How I almost lost my virginity

How my tutor almost took my virginity when I was Fourteen.

Covid had isolated me, no friends and just my parents company had kept me....innocent. So, when school opended in grade 9 it was no surprise I knew nothing about sex....or porn. Like every girl ever I was weak in maths, my mum thus hired a tutor. I knew mr.yadav from a long time back, he lives on the same floor as me, my bedroom facing his balcony. I always thought of mr.yadav as naughty. He ran a grocery shop from his home and was often only in a tank top and gym shorts. I remember his touching my butt once when I went to go get milk. anyways back to what happened, mr.yadav was a brilliant teacher, under his guidance I was topping my class, but he often said things I didnt understood.

He'd ask me if I knew what 69 meant, like the innocent girl I was I said it's the zodiac sign for pisces sideways. He'd often grin and I thought wow I'm so smart. I was an early bloomer, my chest already the side of 28B, he'd often stare and when I'd ask he'd say he was reading my shirt's print.

One day when he and I was home alone he put his hand on my knee. He said I had a dream about you, I asked curious, about me? He told me he saw me in between his legs, sucking him, and how he was fondling with my breast. I understood none of his crude words but something about his touch and his tone made me feel hot.

I really really wanted him to continue but my mother had told me if something like this was to ever happen I should stop the man. I screamed at the top of my lungs and he stopped out of fear. The next day when I went to school I told it to my friend, she gasped and explained what he had meant. I regretted shouting at him because I liked him very much.

However, my duty to my mom won, I told her what happened and he was fired. However, still to this day I regret my decision deeply. Now at 17 On days that I'm home alone, I sit near my window, from where he can see me and I fondle with myself, making myself cum on my fingers , hoping he see's me. (I'm still a virgin lol.)