Met a transman in a bar

I met D in a bar here in New York city. A description, I'm 21, gay, male, and small. If I was a girl you'd say petite. I'm only 5ft. 5in tall and weigh 130lbs. I was taken after high school practice in the showers when two jocks soaped up their cocks and bent me over and raped me in my ass. I sucked one while the other was fucking me to a lot of pain. Despite the pain I got hard and one of them sucked me and when I started to cum he pulled off, I shot on my stomach and he scooped it up and put it in my mouth. By the next day kids were looking at me, giggling and pointing in the halls. One girl I grew up with told me to stay away, I obviously didn't like girls since I'd asked two guys to have sex with me. I didn't do that but no one would listen.

So at the bar, D was quite muscular, about 5ft. 10in tall, really nice V shaped torso, in jeans and a tee shirt. He was looking at me, and smiling, and sauntered over with a drink for me and him. We got along well, he wasn't pushy or anything. We started seeing each other. I asked that first meet if he wanted to take me to his car or something and I'd give him a blowjob but he was content to wait. "Besides I really prefer to fuck" he said. I was up for that too, but I didn't say anything as I had a feeling that with this guy I might want more than just one of the many individual hook-ups I'd been having since high school. Before I got out of school I'd been fucked by 12 teen guys, 2 men in their 40s and one man of 63. I sucked, I let them fuck me, and I'd usually have to jack myself during the fuck to get off. A few would suck me, a couple of others jacked me. By this time, in the 3 years I'd been in the city I'd fucked or sucked an additional 43 cocks. They were cocks to me, not guys, not men, not lovers. One boy of 17 I wanted as a lover. I was 19 at the time, and we met many times over about 4 months, then he told me he couldn't be gay anymore and just cut all contact off. I found out later, he was also screwing a girl in his high school and knocked her up. They got married and he came over a few times after and fucked me, but then never again.

D and I hitting it off, I finally asked about sex. He was holding off because he was born a woman. I thought maybe he still had a vagina, I'd seen pictures, I certainly didn't want to fuck a vagina, but with him I think I would have just to keep with him. No, he had a very thick, almost 6 inch penis that was implanted, and it was sensitive, made with a lot of the area of his clitoris. I asked and he too, when a she was raped at 14 by three guys. After that she was the slut of the whole school and started acting like it. I told her about me and my experience being raped and how we ended up together was quite special I think. In bed, I sucked on it, it was not natural, the head really wasn't "normal" I guess you'd say but I didn't care. His balls weren't real, he couldn't shoot cum but he said he enjoyed being sucked on and though only fucked 2 guys he liked it. I lubed up, lubed him and rolled over. He got on top of me and stretched me nice and full with his thick one. The good thing was that even if he came it wasn't shooting, he was still hard and could cum multiple times. I had to ask him to stop after around 45 minutes, I was worn out. He went down on me and sucked me and swallowed.

Later that night, sucking me again, he got on top of me, his legs on the outside of my hips, and sat down on my hard little cock. He rocked and rocked till I came. I asked if he did that normally and he had only done anal with the two guys that raped him for his first time. They raped his mouth, his vagina and his ass, each of them. I asked and he had to endure being raped over 3 hours, at least for me it was only about 30 minutes.

D and I stay together, I get fucked as much as I want, and I've come to like getting blown myself and really like cumming in his ass too. So I guess I'm not all gay bottom