F in college at party, got a friend stoned and drunk, then watched as guys fucked her.

I am 38 now, with children of my own. I was a bit slutty in high school and even worse in college once I got out of the house. I am Mary, 38, size 4 dress and panty, I stayed within 10 pounds of my college weight even after two kids. My husband and I met at work, after college and we got married when I was 21 he was 22, we got pregnant and that is what prompted the marriage. It's not that we don't love each other, we do, and sex is great. After I met him and started sleeping with him I stopped seeing anyone else. Granted before then, I'd had sex with 58 cocks. I mean with cocks, the guys attached to them didn't matter much to me until I met my husband. My daughter is 17 and my son is 16 now. She is off to college in September and it made me think of a terrible thing I did in college.

As I said I was pretty slutty, even having boys up to my dorm room and having sex with my prudish roommate in the next bed. She talked about me a lot and how many guys I slept with. She tried to demean me over it and I wouldn't take the bait. I told her how much she was missing out and that this was the freest time of her life to enjoy it. It was in the showers and after going to our room with our towels around us, that I really saw her pussy. It was normally so hairy you couldn't see the lips, but she trimmed it. She trimmed because she didn't want to shave entirely she was very late developing her rather smallish B cup tits, probably a large A really. Her pubes didn't come in until she was 16 either. She was always teased about it so much. I noticed how small her pussy was. The slit between her outer lips was only about an inch and a half long. Eventually I got her to show it to me, spreading it apart. Her vagina was really small, I dreaded having one that small to get a fat cock into for a first time. I asked what it was like her first time, and if she can take a normal even thick cock. She was a virgin. I actually one time saw her hymen, I couldn't believe it. A 19 year old from a big city, and still a virgin.

She continued to make degrading and demeaning comments to me. Then I had the chance. At a frat party, she was drinking. I and some other girls were there too. One of the guys i knew had some roofies and I asked him for something and I dosed her drink. She got woozy, and passing in and out. I had her take an ambien tablet. Then I asked some of the boys to help me get her upstairs into a bed for a while. Four guys in the room, all but one other girl left except for me and my roommate. I took off her top, her bra, and let them play with her tits, sucking on them grabbing them, actually bruising them. Then I pulled off her shorts and her panties. Her trimmed pussy on display, the guys started talking about fucking her. "Shes never been fucked" I told them. That got them even more going at it. They evidently went by order in the frat, but first I got shaving cream a new blade in a razor and shaved her pubes all the way. I kissed my work, then her nipples, and asked who was first. I held her tiny little lips open while this monster cock, so thick and hard poised to fuck her. "Remember, she's never had sex, anykind, never even given a handjob" I told them. The other three were chanting, "Get it, Get it, Get it" at him. I could see her hymen, and then he plunged into her. She winced as it was happening, but he started fucking. I could see some blood on his cock moving in and out of her. Another boy moved to her mouth and started fucking her there. I sucked one of the other ones while on the bed, my head turned so I could see her getting her first fuck. The boys in my mouth and in hers came at the same time, but not before the one fucking her left his cum deep inside her. Her tiny hole was opened up now. The last boy got on her, fucked her, then rolled her over with some lotion lubed up her butt and fucked her depositing his cum in her butt.

They all went, more boys came up and took turns. By the end of the night I counted 11 different cocks (I got two in my pussy also and two in my mouth). I actually lost count of how many came in her mouth, her pussy or her butt. I went back to my dorm room and the boy who took her cherry slept in the bed with her. The next day she was besides herself. She woke up with cum all over her, her tits, her belly, her ass, her face, she could taste it in her mouth, she had to poop really badly and when she did cum came out, and it was dripping out of her pussy. She started crying and crying about how she was ruined and could never get a husband. I consoled her, eventually got her over it. I even got the one who was first to admit it and date her and fuck her more. She too started letting boys she dated have sex. The next semester, she left in the middle. She was knocked up. I heard her mother arranged for her to marry the boy next door who always liked her as they grew up.

I look back at what I caused. She got divorced after 3 kids in 4 years of marriage, the first one wasn't his but he didn't know it for quite a while. Evidently she pretended it was her first time when they did it and said he got her knocked up. I don't know what's going with her anymore just regret what I did and hope no one does that to my daughter.