A Middle-Aged Woman's True Purpose

So many women struggle with identity issues. What do they want to do, who do they want to be? Young girls are told to go to college and start careers, then they're told to get married and start families. Of course some women choose differently, choosing a career over family, or family over a career. But regardless what they chose, the help and advice always seems to stop around 45. After a woman turns 45, they're supposed to be locked in on one path or another. But what about the women like me that choose family, and now have their kids all grown up and out of the house? What do they do with all this free time alone at home when their husbands are out at work all day, and golfing on the weekends with friends? Hobbies, start a new job, wine club with the girls? I know what I chose...

After 27 years of marriage, 4 kids, and lots of happy memories, I decided to indulge in a little fantasy. BBC. I was always the one with a high sex drive in my marriage. My husband enjoyed it when he was ready, but I simply need more. He was great when we were young, and then our kids, and work, and life kept me tired and happy for what we could get. But now? Now my sex drive is ramping back up to levels I never thought I'd see again, and my husband is nowhere to be found. It started with porn. My husband buying me toys to please myself when he's away to go along with it. I watched porn of young girls, reliving my younger days, then evolving to milf porn, and eventually interracial. I noticed in the interracial scene, lots of similar aged pairings, and lots of older men with young teen girls, but so little older female and young male match ups.

My son has told me how hard it is for young men like him to find dates, which fueled the growing fantasy of being a wise older teacher for an inexperienced young black boy. God it just made my pussy so wet thinking about it. My husband would fuck me, but all I could picture was those lucky girls getting plowed by a BBC.Of course I could never tell him any of this, what kind of wife would I be admitting to dreaming of other men? My dirty fantasies festered in my mind for months, soon I was spending entire days in bed rubbing my clit to interracial porn, right up until my husband walked in the door. The only other person in the world I told any of this to, was my best friend Grace. She's the kind of girl friend that when I asked her if and how I should go about an affair, she helped set me up, rather than run to my husband.

Grace has a friend, Donna, whose son just turned 17. He's a good kid but starting to struggle in school. Grace told Donna she could have him talk to her "therapist" to see what's wrong. When she agreed, Grace brought Jamie over to meet me. Now I'm no therapist, but I can tell you when a teenage boy has pent up sexual urges with no clear outlet, you'll get problems. It was practically written on his face, "I need pussy, now!" So, what did I do? Well you're still reading so you already know, don't you? I used the 7 hours of free time before my husband came home from work, and fucked the shit out of this poor young boy.

Jesus fucking Christ, it was so much better than any porn I could watch. He was a virgin, but left a man. That boy is no victim either, don't get it wrong, he absolutely destroyed my pussy better than I've ever had it. I had my ankles resting on his shoulders as he kissed me, plowing my vagina so hard and deep I was crying from the pleasure. At any other age, I'd have had to worry about getting pregnant, but that's the beauty of being a middle-aged woman. Young enough to fuck, but too old for baby making. Being able to milk not just one load, but two, out of such a young black cock solidified my desire to be a teacher for young black boys.

I told him to come back anytime he wanted, and to tell all his friends about me too. By the end of the month, I had a roster. I may as well be a real therapist at this point with the schedule I had going. My husband would leave for work at 7:00am, and I'd have my first young BBC at 7:30. I'd have another over for lunch and then a quick session with number three after school. My pussy was stretched, my ass red, and my jaw sore, but when my husband finally got home, I was showered and ready for a night as a loving and loyal housewife. With all this cock, he thought that menopause was finally lowering my sex drive to a level he could match. We still fucked often, so many women forget that simple step when having an affair. If you want to cheat, you have to keep fucking your husband so he doesn't get suspicious.

I had a list of names of boys I was teaching, Jamie was my favorite, but there's also, Marcus, Mikey, Troy, Aaron, Marquis, and my son's old friend Jason. I fucked each and every one of them almost daily, no protection, fully raw. I gave them everything, my pussy, my ass, my mouth, whatever they wanted. I was a safe space to experiment with as they learned how to fuck and please a woman. The thrill of it too was extraordinary, having a black boy barely 18 cum deep inside my pussy, a mere 10 minutes before my husband got home from work? God it makes me wet to even think about.

For some of these boys, I'm just a free pussy, and they don't have a girlfriend or anything else. But for others, they're cheating just to be with me, like I am to be with them. Much of the time, I have porn playing on the bedroom TV as inspiration, the favorite of course is Blacked videos, especially ones that end in creampies. I simply love the energy, aggression, and contrast that these young black boys bring. The best part, besides the sex of course, is that their grades improved the longer this went on. Jamie went from a C- average, to a straight A student and playing on the school football and baseball teams. I watched Jason grow up from a skinny little awkward 14 year old boy, to a 6'5" 250 muscular athlete that could pick me up, fuck me like a whore, and throw me around without breaking a sweat. What better motivation for such changes than a loving, welcoming, warm and motherly pussy?

How does the story end? Well it doesn't, at least it hasn't yet. I still enjoy fucking and getting fucked by all these young BBCs, when one graduates and moves away, a newer, younger, and more eager BBC takes his spot. My husband doesn't know, if he does, he hasn't said anything. i plan to continue this life for as long as I can, and I urge every middle aged woman in a similar situation as me, be the teachers for young men. even if it's not BBC like with me, give the young boys a chance, I hear it's very popular with the young boys nowadays...