Raped to orgasm

I was 19 walking home .. I lived in an apartment... As I walked up to the back door of the apartment building.... I sensed someone behind me

I was at work as a waitress, we had to wear those poodle skirts that waitressing wore in like the 50s, my shift was over at 10pm and by 10:30 I was headed home, the walk home was a normal walk as always, not many people out in a small town, I always went to the back door because it was closer to my room, as I was getting my key out to open the main building door I could sense someone come up behind me and before I could turn he grabbed me from behind, hand over my mouth, he leaned close and say "scream bitch and I'll kill ya". I was in to much shock to really do anything and I was scared so bad I pissed myself, he said "walk and stay quiet" well I didn't do much walking because her basically carried/dragged me to the trash dumpster that was at the far back of the parking lot, he opened the sliding door on the side of the dumpster and pulled me inside, he then pulled the door closed, he snarled "say a word and they'll find your corpse in here" he jerked my skirt up and jerked off my piss soaked panties, I was saying "please don't please don't please don't" he pulled his pants down and got on me I tried to push him away but he was way bigger than me and then ... He shoved his cock inside me and started thrusting like a wild man, I turn my head tears flowing, he went and went and went what sent like forever... I was sobbing please stop please stop... Then I felt it .... My pussy clamped down uncontrollably and my eyes shot open wide, I was saying "no no no no no no no" and he said "mmm yeah that's it bitch and he went into just pounding me, I did everything I could to stop it but I couldn't within a minute or two I was shaking and moaning from a very intense orgasm.... He finished and climbed out of the dumpster and left ... I laid there a bit crying and then I got up and crawled from the dumpster and went inside to my apartment carrying my panties... My virgin blood running down my legs.. inside my apartment I stripped and got into the shower and scrubbed myself for an hour I used three bottles of douche and sit on the couch naked with my knees to my chest .... That was 12 years ago and to this day that's is one of the hardest orgasms I've ever had