My first time

My first time having sex.. To be honest it wasn't what I was expecting it to be like it was sore and very unpleasant

Im 21 years old and I was still a virgin.. I was out with my friend this night and she was wanting me to go back with her to this guys house that she just met that night and she was wanting me to go with his friend that was 18.
Anyway I eventually give in and went back to the house with her and she's away into the bedroom with him I'm sitting down on the sofa which was made up into a bed..
His friend is sitting there with me on this sofa bed you could hear them in the bedroom it was loud in the moaning she was doing.
I'm sitting there as he's putting his arm around me and kissing me I don't know why but I kissed him back instead of telling him to do one.
I don't know if it was because I was drunk but I just let him kiss me and he's touching my breasts with his hand up inside my top pulling my bra down and squeezing my breasts with his hand. Squeezing touching my nipples very hard it was sore I'm pulling his hand away telling him that it was sore
He's just holding my breast as he's still kissing me
He's got my hand down on his dick holding it tight on his dick with his hand on mine as he's moving my hand on his dick
It didn't last very long I could feel this stuff running down between my fingers
As he's taken his hand away leaving my hand on his dick
That's when he's pushing me back so that I was lying down on the sofa bed as he's pulling my leggings and knickers down around my ankles I'm lying there with him taking off one of my boots and pulling them off over my foot leaving them hanging on my other leg
He's lying on top of me pushing himself up inside me it was very sore really uncomfortable very unpleasant as he's pushing himself up deeper inside me I'm telling him that he's hurting me and it's really sore. But he's just shagging me it felt like one of my lips had gone up inside me and it was very sore I'm just lying there hoping that he finished soon it was about 5 minutes later when he was just lying on me grunting and moaning I rather gathered that he had came.
He eventually got off me and he was lying beside me I'm just lying there in agony with what he had done it was still feeling really sore down there afterwards.
My friend came into the living room and was telling me that we are staying the night
As she went back into the room again leaving me with him again
I'm pulling my knickers and legging back over my foot and up on my leg fixing myself
I'm lying there dressed again he's still lying there with his boxers and jeans down around his ankles
I was lying on my side facing away from hm trying to ignore him
After a while I could hear him snoring as I'm lying there
I eventually fell asleep it wasn't until next morning I woke up with him still lying there with his boxers and jeans still down around his ankles
He's all hard he's asking me if I was wanting to do it again but I was still really sore down there
So I'm saying no I don't know why I did this but I'm giving him a blow job I've got my mouth down around on his dick
He's got his hands on my head holding my head down on his dick as he's humping my mouth then he's coming it's shooting out of his dick into my mouth as he's holding my head down tight against it
I just started swallowing it it was disgusting it's tastes horrible it was just disgusting
After he finished he let my head off his dick
I'm sitting up putting my other boot on and going into the kitchen and getting a drink off water rinsing my mouth out
My friend actually came out of the room and we left
I was glad to be away from there. I was sore for days later. I actually went to the chemist and got the morning after pill.