Did he plan this

My boyfriend said I had to go to a house party but bad things happened.

I just turned 15 and my boyfriend who was always good to me, said that he was happy with blow jobs until I was ready to go all the way. I didn't want to lose my virginity to just anyone, and I wanted to make sure I was in love with them, and they were in love with me as well. I didn't real like the taste of his cum in my mouth but he said it wasn't a blow job if he didn't cum in my mouth and that I swallowed it as well. I always felt a bit sick after I swallowed his cum but it kept him happy so I did it.

I guess it was a week ago he lifted my top showing my tits to 3 of his buddies who were saying things like they sure would like to hold them, or suck on my nipples. I torn my top trying to get it pulled back down. I told him he was a fucking asshole for doing that to me, but having those guys wanting my tits did make me feel good, but I wasn't going to let my boyfriend know that. I remember one other time I was walking down the sidewalk with what I thought was my boyfriend's hand in my back pocket, but when he turned away to where his hand couldn't reach, that's when I knew it was his friend who was holding my ass through my pants, I was some pissed at both of them.

I have talked to my mom about birth control and the pill, but she keeps saying I'm to young to be having sex and if I'm not on the pill, then if I do have sex, I will have to using condoms, which will keep me from getting a STD. So that's one more reason I'm still a virgin. My boyfriend seems to be understanding, but I know there will come a time when he won't take no as an answer, and he won't be happy with coming in my mouth. He said that his buddy's parents were going to be away over night, and his buddy was having a party, that I need to go to with him. My parents won't let me be out pass 10 on a weekend nights, so I would have to leave early which I knew wouldn't go over good with my boyfriend.

I wanted to go to this party, but I had to find away to be out late. With the party being on a Friday night so I acted that I was very tried and said I was going to bed early. My dad is always worried about a house fire, so I have a rope ladder in my closet I know how to use. I went to bed at 9 with my parents going to bed at their normal 10, but with it being their fuck night they wouldn't hear me going out my bedroom window. I had a top that has a kind of bra made into it on, and a skirt that goes to mid thigh with my only lacy throng I own on under it. My shoes have a 4 inch heel so my ass looks even better. It wasn't easy walking the 3 blocks to the party with those heels, so I did it mostly bare foot.

The party was going good when I got there as I found my boyfriend dancing with some slut, so I cut in with her poking me hard in my ribs which hurt, but I guess she thought she had found her fuck for the night. I drank this stuff that made my throat burn as it went down, then I was taken outside as they had me smoke some weed which I had never done before. It was long I had to take my shoes off because I couldn't walk, or dance in them. I know it had to be close to midnight when maybe half the people had left, when my boyfriend give me a drink with me in minutes unable to even stand, as I was carried to a bedroom. It felt like everything was happening in a dream. He got on the bed with me and was kissing me, as everything went black.

I remember hearing " She ready." The sun was coming up as some girl I didn't know woke me up, her pulling my clothes back on. It took a few minutes to understand I had been naked, as she got me up saying her parents would be home in a couple hours, and I had to go. I couldn't find my shoes so I walked home hardly able to walk, but as I went I felt a wetness between my legs, with it getting on the inside on my thighs. I thought I must have pissed myself having no memory of very little after getting on a that bed. I hadn't want to put my hand under my skirt on the side walk, so I waited until I got by my bedroom window.

I found tiny bits of blood with what had to be cum. I started to freak out, as I squatted down pushing what was in me out, as I held my hand down after finding my underwear was gone as well. The stuff that came out of me had to be cum and a lot of it. I had my last period about 10 days ago, so I would be in my fertile period as I fell to my hands and knees crying harder then I have ever cried in my life. My mom has a thing I could use to douche myself clean of what was in me, and I am sure that will stop me from becoming pregnant. I used that douche thing 3 times to make sure, before drying off finding 5 hickeys on my B cup tits. Then when I looked there were bruises on the inside of my thighs, plus when I pushed the end of the douche in me it didn't hit my hymen, meaning that I wasn't a virgin any longer and someone or ones, had raped me at that party. I didn't want to get the cops involved, so I went took my clothes hiding them putting my PJ's on.

I said nothing to anyone to no body, not even my boyfriend, but I was being hit on by a bunch of guys at school. This girl I had never talked to called me a fucking slut, which I didn't understand why. I mean she was just walking by me when she called me that. Guys kept hitting on me, and my boyfriend was really pushing me to go all the way, as I said I would blow him but I wasn't ready for anything more than that. He kept trying to get his fingers on my pussy, but I wouldn't let him with him starting to get mad at me. He even said " Your not a fucking virgin anymore so way not?" I said " How do you know that?" He just walked away saying " Fuck you, Linda puts out I will go see her."

After that he wouldn't even talk to me anymore, so I guess I don't have a boyfriend anymore, and it didn't really get me upset. I woke up one day and just made it to the bathroom in time before I threw up. With in 5 minutes I felt fine, so it had to be something I ate but the next day or morning before the sun came up I did the same fucking thing. Then it was spring break with my parents taking me with them to Cabo for 10 days. I wore my bikini getting a nice tan with boys hitting on me all the time, and at times with my mom right next to me. Mom said it was because I was next to naked in my bikini.

When I got back it was go back to school with guys asking me to go out all the time, but I just didn't want to go on dates right now. I just stayed busy in school and sports, but I found my energy level seemed to be going down, as I just couldn't run laps like I had been doing, but at least I wasn't getting sick anymore. My bras seemed to becoming to small, so when I went with my friend I ended up having to buy a C cup bra instead of my normal B cup, so I guess my tits are getting bigger, but I was getting a bit of a pot on my flat belly, with my gym teacher telling me to stop eating the sweets. I don't eat candy and only have a small bowl of ice cream on Sundays.

Mom said " Honey what's going on with your belly?" I told her I had no idea, so she said that she would make an appointment with the doctor for a check up for me. Well when he said that I am 5 and 1/2 months pregnant mom jumped up, and I knew that by douching I didn't stop it from happening. When I thought about it I haven't been having my periods, but I keep myself very busy so I didn't forget, I just didn't pay attention that I was missing my periods, after all I had only started having then last summer.

On the way home the questions from mom were never ending, until I told her of the party, and about falling asleep, and all the rest, then it was the silent treatments the rest of the way. It's to late to have it aborted, so I guess I'm having a baby. I never dreamed that I would have a baby, and still be in high school. When mom told dad I thought the roof would come off the house. I never heard my dad use the F word before in my life and every second word was fuck this, and fuck that then he called me a fucking slut, and I broke down in tears that my dad who I love with my whole heart would think of me as being a slut. I couldn't take anymore so I ran to my room locking the door.

I stayed in my room until the next morning not wanting to face my dad, so when he left I opened my door finding I note taped to it saying " Sweetheart I was very upset at the news, so I hope you can forgive me, and no you are not a slut, what you are is my daughter who will need our help with what is happening. I love you sweet cheeks, and I am so sorry for using words that are not true. Your loving dad." The knot in my belly started to go away, until I came face to face with my mom.

She grabbed my arm and sat me at the table saying " Look your way to young to be raising a baby, so this is what is going to happen. You will give birth to this baby, then your dad and me will adopt the baby, and raise it as our own child. After all it was when I give birth to you that I became infertile so we wouldn't have anymore children like we had planned. I hope you agree with this plan, because if you don't, then once you give birth you and your baby will not be welcome in this house ever again, do you understand your options?" Well I knew that if I didn't go along with mom's plan, then I would be 15 living on the streets with a baby, but who says I want this baby anywhere near me knowing I must've been drugged and raped, by who knows how many boys and impregnated. Hell there was a couple black guys there, and for all I know this baby may be half black, I don't know. I told mom that the 3 of us should sit down tonight and talk about it.

I went to school having to tell my gym teacher that I am pregnant, so I was taken off the rugby team which pissed me off, but I understand she is scared I could get kicked or even punched in my lower belly hurting the baby. My other teachers will know when my belly keeps growing. A couple of my so called friends turned their backs on me, but my two closes friend was sticking with me for now anyway. I got asked who the guy was and I told them straight out about being drugged and raped at a party. The school year was just about up with my belly getting larger by the by it seems, and I still have 3 more months until I would be due.

I heard through other kids that a girl got drugged, that her boyfriend sold her pussy to other guys for 20 bucks each. I seen my old boyfriend, but when I had heard what I heard I called to a couple older guys that I needed answers about what I had been hearing, and was about me, so they agreed to help me out. We cornered my old boyfriend behind the school, and after maybe a broken finger and his balls not feeling to good, he said " Ok ok, so I made some money off the cunt. She kept turning me down, so I thought I had, had enough of her, and dropped a roofie in her drink. Once she was out I stripped her and sold her, after I broke her in. So fuck her." One of the guys hit him making his nose go way over to one side said " She could've been my sister, and we should kill you right here." I grabbed his arm saying " Not yet. How much did you make that night selling me, and were any those black guys?" He was half out of it with blood running from his crooked nose, as he moaned out " I got 140 bucks, and the last guy was a black dude, ok?" The guys helping me took care my ex as I left. You know I never have seen my ex to this day, but I'm getting ahead of myself.

I was in class on the first of Oct when my water broke. My gym teacher rushed me to the hospital, and after 7 hours of labor I give birth to a 8 LB 3 OZ baby boy, who has all his toes and fingers and was also white like me, and not half black which would make things worse. My mom had tears running down her face seeing I had give them a baby boy. So yes the baby is mine, but mom and dad are going to help me raise him until I can handle raising him on my own. I could have a DNA test done, but where would that get me as I didn't know most of the guys at the party. But I now nurse my baby at night, pump in the morning, leaving mom with more then enough breast milk for my hungry boy all day long. My dad just can't get enough of his grandson, and mom loves being a grandma so far anyway.