Sick desires

This is not a story just everything in my whore mind

I don't know how it started but now that I'm 20yr old I believe it's been almost 5 years that I started masturbating to these imaginations . I'm a virgin but a slut by mind.I want someone to make me do all these
No undergarments other than string thongs
Always wear a microskirt , tight crop top and heels while going out
In the road people might grope and gang rape me, make me go out naked , my pussy and asshole and peehole completely filled to the maximum with huge vibrators my clitoris labia and nipples pierced, whole body with tattoos like ' slut,whore, fuck me , public cumdump,meat toilet, three hole slut, dp, creampie me,bang me etc'
In the Subways I'll be going in the molester compartment to be of use to all molesters, I wanna be used as an onahole
Please make me a slave, always walking on all fours eating only semen from strangers and animals, fucking anything, I wanna live in a cage , bdsm tortured, spanked caned fighting, prolapse and fisting
When I'm home alone I remove all my clothes and always walk on all fours eating like a dog and pissing too, I'll edge myself all the time punishing me for being a whore virgin slut, I put the shower head in my asshole and fill it with water and push it out everyday getting it prepared for my future masters use. I want my pics and videos to be the fap material for men world wide. Fuck me on a stage , exhibitionism is my favourite, please piss all over me and let it dry for days without washing it off. Give me marinated semen + piss as food. I want to be bred , make me pregnant and milk my udders like a cow, I want to be fucked all day without any rest, if not use a funnel and fill my womb ,colon ,urinary bladder and stomach with semen so that I can walk around completely filled to the brim. Use me in a farm as a mare, sow or bitch , but never make me cum , I don't deserve to please my cunt it should only be used to please my masters, I'm living to please cocks, there's no reason to live without cocks, I want to turn my whole body into a pussy for my master's use and all the men too .
But IRL I'm scared to do any of this so I just edge myself everyday imagining this and going without any panties outside with my cunt always dripping
I'm pathetic