I can't believe this happened 2

My son got me pregnant when I was taking very strong pain killers and sleeping pills. With our way of living I had the baby raising it as if it was my husband's

It's been 17 months after I had learned I was pregnant, and by who. I will tell you having a 7 LB 15 oz baby coming out of you did things, I didn't think would happen. I had a pinched neve in my back, which when I had that bowling ball in me just about killed me, but when I give birth something twisted in my back and no more pinched neve, or sleeping problems, and the most important thing no more pain. My doctor is totally shocked but very happy for me. PS He knows that the baby I just give birth to isn't my husbands, we have the same doctor.

My son picked a collage only 3 hours away to play football for, and is very happy to be a daddy. He came home when he had a couple days free, and when my daughter was out with her friends, and with my husband was down in the basement where he seems to spend all his time anymore. He won't even so much as touch the baby, and has made me moved into what was my son's bedroom with the baby. He seemed to be getting very upset with me getting up so many times in the night.

My son couldn't hold his son enough, and even changed his baby boy. It was like the baby knew my son is his dad. He isn't one to go to sleep easily, but after my son changed his son he fell asleep in less then a minute. When he woke up he was hungry. I have been pumping so I could've went to the fridge, and got a bottle, but I didn't. I opened my top opening my nursing bra, and nursed his son with him watching. He said " Mom can I, I mean could, maybe just a little, could I?" Dam I wish he would just say what he wanted, so I said " What is it? Just ask straight out, and no beating around the brush." He pointed at my breast in his son's sucking mouth, and said " Just a taste mom, maybe for a second or two."

I I opened the other cup of my nursing bra, before I said " Your son has had his fill, so suck all you want." He bent down taking my nipple in his mouth sucking on my nipple nursing for the first time in what about 18 years. But this was making me feel every excited. I know the feeling I was having was wrong, very wrong, but my hand found the back of my sons head holding him to my breast as he feed from me. I was hoping that my husband didn't coming up stairs and see us like this, but I came to my senses and said " You better stop, so I have some left for your son honey." I had to release his head allowing my son to let go of my nipple, but his hand was still cupping my now C cup breast, as he said " They are bigger then I remember mom." Oh god he had also must of played with my tits, as he fucked me in my sleep.

At dinner my husband was being a real ass to our son as he said " So did you find someone other then your mother to fuck yet? Or is that why you came home?" My son stood up saying in a calm way " Dad I have to talk to you, so lets go in the back yard." I started to get up but my son put his hand on my shoulder saying to me " Sorry mom, but this is between dad and me." I sat at the table as they went outside closing the door. I guess it was 20 minutes when my son walked in sitting at the table, as I looked at the door not seeing my husband. I looked at my son before saying " Where's your dad at, isn't he coming back in?" My son looked at me and said " He went into the basement the hard way, and I don't think he's coming back tonight mom. But mom why did you marry such a fucking asshole for?"

I jumped up from the table pissed that my son would say that about my husband, his own father as I said " You listen here, I will not have you saying those words in my house, and you will never say that about your father again, do you hear me young man, he's your father, and if I didn't marry him you would not have been born." He smiled, can you believe it, he just smiled before he said " Yes I would've been born because you were pregnant before you said I do to him. Mom he has never been a real dad to me or my sister, and I know he won't be to my son either. You should be with me, I would but a much better husband and father then he has been."

I stood in total shock at what he had just said to me, that he could be my husband, no, I mean hell no, and what about my daughter? No way this could ever work, I mean I'm his mother for Christ sake. I went to check on the baby, as I heard him cleaning the table off. Well that's something my husband has never done. I just checked on the baby when I heard a car racing out of our driveway, looking out the window I seen the taillights of my husband's Mustang going down the road much faster then it should've been going. I turned my head seeing my son standing there as he said " Good, maybe he won't be back." I had no idea my son hated his father this way.

I made sure I didn't go around my son for the rest of the night, but at 5 in the morning someone was ringing the door bell. They woke up the baby who was now crying, as I heard my son at the door talking to someone but I couldn't make out what was being said. With the baby in my arms I saw two cops standing in the doorway, and my son dropping in the chair closest to the door. He looked at me and said in a broken voice had scared me " Mom give me the baby, these officers have to talk with you. Mom sit down on the couch first mom." I handed my son, his son, as I sat down thinking the worse. The woman cop got on her knee next to me saying " I have to tell you your husband is alive, but he's in hospital on life support. He was involved in a head on collision, and was air lifted to Metro general where he was put on life support. Can your son care for your baby, we can take you to the hospital once your dressed that is."

I don't remember even getting in the back of the cop car, all I remember is lights flashing then walking into the hospital with the cop by my side. A nurse took me from the cop with her saying something like ' I hope he pulls through.' The nurse took me to see the doctor who walked out taking off this thing covered in blood as he told the nurse to take me to a place with some chairs. He walked in a few minutes later, as he sat across from me saying " We did all me could, but his injuries were just to much, and I'm so sorry to tell you your husband died in the operating room just 9 minutes ago. The nurses are cleaning him up if you want to see him." I just sat there hoping this nightmare would end, because this can't be real, my husband can't be dead can he? I slapped myself, but as opened my eyes I was still in the hospital sitting in a chair with a doctor grabbing for my hands.

They give me a pill taking me to lie on a bed. I woke up just before noon, with my son holding his son, and my daughter on the other side of me with tears running down her face. I sat straight up a yelled my husband's name, as my daughter wrapped her arms around me saying " He's gone mom, daddy's gone." I looked at my son feeding a bottle to our son, as he said " Mom he was drunk, and hit a garbage truck head on, but the garbage man was unhurt which was lucky. They have give us some pills if you need them, but I don't think you should use them with you still nursing, and all.

We went home with things being settled over the next few weeks, with the service and everything. My son did his studies on line to keep up his grades, and my daughter who seemed at first to be the most upset with her dad's passing, was the first to say " Mom can't we sell this house, and maybe buy something closer to the collage where we all could be a family again?" What I didn't know was my husband had 2 million in life insurance, and the union which he was apart of had 300,000 more on him, so we could very easily sell and buy closer for a new start.

Having things going quick with us selling in a week, and buying a place 5 blocks from the collage, so now I have all my kids close to me. My son, I guess I should say my oldest son, has started giving me hugs that feel normal until today. My daughter was at a weekend at her old friends place, and when he hugged me he kissed me on my lips. I was shocked but he kissed me again, and for a lot longer as I felt a need I guess I would call it, growing deep inside of me. My husband after finding out I was pregnant with my son's baby never so much as touched me again, so these kisses seemed to awaken something deep in my body, as his tongue touched my lips. " I love you mom." Is what I heard as his kiss, became our kiss. He hugged me again, as I looked at our son who was awake looking at us smiling. " I need you mom, I need you so much." God I needed him as well.

I remember hoping my youngest son don't remember what he was watching, but it was 2 hours of the best love making any two people have ever done. We stripped each other with my son nursing at my now dry breasts, before he forced me back on the bed going between my legs, eating me to 4 orgasms before I got that way oversize penis of his in my mouth, well more like the head and not much else, but he came just the same, and there was no way I could swallow that much cum, but he didn't go soft not really, as he got on top of me and worked himself inside me, a little bit at a time. I have no idea how long it was before we were making love for real, but I had a orgasm before he was all the way inside of me, making me go from one orgasm right into the next and then the next, until he flooded my insides again with his very fertile cum, and on my fertile time.

After we laid in bed with my son saying " So are you going to have this one as well mom?" I was so wounded up that I didn't even think about my son in me, bare once again. He said " So what you think can we have one more?" I rolled on my side as I moved over kissing him before saying " Are you sure you want to be a daddy again? I mean, I don't have a husband for it to be his do I, and then there's your sister, she may think your son was my husband's but having a one now, and people may talk you know. As much as it hurts me to say I better take the after pill, and maybe I should go on the pill again, if we keep doing this that is."

I have no idea how many times my son and me made love over the weekend, but come Monday morning I'm getting myself back on the pill again. We did get lucky or unlucky depending on which way you look at it I guess, because we decided to let fate on me getting pregnant, after my son finally told me that before he got me pregnant, he had been having sex with me for a lot longer that I knew about. Well it's been 17 days and my period is due any day now, and I will say I was just a bit sad when it started, knowing he didn't get me pregnant again. But I am just turning 41, so I don't really think I want to be raising kids into my mid to late 60s. But with being back on the pill, anytime we get a chance my son makes me the happiest woman on the planet. Yes I know, someday he will find a wife to marry, but for now I'm very happy, but at times he a little bit to much with that tree trunk he has between his strong legs. But seeing how he's not even dating I am the one who takes care of his, and yes my needs as well.