Why Older Men Give Me What I Need And Want

I never understood what my preference for older men was. But, even when I was in high school, I never liked or
got along with boys my own age. I always wanted older guys, men. They made me tingle when I was around them. It was a feeling I'd get if I was just standing next to them.

It was like they could sense my attraction to them. I always wondered how they knew I'd like them. Years later when I was in college, we were studying hormones and pheromones were talked about. And, how they're emitted. It made me realize I must emit sexual pheromones and men picked up on them. I understand some people emit more than others.

But, that wasn't the only reason I preferred men to boys. My mom and dad divorced when I was 9. I think I've always been looking for a father figure. So, the guys my own age didn't interest me but, the older men did. A lot. They turned me own an I being young, turned them on. I was 14 and hormones were flying through me.

My uncle was one of these men. He was the first to fuck me. He had me at his house to clean while his wife was in the hospital having a baby. He pulled me down on the bed and told me I had something he had to have.
I ask him what and he said, "Your smell makes me want pussy." I thought maybe I smelled but, I think it was the pheromone thing.

I ask him afterward if I smelled and he said, "No, not at all." But, he got on top of me pulled my panties to the side an stuck his dick in me hard, breaking my hymen. I yelled, "Oh, that hurts, stop!" He didn't, he kept fucking me until he cum in me. He didn't just do it once, he did it three more times before he took me home.

By that time, I liked the feel of it plus, he made me cum by playing with my pussy. That was my introduction to fucking. He fucked me one other time when he picked me up from a bus stop, just by chance to take me home. He took a detour and parked behind this closed down factory. He said, "I need your pussy again an I let him." I hadn't had anybody fuck me since the last time he did me.

I've even had some men say, "I don't know what it is about you but, I can't stay away from you." They meant because, I was so young they shouldn't be messing with someone my age. I was 14 and they were grown men in their 30's, 40's and a couple older in their 50's.

I loved these men. They were so mature and experienced. They appreciated my body and the attention I gave them. I let them do things other girls even some women wouldn't do. Some of them told me their wives were so frigid when it came to experimenting with new sexual things.

They wanted straight missionary position and that was all. How boring, I thought.The men would spend time playing with my pussy, kissing and sucking my titties and kissing me. They touched me all over.

Younger guys wanna jerk your panties down and stick their dick in. It takes time to get a women or a girl worked up to where she wants a dick in her. So many men don't have a clue about this. They'd get a lot more pussy if they made the girl want it first.

Men should have to take a course in female anatomy. Most know nothing about it. Older men, either through a woman telling them or their own experiences, made me love what they did to me. A lot more than any boy my age ever did.

Regardless of the reason, men hit on me an I responded to them. Many were married an I didn't care when I was 14. I had their attention an that's what I liked and wanted. I saw my father in a lot of the men I let fuck me.
I felt safe with them so, I let them do what they wanted.

Their goal was to get me somewhere they could fuck me. An I let them take me for a ride or go for a walk, whatever. Most of the time it was jump in their car or truck and we'd go park somewhere. Some men would take me to a motel an a couple took me to their house. They were divorced.

I loved going to a motel. They'd get me completely naked and they'd get naked. The first time I sucked a dick was in a motel. He was on top of me and got on my chest and tried to put it in my mouth. I refused and he held me down and forced it in my mouth.

He talked me through it. He told me that a man loves to have his dick sucked and told me how it felt to look down and see a girl sucking his dick. When he was talking to me it made my pussy excited. He said, "Me, looking at 14 year old naked girl, sucking my dick and me knowing I'm gonna fuck and cum in you makes my dick harder than it's ever been."

And, he was very hard. That's when I started sucking his dick, trying to please him. And for some reason, I thought of my father as I looked at him. He told me what to do and then he cum in my mouth. That was my first time of having cum in my mouth.

But, I saw how much he liked it so, I never expected them to pull out if they fucked my mouth. I didn't swallow.
I loved how they would look at me while I was sucking them. Then, they would put their hands on my head. I
never knew when they were gonna ram it down my throat and that was so exciting to me. My pussy would contract and carry on.

I learned a lot from these older guys. They gave me a lot too. Big, rough, experienced hands that knew the importance of touch and massaging. Ability to control their ejaculation. Willingness to let me and make me cum before they put their dick in me. These are learned experiences.

I love the experienced man an I'm drawn to them like a moth to a flame. Whether it's pheromones or what, I a
sure thing for an older man.