Chapter 1: The Rainy night at Zaminders

Fictional rape story from a village in Rural India, bengali-english

It was raining heavily , i went to boro babus room and knocked " boro babu khawar di apnake?( Should i serve food boro babu)", inside was dark, i could hear the sound of a chokey breathing , the Zamindar was old in his 60s his children all abroad, we stay in a 13 bedroom dak banglow in the remote village of Baghapur a village in west bengal, my name is noor i stay in the village with my old ammi and abbu, abbu is the driver of our zamindar babu. The zamindar is rich and in his old age, due to some disease he got boils on his body and has a choked breathing. I knocked again due to the rain i was wet in my saree and blouse, it was 5 pm and i need to reach home by 6 pm they say after dark Baghapur is not safe, zamindar babu said " esho meye( come girl)" i opened the door and saw him on the bed in candle light grey hair and beard, he was topless and there were boils on his body which he sometimes itched, i was disgusted but kept my head down he sat up and said "amake ekta cigarette dao( give me a cigarette)" i saw the cigarette packet was on the almirah , i walked towards the almirah, i could feel his eyes scanning me, i wore a pink saree with no blouse, just a petticoat and a bra, the saree was wet sticking to my skin, i took the cigarette packet and walked to him, "pagla meye( mad girl) don't you know i can't light the cigarette" i took the lighter from his hand and lit it up for him, i bend a bit while giving him the cigarette and he exhaled smoke on my face i coughed, i was irritated but kept quiet "boro babu, khawar dibo?( Boro babu should i serve you food?)", he grabbed my hand " meye tomar saree ta porecho?( Girl are you wearing this saree?)" i was stunned "hae boro babu( yes boro babu)", he said " kichu na( nothing)" i tried to walk away but he pulled me towards him, i was shocked "boro babu!( Boro babu!)", he grabbed my saree pallu and pulled me towards him, i lost balance and fell on him, he was sitting and i was half lying on him, i could smell his stale breath "boro babu! Amar ammi der ke dekhte hobe!( Boro babu! I have to see my mother!)", he said " tomar ammi ke ami khobor dibo( i will inform your mother)" he pressed my breast with his one hand and pulled my saree pallu with another, i tried to resist but he was strong for his age, he pushed me on the bed and climbed on me, i started screaming " choro amare!( Leave me!)" he slapped me so hard i saw stars, i could taste blood in my mouth, i was crying " boro babu amar amma ke dekhte hobe( boro babu i have to see my mother)", he tore my blouse and pulled my saree up, i tried to push him away but he pinned my hands above my head, i was crying " please boro babu amake choro( please boro babu leave me)", he pulled my saree up and saw my panty, i was wearing a white panty, he touched my thigh and i kicked him, he slapped me again and pulled my panty down, i tried to close my legs but he spread them wide, i was crying and screaming, he took out his dick and rubbed it on my pussy, i could feel his dick was hard and old skin was loose, he pushed it inside me, i screamed in pain, it was hurting, he started thrusting inside me, i was crying and begging him to stop, he was sweating and breathing heavily, i could feel his dick inside me, it was hurting so much, i closed my eyes and prayed to allah to make it stop, he was thrusting faster and faster, i could feel his dick hitting deep inside me, he grabbed my breast and squeezed it hard, i screamed in pain, he was panting and sweating, i could feel his dick throbbing inside me, he came inside me, i could feel his warm cum filling me up, he pulled out and i could see his cum dripping out of me, he lay beside me panting, i was crying silently, he said " tomar amma ke bolo ami tomake pathie diyechi( tell your mother i sent you)" i got up and tried to cover myself with my torn saree, he said " jao meye( go girl)" i ran out of the room crying, the rain was still heavy, i ran towards my house crying, i could feel his cum dripping down my legs, i reached home and saw my ammi was sleeping, i went to the bathroom and washed myself, i could still feel him inside me, i cried silently in the bathroom, i came out and saw my ammi was awake " noor tui keno eto late?( noor why are you so late?)" i said " amma boro babu amake eto deri kore rakhlo( mother boro babu kept me for so long)" she said " jao gorom pani die gosole giye asho( go take a hot water bath)" i went to the bathroom again and cried silently. The next day i woke up with pain between my legs, i went to the kitchen to make breakfast, my abbu was sitting there " noor tomar chehara kharap keno( noor your face looks bad)" i said " ami thik achi abbu( i am fine abbu)" he said " tumi boro babur sathe kotha bolte paro na( you can't talk to boro babu)" i said " na abbu ami bolbo na( no abbu i won't talk)" i went to the zamindar house to clean, i saw him sitting in the verandah smoking, he saw me and smiled, i felt disgusted, i went inside to clean, he followed me inside and closed the door, i was scared " boro babu amake choro( boro babu leave me)" he said " meye ami tomar sathe abar khelbo( girl i will play with you again)" he grabbed me and pushed me against the wall, he pulled my saree up and touched my pussy, i tried to push him away but he was strong, he pulled his dick out and pushed it inside me, i screamed in pain, he was thrusting inside me, i was crying and begging him to stop, he came inside me again, i could feel his cum filling me up, he pulled out and said " jao meye( go girl)" i ran out crying, i went to the bathroom and washed myself, i could still feel him inside me, i was scared and disgusted, this continued for months, he would call me to his room and rape me, i was pregnant after 3 months, i didn't know what to do, i was scared to tell my ammi and abbu, one day boro babu called me to his room " meye tumi garboboti?( girl are you pregnant?)" i nodded crying, he said " ami tomar sathe biye korbo( i will marry you)" i was shocked " na boro babu!( no boro babu!)" he slapped me " ami tomar sathe biye korbo( i will marry you)" i ran out crying, i went home and told my ammi, she was shocked " noor ki holo?( noor what happened?)" i told her everything, she started crying " amra ki korbo?( what will we do?)" my abbu came home and saw us crying " ki holo?( what happened?)" my ammi told him everything, he was angry " ami zamindar ke khun korbo( i will kill the zamindar)" my ammi stopped him " na tumi jail e jabe( no you will go to jail)" we didn't know what to do, the next day zamindar came to our house with his men, he said " ami noor ke biye korbo( i will marry noor)" my abbu said " na tumi amar meyeke choro( no you leave my daughter)" zamindar's men beat my abbu, i was crying " please boro babu amar abbu ke choro( please boro babu leave my abbu)" zamindar said " jodi tumi amar sathe biye koro tahole ami tomar abbu ke choriye debo( if you marry me then i will leave your abbu)" i had no choice, i nodded crying, zamindar took me to his house, he married me the next day, i was his wife now, he raped me every night, i was his sex slave, i gave birth to a son after 9 months, zamindar was happy, he said " ei chhele tomar moto sundor( this boy is as beautiful as you)" i didn't say anything, i hated him, i hated my life, i was trapped, i couldn't escape, i was his wife and sex slave, i had to obey him, he would rape me whenever he wanted, i was his property now.