Fucking my cousin (irl)

After years of seducing my cousin during the family gatherings I finally got fucked by him!

If you ask other people how they view me, they would say “cute and naive” but the reality is that I’m a hopeless pervert, I like attractive people the most and I don’t care if they are relatives or not.

It was another family gathering, there were a lot of people, but it’s fine because these gatherings are rare.
We all got drunk (the adults and us teenagers, only the kids couldn’t drink alcool).
My cousin once remove (let’s call him Matt, he is 16) was sleeping on the couch so in the middle of the night I lay beside him, he woke up and said “Are you still drunk,mh?” while covering us with a blanket.
I didn’t say anything, my head was at the same level of his waist so I hugged it. His body was very warm, and my face was practically on his boner. I’m a pervert but I still felt guilty so apart from this I didn’t want to do anything else, but at some point he grabbed my hand and put it on his hard boner so I finally pulled down his pants and boxer a little and started kissing and licking his glan while touching his balls, then I gave him a blowjob. It was very exciting, I was already wet from that. Then he patted my back and I knew I should have stop, maybe the other cousin who was sleeping in the other sofa in front of us woke up. I think he couldnt control himself despite of that, so he moved his waist shoving his entire cock on my mouth while pressing my face on his bush. This turned me so much, all I could think about was “abuse me, use my mouth as an onahole, rape me, rape me”. Maybe you’re thinking “Aren’t you afraid of being discovered?” To be honest by that cousin (14yo) in front of us, no. I would add him in my list of people I wanted to fucked~ isn’t it funny? We could have a 3some if we have the chance. One raping my pussy and the other fucking my ass. Yes yes… I hope it will happen in the next gathering. Anyway after the blowjob I turned to the other side, pulled down my pants and started humping my ass on his cock. Like yes, aren’t you annoyed that I’m only teasing you? His hand went inside my T-shirt and bra and he started playing with my tits and pinching my nipples. His face was pressed on my neck. Then I positioned myself in a more favourable one and he instantly shoved his cock inside me making me gasp a little. Fuck, I’m getting horny just by writing it. Unfortunately I couldn’t get fucked how I wanted, because I knew my cousin was a little afraid so he moved very slowly making me going crazy. Next time I will really take him in a room and force him to fuck me hard. He thrusted very slowly, sometimes pressing his body on me wanting to get shallowed whole. After a while I got up and returned to where my girl cousins were sleeping, while he went to the bathroom to masturbate because fucking me in that way was not enough and that made me grin. It means next time we have the chance he would certainly rape me forcefully right? Do you think I’m a whore? If you are even a little attractive, fuck me~ I would be very happy (sorry for typos)