M55 sucked a cock today, first time since I was young

I was 14 and an older boy of 17 I really admired and who befriended me were out in his car. He pulled over and pulled out his cock. He wanted me to suck it and convinced me it was OK for guys to do that. I had my doubts but he took my hand and put it on his 6 inch cock and I was drawn. I sucked him and he warned me he was coming but wouldn't let me pull off. He told me to swallow it all. I did most of it but choked some and some spit out. I licked up what was out. "When you get old enough maybe I'll do you too" he said and zipped up. We were way out of town, in the woods on a lonely dirt road. I knew no one could see us. After he was like always, we hit the DQ and got sodas and hung out before he dropped me off at home. It was the common from that time on. We'd be in his car and I always knew at some point we'd go someone out where no one could see us and I'd suck his cock and swallow his cum. One time, we weren't quite out of the area yet and I leaned over and pulled out his cock. I had it in my mouth at a stop and someone he knew pulled up next to us. He held my head down so no one would see but was jamming his cock down my throat. They pulled away not knowing, and he pulled over to the side street holding my head down. His cock was down my throat I couldn't breath then he started pushing even more. His precum didn't last too long till he shot directly down my throat. I swallowed and he let me up. I caught my breath. "That was so good, so damn tight, was it down your throat?" he asked me and I told him it was and I couldn't breathe. He said we need to figure a way to do more of that.

He left for the army after a year and a half of cocksucking and I never sucked anyone again. I never told my girlfriends or my wife anything about it. Now I'm 55, grown kids, wife still in good shape, same size as when we got married, but things do sag more, and I'm in the same boat. We live in a different city from where we were raised. At work I was introduced to a new regional manager. It was my old friend, the one for whom I sucked cock. He and I went to dinner, and back in his hotel room, I was again on my knees, sucking his cock. He pushed it down my throat and back out again, fucking my throat with his motions. He pulled so the head was just in my mouth so I could feel and taste all the cum. It was just like before. I enjoyed it and he did too. He asked how many guys I'd sucked and if I'd let anyone fuck me. I had not sucked anyone but him and my wife does like to put vibrators in my ass and turn them on when we have sex, but never a cock. "Maybe we'll have to fix that" he said as I was leaving.

I went home, got my wife in bed and fucked her like I haven't since we met. Even she said so. I couldn't explain why and I wondered if she could smell his cum on my breath when we kissed. I did ask her to put the vibe in my ass while we fucked and she did. I enjoyed it, and I enjoyed sucking him, and I think I'm going to let him fuck me.