Blood Attracts Blood

This is probably a dumb idea but I... I.... I need help T.T

Ok, so I need help from the denizens of the internet, you people on sexstories69, sinnersoasis dot net and literotica. What happened earlier this night, technically yesterday night, shook me to my core. I can’t stop thinking about it. Can’t get it out of my head. My hands are shaking and I’m not sure if it’s because of the exhaustion from being unable to sleep or the anxiety and panic I feel internally, the thoughts, these images… they won’t go away. I desperately need to vent… and maybe I need some help and advise. It’s not long… please… just a little of your time for someone in need.

It happened at ten pm, right before bed. Basically when we were all saying our good nights but perhaps a small lead up will help paint a better, more accurate picture. Me and Catherine, my daughter had a long day helping someone move out of town. It was an amazing day and we bonded very closely. We brought home pizza and milkshakes, given to us for our troubles. We sat cuddled together on the couch while we ate. She fit in my arms snugly and while we watched together the rest of the world just faded away.

Fast forward to a couple of hours later, the pizzas are finished, the movie is over and I’m getting ready for bed while she’s on her phone flicking through screens one after the other. I waft over to her like a curious cloud, remind her it’s late and that she has college in the morning. She rolls her eyes at me, playfully and grins at me whilst she does it. I smile so deeply as I stare into her beautiful baby face. The Blue eyes, the fair skin and that gorgeous smile completes me. I lean in to kiss her on the cheek good night. She kisses me too at the same time and we meet close to the middle like we often do, yet never quite the bullseye. There’s an unusual hesitation as we pull away that neither of us can put a finger on nor mentions. But this isn’t it, not that moment. Only the lead up.

Fast forward again just a few more minutes to my present predicament. I finish up brushing my teeth in the tiny little washroom next to my bedroom, that I share with my estranged wife. Catherine comes in as I’m about to start spitting the water. My wife is puttering about in the bedroom, occasionally coming into the view of my periphery when I look at Catherine. I tell her to give me a sec. She beams at me, saying she just wanted to come in and say goodnight then proceeds to wait for me. I can see her from out the corner of my eye. Only a few seconds go by before I’m done and toweled off.

I turn to face Catherine. She’s wearing a t-shirt that stretches down to high on her thigh and presumably a pair of panties underneath. Her legs are long and thick. I take a half step towards her, until we’re nose to nose and we embrace tightly. She leans her head comfortably on my chest, tucked under my chin. My hand is on the back of her chestnut head of hair, holding her tightly. We’ve always been intimate but always only in a platonic way until today, this very moment, in fact. I lean down my head onto hers and we pour love into each other. Inhale each other. She smells of strawberry and crisp green apple. It’s her body wash and hair conditioner. She used it right before we cuddled up on the couch after the long day of heavy lifting, oh how refreshing her scent is to me. My hands are low on her back. I love the feel of her warmth against me. I feel her squeeze me gently in kind, her arms wrapped low on my waist.

She mumbles quite audibly to me, “good night, dad” and I whisper likewise into her ear. I kiss her on the top of her head. We say ‘I love you’ at the same time. She turns upwards at me as she says it and I plant a kiss on her forehead and then again on her nose and we move to kiss each other one final time goodnight at the same time, aiming for a cheek like we’ve done many thousands of times before. Suddenly we freeze, stopping mid-move. We’re not even breathing as each of our lips remain softly puckered and slightly parted.
Except this time we’re nose to nose again. Our eyes are open, noses, practically making contact with the others cheek. For a moment we’re losing ourselves into one anothers eyes. If either of us move our heads forward at all, our lips would make direct contact with each other. It only lasted for about a second or two. There was a deep, unspoken hesitation between us in that moment. And in that moment, as I stared longingly into her eyes, to be met with the same contented stare, my mind played out the scene for me. My fingers holding my daughter tighter. Lower. Until her ass cheeks spilled outwards, in between each of my digits as our mouths came together in a soft, tender embrace. To pull her by the hips deeper into our embrace. The image of this possible scene fills my mind. The tender kiss in my head starts becoming the smoldering ember of a forest fire. There’s a deep breath exchanged between us in this moment. I notice my hands are actually lower on her body now, almost touching her ass. My fingers are splayed out and she’s gripping my shirt. I’m suddenly extremely aware of every curve on her body, her contours molding into me. The swell of her breasts clearly pressed against my chest. Reality and imagination blur during this moment until I can’t tell the difference. I almost forget that we both have shirts on, separating our abdomens, such is the level of physical intimacy right now. The feel of her bare leg innocently brushing against mine as we are locked in this strange new sensation together electrifies me. A mix of elation and paranoia suddenly besets me and we mutually peel off of each other right after we bashfully veer away from the imminent danger in favour of exchanging very quick pecks on the cheek.

Catherine shoots off towards her room. My breath returns and suddenly my heart is thundering away inside my rib cage, my blood is surging through my body and I’m hard as a rock while the waft of her scent is already missed in both mind and spirit.

God help me… you must understand my dilemma now. Please, people of sexstories69, sinnersoasis dot net, of literotica, help me! What do I do? How do I fix this? How do I get rid of these sinful, evil thoughts?