Once I tasted sperm I wanted a cock to cum in my mouth

I do the laundry most of the time in my house. It's my brother, me and our mom. I would see my brothers underpants sometimes all sticky and didn't think about it, until I was 14 and realized what it was. I mentioned something in passing and it stopped. Now I noticed time and again, tissues in his trash can in his room. I started picking them up and inspecting them. One day he had just left, I went in and he must have just done it. The tissue was thick with it, and some leaked out into the bottom of the can. I know it's disgusting but I wanted to smell it, and that lead to me tasting it. I actually put some of my own brothers sperm in my mouth. I LOVED IT.

I started noticing his pattern of when he'd do it and would go in as soon as I could. I had girlfriends who had sucked their boyfriends some said it was OK, others didn't like it but they all did it for their boyfriends anyway. I didn't have a boyfriend but only my brothers cast off tissues. I was eating and swallowing his cum often now. I loved the taste, the texture, that "rough" smell, it smelled like sex to me. While I didn't want to have sex I did want to have a cock erupt in my mouth. My girlfriends told me about it, again, some liked, some not, some just OK with it. I wanted it.

I needed to get a boyfriend to date me and take my time to get him to want me to suck him. I actually asked my friend since 4th grade Jim out. He took me to the movies. After the third time, sitting in his car outside my moms house, I reached over and grabbed his crotch over his pants. He was shocked, and asked why I was doing that. I told him that I was wanting to thank him for taking me to the movies and getting food. For all the dates he took me on. I was unzipping him, he was saying he didn't mind but I didn't have to. I realized that and said I wanted to anyway. "You gonna use your hand? I don't have any tissues or anything for it to shoot into" he said. "That's ok, we can do something else." I told him. I honestly didn't think about sizes, but he was very very thick, and at least 6 inches long, probably more. I couldn't get over the thickness of it, in my hand it felt hard, but yet soft at the same time. It was so warm. I leaned over and put it in my mouth. The girls told me to be careful about my teeth and I was. I sucked on it over and over, it didn't take long. I felt a lot of his sperm coming out but it wasn't shooting out like my friends said it did. It was just there, it was about a quarter of my mouth, and I swallowed it and it was tasting and smelling like my brothers sperm but not shooting. THEN it happened. He moaned and groaned, lifted his hips up, held my head and it began. He shot about 8 or 10 times into my mouth, I got his sperm, I got it all. I was swallowing and did so 3 times to get it all. I took my mouth off his cock, the first one I ever saw or felt, or sucked on and said "was it OK, did I do it right?". "oh yeah, it was right, it was so good Kim, so good, you made me feel really great. Did you swallow it all?" he asked. I had and I looked at his cock still in my hand with more leaking out of it's tip. I bent down and licked it and got it all. He kissed me, not like a friend, not like a kiss goodnight, like a real kiss for a real woman.

I love sucking guys cocks, in the months after Jim (I still suck him off a lot) I have sucked 4 other boys. Some are smaller, thinner, one is thick but not as much as Jim, but is 9 inches. I can't get it all in my mouth but he shoots a lot, way more than other boys do. I love sperm, I love feeling it shooting in my mouth. Boys have asked to fuck me, to suck my boobs, to lick my pussy, but I won't let them, I'm getting what I want and they get what seems to be something they want also - to cum in a girls mouth and have her swallow it.