I sucked dick for the first time, am i turning gay ?…

This is a story time of when i hooked up with a gay guy on the app sniffies being a straight 21 year old.

A quick back story &’ this might be Long ! But i’ve always watched porn since i was really young, i knew i was straight &’ never found attraction to men, but had this desire to find out what cum tasted like, so i go on reddit &’ different sites to see what other people had to say about it &’ i find out what “ruined cumming” is and if i really wanted to taste my own that i had to practice doing it because i always backed out to trying it once i actually came.

I end up watching endless videos on sub reddits of guys ruin cumming, pre cum &’ i started to develop a fetish for Dick and cum, but not men. Anyways so i end up trying my own cum after a successful ruin cumshot &’ it was a shock once i taste the salty precum in my mouth, the rush of horniness kicked in &’ felt very taboo as i continued watching videos that involved dick/cum or girls giving blowjobs wishing i could take their place or be converted into a girl so it would be “normal” all as i had cum in my mouth.

Weeks later that got boring, and i wanted to experiment, i now wanted to try Dick but i never found attraction to men just dick, i discovered Sniffies , and found a guy and explained my situation and we agreed to meet up, surprisingly i went through with it, i dont know how but i end up in his house like 3 miles away from mine and we get to his room, it was awkward since i found no attraction to men just Dick. So we get naked and lay in bed and as he was touching on me i was just uncomfortable, i wasnt gay i just wanted to suck dick, i was craving it, so i told him to put up porn on his screen, BJ vids so that i can avoid him as much, he finally tells me to go down on him &’ for the first time i tried dick and it honestly felt like i was sucking on a dildo, he was very clean which i enjoyed, he told me he was 6.5 inches prior but in person it looked like maybe 4 but having it in my mouth it was like 7 lol, but he ended up cumming, i dont rememeber tasting his cum, maybe i was spaced out focusing on giving him the best blow job, after that we cleaned up and parted ways, i still see him on sniffies on sundays and sometimes think about going back and trying it again but this time try his cum.