Crossing the line

I'm a special needs teacher and I took advantage of a 14-year boy in my care, we fooled around and had sex in the bathroom.

So my name is Sally and I’m a 26 year old (SEN) Special Educational Needs Teacher, and this story is about what I did to a 14-year old boy called Toby last Friday when I took him to the bathroom.

I crossed a line!

Toby has Downs syndrome and is a very energetic boy, he also has formed a bond with me, sometimes I feel like he has a crush on me because of the way he’s always giving me hugs and he always wants to be with me, he has a lot of special needs and one of those needs is he doesn’t like to be alone when he goes to the bathroom, and he always chooses me to go with him.

Last Friday near the end of the day I took him to the bathroom, I went inside with him, locked the door and waited by the door for him while he walked over to the urinal and had a wee, I didn’t look towards him for privacy reasons, “Are you still there, Miss?” he called out, wanting to be reassured that I hadn’t left him alone.

“Yes, I’m here.” I replied.

A colleague knocked on the door to let me know she was leaving, it was the end of the day and all the other kids and staff were heading home, Toby always stayed behind for about 45-minutes to give his Mom time to come pick him up after work during rush hour traffic, “Okay, see you tomorrow.” I replied to her.

I could hear the sound of Toby’s wee splashing in to the urinal and then nearly a minute later it stopped and it went quiet, then suddenly he jumped in front of me and made me jump, he’s likes pulling pranks, “Garrr!” he growled like a tiger when he jumped out.

“Oh my god!” I shouted in fright, “You scared me, Toby.” I said, holding my chest to stop my heart from breaking out of it.

It was then that I noticed he hadn’t pulled his pants up properly, and his cock was hanging out, my training and professionalism told me to look away, but for some reason I couldn’t.

You have to understand, it had been months since I’d had any male contact, sexual contact, I was sex deprived and horny, and when I saw Toby’s chubby cock I just couldn’t take my eyes off it, “You should put that away.” I said to him, pointing at his crotch with my eyes.

He looked down and then back up again and smiled, “I like it out.” He replied, then he put his hands on his hips and wiggled side to side to make his cock swing between his legs and he was laughing.

I took a step forward, “No, come on, put it away.” I said, and I reached out with the intention of pulling his pants up, but instead my hand grabbed his cock, he froze completely still and gasped in surprise, “UGH” looking down at my hand holding on to his cock, this was a whole new experience for him, and with his disabilities he couldn’t really process how to handle it.

I should have let go of it but I didn’t, I didn’t want too, “Oops. I’m holding your willy.” I said, that’s what he called it, his ‘Willy’

He just stood staring down at my hand and I stared at the back of his head and started to rub his cock, and it started to get chubbier and grow, “Oh look – it’s getting bigger…” I said in a playful tone, he looked up at me, “…Can you see that?” I asked.

He looked down and then back up at me, “Wow – What’s my Willy doing?” he asked.

“I don’t know…” I replied, playing dumb, “…it keep getting bigger, shall I keep rubbing it and see how big it gets?” I asked with a smile.

He smiled at me, “Yeah.” He replied, then looked down and watched me rub his cock.

After a few minutes it had grown to around 5-inches long and was rock-hard and I was jerking it vigorously, “It’s really hard now and big.” I said.

“It feels funny.” He replied.

“How? – How does it feel, Toby?” I asked him.

“I think I need to have another wee.” He replied.

I knew exactly what he meant, he didn’t want a wee, he could feel himself about to nut, but of course this was all new to him and he had no idea what was going on, then moments later it happened, he hunched over and grunted several times as I jerked his cock hard, “Ug-Ug-Ug-Ug!” and he shot several long strings of thick white sperm all over my skirt and down my legs, “Yes, Toby, let it out.” I said, I loved the feel of his cock throbbing and twitching in my hand as I milked his little balls dry.

His legs started shaking and then he fell to the floor on his butt, “What did Willy do?” he asked, looking confused at his dripping cock.

I looked down and smiled at the sight of all the sperm stuck to my skirt and legs, I gathered some up off my leg on to my fingers and ate it, it was still a bit warm, and tasted divine, “Mm.” I hummed as I tasted it, then I got down on the floor beside him, “It’s alright, Toby, that’s your special milk, my darling.” I said.

“Milk?” he asked.

“Yes. You’re Willy wanted to give me some milk.” I replied.

“Oh…” he said, smiling and laughing, “…Do you want more milk?” he asked.

“Can I really?” I asked.

He nodded, “Yeah, have some milk.” He replied.

I leaned over and licked the tip of his dripping cock, getting that sperm taste again, “Mm.” then I pulled his cock in to my mouth with my tongue and started sucking it, it had gone a bit soft but I soon got it hard again, Toby sat with his head held back looking up at the bright light on the ceiling and smiled as I gave him head.

After spending a few minutes lovingly sucking on his wonderful tasty young cock, I could feel my panties getting wet, and I wanted to fuck him.

I popped my mouth off his cock, “I think my Kitty would like some milk, Toby.” I said.

“Do you have a cat, Miss?” he asked.

“Kind of…” I said, getting to my feet, “…would you like to see her?” I asked.

He nodded.

I reached up my skirt and slowly pulled down my white soaked panties, letting them drop to my ankles, then I stepped out of them and slowly slid my skirt up to my hips, showing him my well groomed and recently shaved pussy, he gawped at my crotch with his mouth open and his eyes open widely, “What’s that, Miss?” he asked.

“That’s my Kitty…” I said smiling, then I knelt on the floor beside him, “…you can stroke her if you want.” I said.

He lifted his hand and placed it against my pussy, and he laughed, “Kitty is wet, Miss.” He said.

“Yes, very wet.” I replied.

He rubbed my pussy for a short while and it felt nice.

His mind couldn’t understand what it was or how it was making him feel when he touched it, but his body knew, I could see his cock twitching between his legs as he rubbed my pussy, his cock wanted to fuck me as much as I wanted to fuck it, “Would it be okay if your Willy gave my Kitty some milk?” I asked, “She’s really thirsty.” I added.

“Oh, poor Kitty. Yeah.” He replied.

“Thank you, Toby, that’s so nice of you…” I said, then I got up and positioned myself over him and then slowly squatting over his cock, I held on to his hard cock, “…I’m going to put Willy in Kitty’s mouth okay, so she can have a drink. Don’t be scared, she doesn’t bite.” I said.

“Okay, Miss.” He replied, watching closely as I lowered myself down and the tip of his cock slid between my flaps, “Ugh!” he gasped when he felt it going inside me.

I started to slowly bounce on it, letting my pussy open so his cock could slide in deeper.

Toby laid flat on his back on the floor, touching my knees, “Kitty’s mouth is very warm, Miss.” He said.

“Yes it is.” I replied.

When his cock was about 2-inches inside me I started to ride it, “Mm – Uh – Oh Toby.” I gasped, his cock felt so good, I needed this so bad.

He started to feel the pleasure of my pussy and was gasping rapidly and loudly, “Ugh – Ugh – Ugh – Ugh – Ugh.”

I fucked him for a nice long 10-minutes or more, I had an orgasm about 5 minutes in to it and completely drenched his balls with my fluids.

“Ugh – Ugh – I need to wee again Miss.” He gasped.

“That’s Willy’s milk, Toby, give it to Kitty – Uh – Uh – Give Kitty a drink, Toby – Uh!” I gasped, riding him harder and faster.

“Ugh – Ugh – Unnnnnnnnnngggh!” he groaned, his legs spasmed and he thrust his hips upward, driving his cock deep inside of me, which felt so good, and then he ejaculated inside of me, “UNGH!”

I could feel his lovely warm sperm splashing against my inner walls as his young nuts emptied in to me.

“Oh yes – Uh – Oh that’s good, Toby – Uh – Mmmm.” I gasped.

As Toby laid with his tongue sticking out the side of his mouth and trying to slow down his heavy breathing, I remained sat on him for a minute or two, letting his cock slowly deflate inside me, then I pulled myself off and his wet and sticky soft cock flopped down over his soggy balls.

“Did Kitty get a drink, Miss?” he asked.

“She sure did.” I replied, then I reached down and helped him to his feet, and I pulled up his pants for him, and then I had a conversation with him about what we had done, Toby may not have the mental capacity to process many things, but he is capable of keeping a secret, thank goodness, “So you know you can’t tell anyone, right?”

“Yes, Miss.” He replied.

“Good boy.” I replied.

We composed ourselves and left the bathroom, got his belongings together and put on his coat, then a few minutes later his Mom arrived and he went out to the car to go home.

That was last Friday and since then I’ve had guilt and regret, I did a really bad thing, and I haven’t been back at work at all this week, I’ve called in sick every day.

Toby hasn’t told anyone, if he had then I would have heard something by now, but I don’t know how to face him now after what I did to him in the bathroom, I’m scared to go back to work.