My wife still doesn't know I fucked her before I met her, passed out

It was high school for me, I was 15 and there was a college party at a frat house. I was invited and there was a lot of sex, semi nude college girls all over the place, in the pool some fully nude. As the evening wore on, I'd see girls going upstairs to bedrooms with guys. Sometimes just 1 girl and 1 guy, other times several guys and 1 girl. My older friend came down and told me to go up to his bedroom and "do what you want and don't worry about it". I'd seen him and about 5 guys go upstairs with this really pretty 20 year old girl named Colleen. I went into the room, and the light was on. Colleen was naked, spread out, and was obviously fucked. She had cum in a pool on the bed between her legs, and still leaking out of her pussy. She had cum on her face, a bit in her hair and some on her belly and tits. Despite all that, I saw an air of calm, and an angel lying in front of me. The small light was dim, and yellowish, casting a beautiful light on this beautiful woman. She was brunette, gorgeous face and an incredible body. I wasn't sure so I went downstairs to my friend again. He said she took some pills, had been drinking, and smoking, she was wasted and passed out while getting gangbanged. She was willing, but fell out after the first 4 or 5 guys. So far 11 had fucked her. He told me to go up, lock the door, and fuck her mouth, her pussy, roll her over and fuck her ass if I wanted.

I'd never had sex, of any kind yet, and was hard already. I went up, locked the door, and took a washcloth and wiped the cum off her face, her tits, her belly, in her brown pussy hair, and wiped between her pussy lips. Then I took a towel and wiped the wet spot of her cum and the leaked sperm. I shook her, talked to her, and nothing. I felt her C cup tits, she had olive skin and dark nipples. I sucked them each one, with my naked body on top of hers. My now hard 7in was lying on top of her pussy hair. I was moving back and forth on top of her lower belly and pubes. I couldn't take it anymore, I kissed her on her mouth, then spread her legs again, and opened her pussy lips. In that dark hair and pink inside lips, I saw her hole, now still opened up, and some gloss of others cum inside. I put my cock to her hole and pushed in. I had to lift behind her thighs so her legs got up enough for me to fuck her. I didn't last long and didn't care. I was building up to cumming in this beautiful college girl. I pushed and pushed and as I was shooting my first cum I leaned forward and kissed her again. She moaned at that, and I was done. I pulled my cock out but I didn't leave.

I stayed, put her hand on my cock and went back and forth while I held it around me. Then I put my cock in her mouth. Soon I was hard and fucked her again. I pulled on my clothes and unlocked the door and went back downstairs. My friend asked and I told him that I did it. "I think most of the guys have paired up with other girls, probably only one or two more will fuck her, so take another turn when you want. I did see two other guys go up over the next 40 minutes. When the last one came down, I went back up. I locked the door and it looked like both had fucked her, leaving her legs spread out and her pussy opened, but they must have cum on her belly and her firm, coned tits. I wiped her up, and was fucking her again, then wanted something different. I rolled her over, brought her legs together. I used some hand lotion from the nightstand and lubed my cock, and her asshole. I had my legs on the outside of hers, my cock lined up as I spread her ass cheeks apart and I pushed in. It was tighter than her pussy, not as moist and warm but different, rubbery I guess. I came after about 30 minutes inside her asshole. I put on my pants and took a last look at her gorgeous body from the back. Her just fucked ass, a perfect globe of flesh at the top of beautifully shaped legs just bathed in the soft dim light as I left the room.

5 years later, I'd gone early and completed college and MA work, and was working at a company as a lower/middle manager. Then I was asked to join a team for a special project. On the team was Colleen. We talked a lot, worked a lot together, and started having working dinners together. I didn't tell her how I was so much younger, at least not until it didn't matter. Eventually we were dating, and fucking. I once again got to fuck this absolute beauty. She still had a knock-out body which was the same size and shape as the years before. We eventually got married, in sharing our sexual histories she never mentioned that night. To tell the truth she probably didn't remember too much, and I had wiped her up and there was a LOT of cum to wipe up. She did say she banged up to 4 guys at the same time on two occasions. I never told her that she was my first fuck, nor that I buttfucked her either. It was on our wedding night that she decided to give me her "virgin" butt. I believed her, she said that was the one thing she never did in her past but wanted me to be the first. I guess I was.

10 years of marriage, two kids, she is still the same size, same weight, same beauty and yes, her tits sag a big more than they used to but are now perfect teardrops and gorgeous. She is kinky as possible, and keeps initiating sex more than I do. She's insatiable but I'm never telling her I fucked her while she was passed out. I am never telling her I buttfucked her when she was 20.