I ride my boyfriend while he sleeps

My boyfriend and I have been together roughly about 6 years and my number one turn on is pretending I’m his little girl and fucking him while he sleeps.

Over the years he’s gotten quite the sexy dad bod, which I find very attractive. He’s a very handsome Asian man and I’m white. He makes my life very comfortable by providing for me, paying for my college tuition, etc. in a way he kinda is more of a dad than I’ve ever had he makes sure I eat the most especially if it’s my favorite he’ll give me his too. He always lets me pick 2 coffees and takes the one I didn’t like. He’s especially easy to sway right after I suck him off, all I have to say is please daddy, and I can have anything I want. I don’t usually want much besides the occasional coffee or such. But most of the time I feel like his baby, and I kinda like it.

It started with sucking him off at night after he’d cum and his dick would shrink I’d get extremely wet and suck on it like a pacifier, he’d usually just fall asleep and I’d be left nuzzled in his crotch suckling on his dick until I fell asleep. It’s always been the most calming and stress relieving thing for me.

It’s the best when he’s soft, but sometimes after he’s fallen asleep he gets hard again. I can’t help but to keep sucking my pussy dripping wet as I can taste his pre cum, at some point I just can’t help myself and I get on top of him and his dick slides right in. I look at him and he’s still dead asleep snoring, so I start slowly moving up and down, but he doesn’t seem to mind or wake up. I have a very vivid imagination so I pretend I’m his little girl usually imagining I’m around eight- which was the first time I was raped, which I loved and it made me obsessed with sex even at a very young age, i couldn’t stop I’d hump everything in the house. All I wanted at that age was to get kidnapped by an old rich man and be forced to fuck him which I would very much enjoy. I still remember the first time I had no idea what has happening just that it felt good, my uncle who was around 15 at the time had been babysitting me and he pulled my pants off and lifted my legs and slid his dick in, it happened a few more times and I never said anything because I was secretly hoping he’d continue to fuck me but eventually and sadly he stopped. Anyway I imagine my bf still the age he is or sometimes a little older. I imagine daddy forces me to ride his dick all night long, just the thought of it makes me extremely wet i love thinking he forces me to ride him and please him all night. Sometimes i pause as i lay on his chest and his body instinctively starts thrusting. I love it, I can tell he’s still asleep but feeling pleased so I continue whispering dirty things as if I was really his little girl.

Eventually he cums inside of me and his dick gets soft and I go back to suckling until I fall asleep. He never has said anything about it or noticed or maybe he just doesn’t mind either way I think this fantasy is a bit fucked up but I can’t stop