I was raped

When I was 17, I was raped. Nobody believed me saying I was a whore. So I gave in to the haters.

I was a normal teenager. My life was all about fashion and boys and Friday nights. My parents both worked 1st shifts so sneaking out was a usual thing. I'd done make up and hair , then sneak out. I'd slip off my tennies and put on heels, hiding my tennies in my bag. Then I made my way to whatever party was being done that weekend. Several seniors were there along with others. We were partying and drinking. Vaping and other things. Several of people were making out. One girl, Cheryl was blowing a guy in the kitchen. I was there to flirt, and drink. I flirted and made out. Nothing serious. I slowly got more and more drunk and high.

I lost track of time while partying. Several people had left or were also passed out. Me and another girl named Tammy were dancing half naked. Jeremy and a guy named John were drinking and watching us. We were really putting on a show. At one point we were kissing each other and grinding together. Then the music changed so we went to get another drink. There was a punch bowl of alcohol so I filled my cup and drank deeply. I was very thirsty and getting hot. As I finished my drink, and old song called, "Cherry pie" started playing and it's great to dance to so I started grinding. I felt hands wrapping around me from behind so I leaned in to them and started grinding on him. Feeling something big on my ass. His hand grabbed my tits. This made the fire inside me get even hotter. Then his lips started kissing my neck. I kept grinding on him as I got hotter. I felt heat through my chest and deep inside my stomach and pussy. Driving me out of my mind.
I had never felt heat like this. My neck, down my nips, inside my pussy. A craving, like I can't discribe. I was totally out of my mind. I moaned as he kept sucking on my neck, hands roaming around my body. The whole time I was getting hotter and hotter. He pulled my string and my bikini top fell off. It didn't help me feel cooler, in fact the opposite. I felt hotter and wetter down there. He continued sucking on my neck and his hands found my ass and grabbed me. I didn't care what happened, I wanted all of the feelings I was flooded with. Then suddenly I was leaning over something and he was pushing between my cheeks. I was so wrapped up in being horny I wasn't thinking.i felt him opening my kitty and pain/pleasure slammed me.Over and over he slammed my body. A few times I felt myself clench with difficulty breathing.
I must have passed out or something because I suddenly found myself naked on the floor. My head was banging and my whole body was sore. Especially between my legs. I realized I had been fucked and someone came inside me. I was not on birth control so I was worried about possibly getting pregnant. I grabbed some clothes. There was plenty laying around. Luckily finding my bag. I went home. I snuck into my room and had a plan b that my best friend and I had bought.
This happened 3 years ago. My daughter is 2 now. Plan b stands for Bullshit, caught it doesn't always work. I still don't know who her father is.