Unsatisfied wife

Adventures of a small man who wanted to satisfy his wife.

I am a very shy person. I have always been self-conscious of my penis. I grew up in a small town in Alberta in the 1960s and I was the only guy in the crowd with an uncircumcised penis. A bunch of us guys were hanging out in someone's garage and the garage had a concrete floor with a hole in it. Being boys, we all whipped our peckers out and started urinating in the hole. One of the guys saw my foreskin and said "Oh my God, what's wrong with your dinky"? I was mortified. Being told there is something wrong with your penis can cause a ton of anxiety and stress in some guys. I was one. I avoided sleepovers, swimming, camping, anything where I might have to be naked.

So this led to me being extremely shy with women and I was still a virgin at almost 24. Met my future wife and she got me in bed that very night. I had (or so I thought) a massive erection. My future wife looks at it and says "When is it going to get big"? I thought she had never seen an uncircumcised penis before and I didn't question her. After 10 seconds of penis in vagina, she told me to stop and I did. Being a virgin I was letting her take the lead. She didn't let me cum that night.

Fast forward 10 years and I was basically just a victim by this point. She had told me after we were married that I had by far the smallest penis she had ever seen and she hated having intercourse with it. She had made it her game that if I wanted sex with her, she would have to punish me first by tying me up facedown on the bed and spanking me. That eventually wasn't enough for her to punish me so she added in a huge anal dildo and would ream me out with that and the spanking had got more painful and turned in to more of whipping. By this point in time, even spanking was not enough of a punishment so she said she was bringing her friend into the mix. She had met a man while at the school bus stop and was attracted to him. I was not into it but as she wore the pants, I couldn't say no.

So one night after the kids were asleep, she was the instigator of sex that night and said she was going to tie me up spread eagle on the bed and give me the best blowjob I ever had, no punishment needed this time. Normally when she tied me to the bed, she would use cloths that were not impossible to break free of, but I should have known something was different when the cloth straps were replaced by speaker wire. So she had me tied to the bed and I could barely move. She would lightly touch my penis and get it dripping with clear fluid then stop and make me beg for her to continue. Then she abruptly stopped and left the bedroom.

About 10 minutes later, I was still tied to the bed and I could hear the doorbell. I could hear my wifes voice and another unfamiliar voice. Everything got really quiet then I could hear loud moaning of a man. 10 seconds later the bedroom door opened and my wife comes in and winks at me and comes over to the bed and leans over to kiss me. I put my lips on hers and she opened her mouth and she had given this guy a blowjob on the couch and she kept his semen in her mouth and when she kissed me she transferred his cum from her mouth into mine and we laid there flicking our tongues around her mouth with his cum. She got on top of me and I was still kissing her and his cum when I came inside her vagina. I never in a million years would have thought that was sexy, but it was the sexiest thing that I had ever done. Thinking of her having another man's sperm in her mouth, the thought that my penis was not adequate enough for her and she had to seek out men who have normal sized penises. I get wet just telling you this.

So after my wife kissed me and fucked me and made me eat his cum, that has become our normal sex life. I was really shy at first and I was the one who asked him to be a regular part of our sex life. He has a huge penis. Mine is 3 1/2 inches long and 3 3/4 inches in girth, but we measured his and he is just shy of 10 inches long and 6.4 inches girth. I don't understand why, but I get massively turned on by having an inadequate penis that my wife needs a real man to satisfy her. My favorite thing is to watch them having sex while I play with myself, but after he blows his load in her and reams her pussy out, and I put my penis in and she is so wet and hot I cum instantly. She now punishes me to allow me to put my penis inside her by having sex with her BF first and making me clean up her vagina with my mouth after he cums in her.

But the funny thing is, is I told him how lucky he was to have a big penis, but he actually said he didn't like it because he felt most women just used him for his size. Gee, I would give anything to be used by a woman for my penis!