I did what I had to do to win him back...and I enjoyed it!

After many years, I finally had the opportunity to win back the love of my life...

I met Jack immediately after he has finished his A levels. We were both on holiday, he was with his mates and I was with my parents. Jack was 18, I was 17. As soon as I saw him, I could not hide the fact that I fancied him! That was in the early 90s. He went to uni, I stayed at home for his first 2 years but then I moved down to be with him. He finished his first degree and then started a Masters. It was during that year that we got married, a bit young but I had always known I would marry him! Then the stupid mistake...after only a few months of marriage, I made the stupid decision to fall for the charm of an older man, in his 30s. I slept with him and Jack found out!

The results were devastating. We split up and the pain on both sides was intense. I regretted what I had done and could not even offer an explanation as to why I did it, other than being young and a fool. We got divorced, during which we were perfectly civil to each other. All the time, I hoped Jack would forgive me and we would get back to where we were, however that was not the case! The divorce went through and within a couple of months, I stopped hearing from Jack, eventually finding out that he was now seeing someone else. He moved with his job and was closer to the girl he was seeing and eventually married, I also moved away.

20 years or so later and with the benefit of Facebook and red wine, I did a search for Jack, having lost all modes of contact with him. It didn't take long to find him but it did take a few weeks to get the courage to message him. Eventually I did and it was as though we had only been apart a few months. Things were great! Added to that, his second marriage had lasted 15 years, no children and he was single, as was I. We met several times, staying with him at his house and of course having amazing sex! Then my second big mistake...after getting home, we lived 2 hours apart, I asked where the relationship was going? It took Jack a few days to reply, saying that he loved the fact that we had re-met and were great friends but after what happened when we were married, that is all ot would ever be! I was devastated, again trying to explain what I had done was just foolish and I had regretted it all my life. Jack's response was that he could just never fully trust me in a relationship.

A few weeks went by and to be honest, my devastation just intensified. Eventually, I simply said..." tell me what I can do to prove I love you!" A couple of days later, Jack rang me. He said that he was in a bad place, he loved me but just could not trust me! I repeated my desire to do anything to prove my love. I know that we had always had kinky sex, talking about me going with other men in front of him and he enjoying me afterwards. I loved sex and did anything...anal, oral even water sports. Jack told me that if I should come to his house and get dressed in a little summery but very short dress with stockings, suspenders and high heels. Of course, this was no problem, I loved dressing like that anyway, always had done. Now I was in my mid 40s, I still liked it.

I arrived at Jack's house looking like he had told me. A Laura Ashley style, summer print dress which was short enough to be significantly closer to my bum than my knees. I had white stockings and suspenders belt and white panties on. Jack looked and said you will do nicely! He told me that he was going to take me to a private syndicate fishing lake where there were several men fishing. We were going to go round the lake and he was going to offer me to each man! With that, he put his hands up my dress and pulled my panties down and off, saying that I won't be needing those! I had a mixture of apprehension, horror but also my cunt was tingling!

It was about a 30 minute drive to the lake. Code entered and in we went, not a big lake but with 6 men fishing. I got out the car, feeling ridiculous. I looked like a high class whore at a fishing lake! We walked to the first guy, Jack chatting to him about fishing but the guy was constantly looking me up and down. After about 10 minutes, Jack just said to the guy..."you want the little slut?" The guy looked and said, who wouldn’t! Jack took me over to the fence, the guy following. I was told to bend over and I felt Jack's hands lifting the back of my dress up, exposing both my holes. "Which do you want? No condom needed!" I heard the guy saying he wanted my arse, and proceeded to unzip his trousers. I felt Jack pull my bum cheeks apart and the guy position his cock at my bum entrance. "No need to be gentle, the slut can take it. Use her hard and don't worry about her, just satisfy yourself!" With that the guy, slowly but firmly pushed his cock up my bottom, all the way to his hilt. Once in, he pasused and I heard Jack again tell him to just enjoy himself! The guy pummelled me, pulling his cock almost all the way out before ramming it all the way up my bottom. After several minutes, I could tell the guy was close and a couple of harder faster rams, he stopped with his cock all the way inside my bottom, filling me with cum! He pulled out and Jack pulled my dress down over my bum.

It was about a 30 second walk to the next guy and a similar initial conversation started. This guy was in his late 30s but covered head to toe in tattoos and he stank of weed! As I stood there, I could feel cum dribbling out my bum and down my thighs. The guy was clearly interested and again Jack told him he could do what he wanted. Jack told me to bend over so he could show the guy "the goods!" Again, he lifted my dress up revealing my cum oozing bum and my pussy. The guy commented that someone had already had my bum so he might as well have that as well. This time, I saw him undo his trousers and pull out a 6" but incredibly thick cock. Again, Jack pulled my bum open so he could get his cock in position. As he pushed it in, I felt like my bum was being split in two. The pain was intense! Again Jack told the guy to enjoy himself, I was a dirty whore who's arse was put on this planet for men to enjoy! Although he didn't pound me like the previous guy, the pain was intense from start to finish, about 5 minutes! As he pulled out, I felt what seemed like a flood of cum leaking out of my bum!

The next guy was much older, perhaps in his late 60s. Again the conversation was similar and again, I had to bend over so Jack could show him my offerings! Laughing, Jack said to the guy..." look, her bum hole still hasn't closed after the last guy fucked her up her bum!" I heard the guy say that his generation did not go in for anal. He did not want to risk getting me pregnant, so he would like me to suck him off. Crouching down, I got his cock out and popped it in my mouth. I felt the guy go from being totally floppy to rock hard in 10 seconds. He told Jack that this was his favourite thing but that his wife would not do it. Jack replied that I was a filthy slut and would do anything! I had to get my tits out so the guy could watch them wobble as I sucked his cock. All the way down my throat, almost out and then back down all the way to his balls. Then the salty taste that any girl will tell you...spunk! Just on the out stroke, most in my mouth but some dribbling down my chin onto my dress and exposed tits!.

The next guy was not interested in sex. He was happily married witb 2 kids. We started to walk away but then i heard him say to Jack that he needed a piss though. Jack brought me back, told me to crouch down, get the guys cock out and take his piss. I opened my mouth, letting his bery strong piss fill my mouth, spull all over my tits and soak my dress. I couldnt believe it...without realising I was doung it, i had my hand between my legs, playing with my clit!

Final peg. We turned the corner and I was shocked. There were a couple of young lads there, perhaps 15. I stood there, tiny dress, stockings and suspenders were obvious, high heels and cum on the front of my dress and the glistening appearance of drying cum on my cleavage. The dress obviously wet and as they got closer they realised that I stsnk of piss! Here I was, 42 and although I did not know it at that moment, I was about to be spit roasted by two boys who as it turned out were 14! Apparently, they had watched me with the first guy with a pair of binoculars, commenting what a good looking slut I was. Without any invitation, they took my dress off, and bent me over their chair. They agreed that it didn't matter who had which end 'cos they would swap anyway. One was round the back, and almost immediately up my arse, telling his mate that I was "full of jizz!" His mate pushed his cock into my mouth, saying he loved the sight of my tits covered in cum. Changing position a couple of times, they agreed who was cumming where, arse and mouth were filled again! Jack helped me get my dress on and admired my used body, telling me that he had enjoyed watching me get used and that I stank.. spunk, my own sex juices and shit all mixed together.

The ride home was quiet. We got into Jack's flat and almost immediately, he lifted my dress up, pushed me forward and pushed his cock up my bum, telling me what a good whore I am. Telling me how sloppy and loose my arse felt and that I was so pleased we had done this....then as he cane in my used bum, he asked me to marry him! 10 years later, we are still married, I have not been an idiot again and since the trip around his lake, no man other than Jack has had his cock in me!