Remembering How Shelia Held Me Down

I was remembering my cousin the other night and came to a new realization about her. When I was younger she would take me out on her dates with her. We lived in another state from my cousin Shelia. So, when we went to visit she always took me with her and her boyfriend.

I was so impressed with her boyfriend, Peter. He was so gorgeous an he liked me. Or so I thought. He made over me telling me how cute I was an sexy. Little did I know he had something else in mind for me. At the time it happened, I thought it was him and his ideas. But, as I got older I changed my mind about who's idea it was.

Back then, I thought it was him who talked Shelia into holding me down so, he could fuck my 14 year old virgin pussy. But a few things happened after that which made me wonder. About a year after her boyfriend Peter, fucked me she was dating another guy, Anthony.

We went visiting again an it was the weekend of course so, she had a date. She said of course she wanted me to come along. We went to the drive in and she put me in the middle. I thought that was strange. I was watching the movie and of course we had on skirts and blouses.

Shelia always wore dresses or skirts when she went on dates. While we sat there her boyfriend was rubbing his hand under my skirt. I was trying to push his hand down so she didn't see but, he kept on. Then they were talking about kissing and he said he was gonna see if I was a good kisser.

I looked at Shelia and she said, "Go ahead, let him kiss you." So, I did. He was kissing me passionately and as he was doing that he ran his hand up my skirt to my pussy. I grabbed his hand and tried to pull his hand out. But, Shelia grabbed my hand and held it into her chest so I couldn't stop him.

My left arm was behind him so I was just stuck. He slid his hand inside my panties to my pussy. I had my legs squeezed tightly together then, Shelia pulled my leg toward her. He started finger fucking my pussy with two fingers. I was shocked beyond belief even though I shouldn't have been. Remembering how she held me down so her other boyfriend could fuck me.

He was moaning as he kissed me and fingered me. Finally, he pulled out of my pussy and she let go of my hand. He stopped kissing me and told me how good of a kisser I was. He told Shelia, "She's got the softest lips an it made my dick so hard."

I thought, oh man what was gonna happen now. But, I said I had to go to the bathroom so, I left. When I came back she was sucking his dick so, I sat next to the door. While she was sucking him he was reaching for my titty. I kept trying to scoot closer to the door to get away from his hand.

I heard him moaning when he told her, "I'm cumming, swallow all of it." She raised up and we sat and watched the movie for awhile when Shelia said she had to go to the bathroom and she was gonna get some popcorn. So, she left an as I sat down and shut the door, I thought I should go with her.

As soon as he left he was on me. Slid his hand back to my pussy kissing me and not letting me up. He forced his fingers back into my pussy. Then he said, "I'd love to get my dick in this tight pussy." I said, "No, I can't do that." He fingered me hard an actually it felt good. He pulled out and pushed my blouse up and sucked on my titty.

Then, he put my hand on his dick. It was still out of his pants. It was hard and big. He was pumping into my hand as he stuck his fingers back into my pussy. I kept saying, "We gotta stop Shelia will be back in a minute."
He didn't seem to care. He was still finger fucking me when she walked up to the car.

She said, "Open the door." She had brought cokes and popcorn. I started to get out but , he pulled me toward him and she got in. So, I'm in the middle again. His dick is still out. I couldn't believe how she allowed this. She didn't seem mad that he was fingering me.

We ate popcorn and watched the movie. He kept putting my hand on his dick and using my hand to stroke it.
She didn't seem to care about that either. No, I'm only 15 but, I'd never be able to let my boyfriend do all this stuff.

As we sat there, he turned toward me and got closer. He took my hand again and put it on his dick. He slid his hand under my blouse and played with my titty. I just sat there and let him. I knew by then, Shelia wanted him to molest me. I was beginning to think she liked it.

When I didn't resist he unbuttoned my blouse an pulled my titty out of my bra and sucked on it. I looked at Shelia an said, "Is this okay with you?" She said, "Sure, he likes to molest little girls." Then he said, "I really wanna fuck you." I said, "No."

So, I pushed his head off of my titty and buttoned my blouse. When the movie was over we went and drove around some hot spots before we started home. When we got to the house I was waiting for her to open the door but he reached for my skirt again. I said, "Let me out."

She let me out an she got back in the car. She said, "Don't go in the house, just sit on the porch and wait for me." "Okay." So, I waited. I think she sucked his dick again. I only saw on head above the seat. Then, she got out and he left. We went in and when we were in the bed she said nothing about what all he did. I was dumbfounded.

When I was 16, she came to visit us. Our other uncle was visiting too. We were all laying around one morning trying to get Mark up. He was tickling both of us and he got on top of me. I just had on my nighty and he was trying to pull my panties down. I didn't know it but, he was naked.

Then he said, "Come on honey just let me put it in once." I said, "Are you kidding me, you're my uncle." "That don't matter, I just wanna slide it in a couple times, come on." I'm resisting him and he's got my panties down and his dick is touching my pussy. I kept telling him no and Shelia said, "You ought to let him."

He got the head into my pussy with me struggle the whole time and then, he rammed it all the way in. It took my breath away. I gasped and he moaned. He would have fucked and cum in me but, when he heard his wife coming up the stairs, he pulled out.

I was so thankful. Although, I would have loved his thick dick. His wife came is and said, "What's all this laughter I'm hearing up here?" He said, "Oh we were wrestling and I was trying to get one of these girl to let me sex them." She was standing by the bed and he grabbed her when he said that. She laughed and said, "Oh Mark, that's horrible."

He started kissing on her and we left the room. I'm sure he fucked her. I couldn't believe he got his dick in me. My gosh, he's strong. My pussy was wet and flexing.

That was three times Shelia wanted me to have sex or let a guy molest me. What was it with her? I really didn't understand. Believe it or not, Mark an his wife came to live in our city. He got a job and she had just had a baby. She went back to work an she was a teacher.

I was watching their kids a lot and one day I had the kids down for their nap when he came home early and ask where his wife was. I said she went to the grocery and dry cleaners. I went to change into my exercise clothes when he came in the bedroom and spooned up behind me.

He was pulling down my panties in the back and his dick out of his boxers. I'm trying to get away from him and he's pushing me down on the bed. He sticks his dick in me hard and starts fucking me. I remembered how he felt when he just slid it in that day in the bed. I quit fighting him and let him have me.

He grabbed my hips and pulled me tight up against his as he fucked me so hard. He said, "I knew I'd get my dick in here one day whether you wanted it or not." "Your pussy is so fucking tight on my dick." "All I thought about was how it felt that day I plowed it all the way in you then, had to stop because, the wife came up." "When I fucked her that day after being in you, your pussy was all I thought about."

"Oh you feel so fucking good." He fucked me, made me cum twice while pounding me. I loved his dick. I let him fuck me with no resistance because, he felt amazing. He said, "I'm cumming in this pussy nowwwwwww." "Ahhhahhhhohhooohh." He was jerking as he finished squirting the last few strands of his load in me. Oh my gosh, I loved it.

He slid his dick out and turned me around and sat me on the bed. I looked up at him and he said, "Are you mad?" "No, not at all." "He took his dick and put it in my mouth. "Clean my dick off." So, I did. As I was sucking and licking he started getting hard again.

He said, "Mmm, I'm getting ready to cum again." "I think I'll let you suck me so, I can cum in your mouth." "Ann don't like giving me head, I usually have to hold her down and fuck her mouth." I ask him, "Does she like that?"
"No, she hates it because, I cum on her face and tits."

"But, I'm gonna make you swallow." My mind went immediately to when my cousin Shelia was sucking her boyfriend Peter, and he cum in her mouth then, told her to swallow. I was still sucking Mark's dick when I said, "Question, have you ever fucked Shelia?" "Oh yeah." "Shelia came after me." "She's kinda freaky, she likes to watch and shit."

"Really." "Yeah, did she do something to you?" "Oh yeah." I told him about her boyfriends Peter an Anthony. Then, reminded him of when she told me to let you fuck me." He smiled and said, "Yeah, I'm not sure what she wants but, she odd."

I was sucking him a long time an he said, "Mmm, I'm up gonna cum in your mouth, keep sucking baby." He swelled up, got hard and erupted in my mouth. He held my jaw closed and when he started to pull hid dick out he said, "Swallow all of it." That was the same thing Shelia's boyfriend said to her.

I swallowed and he was turned on. "Mmm, I'm gonna keep you around, stroke my dick, get ready to cum then, find you and cum in your mouth." "Ann, won't suck me so, I'll make you suck me." I just smiled at him and walked away to put on my exercise clothes.

Then, when I was 17, I got a phone call from Anthony. He was the second boyfriend Shelia let molest me. He was passing through and stopped to talk to me. So, he came by and we went for a ride. He told me they broke up shortly after that night. He told me she got real jealous over you and how I reacted about you.

That surprised me. He took me to the motel he was staying at an he came on to me and we fucked all day. I ended up engaged to him. He bought me a ring and we went together a long time. He came to see me about every weekend. We would fuck the whole weekend. He was an amazing lover.

He said, "Shelia is the one who wanted me to finger fuck you hard." "She wanted me to hurt you finger fucking you like I did." "She wanted me to fuck you and was willing to hold you down so I could rape you but, I told her I wouldn't do that." "She got mad at me because I didn't."

He told me she said she would get a young girl so he could rape her. He said she told him she would help him. I told him how she held me down so, her first boyfriend could fuck me. He said, "She's weird." Anthony an I went together about 3 years and then realized things were changing and long distance relationships are hard to keep. So, we broke up but, remained friends.

Even after I got married, he would come through town, call me an I always went to his hotel and fucked him for several hours. He was a fuck I couldn't resist. But, I often thought about how Shelia held me down while her boyfriend forced his big dick through my hymen an into my vagina fucking me so hard. Man, he was so turned on fucking me. I didn't realize that until I got older but, he was animalistic fucking my body.

I guess you never forget your first time, I know I won't. Sometimes now when I think about it it makes me wet.
Amazing.