and 17, I was where they couldn't see me, and I got naked. In only my shoes, I walked right into the area they were at. They all stopped and looked at me. So I told them "You know the town I grew up in, when a naked woman walked by a group of young guys, she got fucked, gang fucked. Whether she wanted it or not". One guy scooted off his blanket, and shooed one of the others off it. I laid down and he had a nice sized cock. I sucked him hard, then laid back and let him get on top of me and shove that big one deep into my needy pussy. I was screaming something awful, cumming time after time, he jerked in me, came and another took his place. Then I was sucking one and getting fucked the whole time. Out of the 7 guys two more came over, that made 9 and I got about 5 loads in my mouth, and 22 in my pussy. One guy had me doggie and waited till he was about to cum and shoved it up my ass.

I meet them there as often as I can. Usually it's about 5 to 7 guys one weekend I got a motel suite and over a weekend there were 16 guys and some in my mouth, some in my ass, some in my pussy, some on my face, some on my little tits, but 43 loads of cum. I do what I need to do to get off. Ever since that bastard of an ex dumped me for getting fat.