Real sibling confession (trampoline)

Story of the first time my brother and I fucked and how he raped me and gaslit me into thinking it was my fault

My name is River and his name is Julian. This is the story of our first time when I was 14 and him 19

My brother and I were on our nanny’s farm she has a big backyard and there’s a trampoline on the far side under the trees.. it’s far away from the house. Nanny had to go out to get groceries and she told my bro to watch me. He was annoyed at me but had no choice so we just went out to play on the trampoline

We were jumping around and playing for a while.. I bounced around and landed on my tummy laughing and having fun.. and then my bro says “oh noo im so heavyyy” he flopped onto my back pinning me to the trampoline.. I said “omg ur so heavy get off me!” And he just pretended to faint and lay on me..

I wiggled to try and fling him off but I noticed that the bouncing was making him hump his crotch against my butt and I felt something hard poke against me. I stopped moving and said “Julian get off me please” he didn’t listen at all but I was feeling super weird and tingly in my gut and I didn’t know what to do but then he started to hump against my butt and it made us bounce on the trampoline again..

Julian made a weird grunting sound and grabbed onto my hips he said “fuck..” I felt his cock hard on my butt as we bounced.. I felt super weird but really tingly and I liked the feeling but I was scared so I said “bro.. please get up.. this isn’t ok..”

He got up really quick and grabbed me by the arm he dragged me off the trampoline and to the tree next to it and said “it is ok.. you made me feel so good” he pushed my back against the tree and pushed his body up close to mine and my heart was racing so fast as he leaned in and put his mouth on mine and kissed me..

I pushed at his chest and tried to turn my head but he grabbed my face and held me there as he kissed me he even licked his tongue into my mouth and I felt him drool spit in my mouth and he made me swallow his spit as we kissed. when he stopped kissing me I said “Julian please don’t do this please!”

He said “shut up.. I have wanted this for years. You teasing me on the trampoline only made me want you more.” He pulled my shorts and panties down and off and he pulled his own shorts down.. his cock was so big.. at least to me back then I had never seen one before his. I was crying now and he just groaned and started jerking himself a bit he then lifted me by my butt and held me against the tree.. I tried to push him but he is bigger and stronger than I am..

I was begging him “please bro please don’t rape me!” He laughed and said “rape?? You wanted this you acted like a whore and got me hard you need to finish what you started.” I thought for a second that it was my fault he was doing this and while I was stopped and thinking he spit on his hand and jerked his cock then he lined it up to my pussy and started humping it into me it hurt so bad I cried and yelled..

He pushed his body against mine and shoved super hard putting his entire cock inside me at once and it burned and hurt so bad I yelled and felt like I was gonna pass out.. he laughed and said “you are to blame for this if you didn’t want this you shouldn’t have gotten me hard” I sobbed quietly thinking that he was right I did bounce us and I did like the tingly feeling he gave me when I first felt it.

He humped me back and forth making moaning sounds and after a few thrusts it started to feel kind of good I stopped crying so much and held onto his shoulders I said “I’m sorry bro I’m sorry for getting you hard please slow down” he groaned and said “if you are really sorry you will let me cum inside you”

I just nodded and moaned he kept hitting my tingle spot inside me with his cock and I felt super warm all over “ok ok please hurry” he grabbed my butt and leaned back moaning loud and pumping into me so fast it felt like I was being thrown around and he said “I’m gonna cum oh god I’m gonna cum deep inside you! Omg I can’t believe I’m cumming in my baby sister! Here it comes!” I closed my eyes and held onto him tight I felt tingles over my whole body and I get really warm I said “omg omg” he pushed into me and didn’t move then I felt his cock jump and felt really wet and slimy inside as he came..

He said “thank you Rivs I accept your apology just make sure not to tell nanny or she’ll be mad at you for teasing me and you’ll get grounded” he sat me down and I felt his cum come out of me and down my leg so I got my clothes back on to keep it inside until I got back to the house.. I nodded at him and agreed that this was because of me and he was just doing what needed to be done after a girl teased him.

So that’s the pretty much the story of our first time. He later apologized to me for raping me and he made it up to me but I didn’t realize that until a year later that I have a rape kink because of him and our first time..

Thanks for reading and this is a true story between us. I’ll share more later on.. <3