What I’m going to do to my gf

My gf and I both have rape kinks. Up until this point we have explored it a bit but really it’s just me being rough, and she’s always had a safe word, until now

My gf is 29 years old, 5’6” very curvy! DD titties and a fat ass. I’ll try and upload pics with this one because she’s a real person and this is my actual plan for the coming weekend.

I’m currently living 3 hours from her for work, so I go visit every couple weekends. I told her I’m not going to visit this coming weeend, but I definitely am… it all started when I told her I want to rape her for real - go all out. She was surprisingly down. She’s had a rape kink ever since a college boyfriend raped her. As she tells the story, they were driving and got in an argument, so he pulled into a dark parking lot and parked the car. Their fight escalated until he slapped her. She said he slapped her so hard that it stunned her and she couldn’t think / saw stars. While she was stunned, he got out and went to her side of the car, opened her door and dragged her out roughly. Then he threw her in the back seat. (I say car but he drove a Tahoe-roomy back seat) at this point she knew he was up to no good and started to fight him, kicking and slapping, and saying no / stop, but he just slapped her again
so hard that she was stunned again and quit fighting. He then ripped her clothes off and choked her. It was the first and only time she’s been choked unconscious so far and she said it happened fast. When she woke up, he was straddling her on his knees on the seat, her back against the seat, and his cock was in her mouth.

She tried to fight but he kept slapping her, and then said “relax your throat” she had never been deepthoated before, so this was a first for her. After he said that he shoved his cock down her throat all the way, balls deep. She said the feeling of it sliding down her throat was super intense. Then he proceeded to fuck her throat hard and deep. He stoped before he came though and then fucked her super rough doggy style, pounding her pussy and slapping / choking her hard af the whole time. She said she fought him for real, saying no like she meant it, until he slapped the shit out of her and all the fight went out. Then he had his way with her. After that she started to have rape fantasies.

Cut to her with me. I also have rape fantasies. We have been together for 3 years and we have explored some rape fantasies together, not role play, just super rough sex. I’ll tie her hands to the bed and slap her titties while I fuck her. I’ve left them all bruised up before, bruises on her ass too. But we have always had a safe word and when she says it, I dial down to a level she can manage. I have also choked her, hard, to the point where she’s close to blacking out, but never actually unconscious. I’ve also fucked her ass while she pretends to fight and says no / stop. It s super hot, but I want more. And now I know she does too, after we talked about it. I told her I want to rape her for real. To be so rough that she says no and means it, but keep going. She ssid she wants to experience that complete domination, and if she ends up not liking it, we can revisit the topic after.

While we were talking about it we decided for it to feel real, I should wear a mask “break in” and “hunt her” and there will be no safe word. So I told her I won’t be there this weekend, and free up a plan. I ordered a fake tan product, fake tattoos and a full face mask. I also ordered 3 dildos, all 11 to 12 inches long, one with an 8” girth, one with 10” girth and a monster dildo with a 13” girth, I also ordered a spreader bar, wrist and ankle restraints, electric shock nipple clams, labia spreaders, a crop and whip, and a prop knife. Plastic but real looking.

When she gets home Saturday, I’m going to be in her walk in closet. I’ll hide behind the door and have my phone playing something, and laying at the back of her closet. When she goes to see what the sound is I’m going to come up behind her, put the fake knife to her throat and say “do exactly what I say and you won’t get hurt” then I’ll grab her hair roughly and force her to the bed, and put her on her knees. Then I’ll throat fuck her hard and fast. Then I’ll get behind her and choke her in a head lock till her knees go weak. After that I’ll lay her on the bed and attach the spreader bar to her ankles, tie her hands above her head and then pull her legs up until her feet sre by her head and secure them there with rope. Then I’m going to beat the shit out of her pussy with a crop, attach the labia spreaders and electric shock nipple clamps and turn them up to 9 - the highest setting. Then while she’s in that position I’m going to destroy her pussy with the monster dildos, and put a large dildo in her ass.

When I’ve had enough of that, I’ll lower her legs down and tie them to the foot of the bed, climb on and start fucking her, and while I’m fucking her, I’m going to slap her titties as hard as I want, definitely leaving bruises. I’ll also choke her hard, and slap her face, then I’ll flip her over, still tied down and fuck her ass and slap her ass cheeks till they are bruised too. If she fights or screams, I’ll just slap her harder. Same if she says “no” or “stop” I’ll tell her to take it and slap her more. I’ll go down on her till she cums multiple times and then throat her again till I cum deep inside her throat. I’m going to record the whole thing. I’m sure she will need aftercare and cuddles after, but I have a feeling she’s going to love every second of it. Couldn’t be because she told me it’s what she wants haha