Group sex wish

I'm a 47 year old Caucasian woman I've been married for 22 years pretty happily I would say the whole high school sweetheart thing college and all. When we were married we were our firsts both virgins a rarity in this world nowadays.

Our relationship was a good one we dated for 6 or 8 months before we had sex. We tried to hold off as we were both churchgoers but that really doesn't matter when you're hot you're hot I guess it's not easy to stay away from it if you both have the same heat.

We would never during dating go the distance and have full on intercourse but after about 3 months of dating we started to experiment with masturbating and that was enough to satisfy us for the time being anyway. We kind of looked at it like we were getting ready for the main event. We had both actively masturbated before dating so this wasn't a surprise to us or something new although it would be in a sense because neither of us had masturbated anyone else just ourselves.

The first time we had masturbated each other we had talked about it for a few days and agreed on when and where his parents off the Bible study would give us at least 2 hours before they return. So on Friday night the plan went into effect or it was supposed to anyway he would pick me up just after they left and we would go back and have our time alone it would be perfect or so we thought. He contacted me about 2 hours before he was supposed to pick me up letting me know his mom had caught a cold and was going to pass on Bible study that particular Friday evening. We were both very disappointed he told me the other option was we could go out and get some fast food maybe find a quiet place as he had a large SUV it wouldn't be uncomfortable just unusual. I had waited long enough to have another hand satisfy me so I told him let's give it a try. He picked me up we stopped had some fast food and decided to take a drive around it wasn't dark out yet but it was beginning to be we found a place not far from where we lived a lake that had some interesting parking areas all around it for fishing and what have you.

We parked and started making out like never before I unbuckled his pants and unleashed his already completely erect cock I had never seen it and I thought to myself it was cute not huge but not small. I slid my skirt down exposing my pussy he went after it like he would die without it.. but he handled it clumsily being a virgin my masturbation consisted of rubbing one off clitoral. As he was getting pretty rough I explained to him that a gentle massage of my clitoris would get me to the finish line but it was awkward he was trying to do me I was trying to do him so I said let's do one at a time I said you lay back in the seat and let me jack you off first then when you pop your cookies I'll lay back and instruct you how to make me happy that was okay with him. He reclined his seat a bit and I went to work from the internet I got my information it's not difficult knowing how to jack off someone just steady strokes from the base over the head of his penis until the excitement becomes too much. It felt nice in my hand and I continued for what seemed like 10 or 15 minutes I love looking at his face while I jacked him off the facial expressions were funny. Minutes into it his face got contorted and he whispered quicker and faster I picked up the pace and his cock erupted his cum shot out up to my shoulder across my arm I continued the last few shots just dribble to cross my fingers. He would spend he collapsed for a few moments I took the towels that we brought tried to clean his spunk off of me as best I could it went everywhere that was exciting a little more than I expected. He started kissing me thanking me at the same time rubbing my boobs through my clothes slit his hand inside my sports bra and starting massaging my puffy nipples I wanted him to suck them so badly but he didn't but he played with them very nicely then his hand went between my legs he said my gosh you are so wet I told him it was to be expected he started to play around with my hole I grabbed his hand and told him no penetration no fingering. He looked confused how can I make you happy I reached out and spread the lips of my cunt to expose my large fully engorged with blood clitoris and explain to him that if he would take some of the wet from my pussy and just slide it back and forth up and down my clitoris almost like jacking off a boy that I would reach the finish line.

I thought he was a little more educated through the internet and magazines and our conversations but I guess not anyway he played with my exposed clit for a while then I took his hand down and showed him how to take two fingers in a circular motion around the clit this didn't take long until I was twitching and jerking and orgasm he laughed at me I told him you have no idea how that feels unless you're a woman it was amazing I had come before but I had never had somebody service me it was incredible.

We kept meeting having masturbation sessions through our relationship one sunny afternoon during a picnic he proposed I accepted marriage was on the cards we did truly love each other still do so I knew it was going to work the relationship was long enough that we knew each other well.

The wedding night was very let's say vanilla both losing our virginity but as we had had experience with each other it was nice probably not as exciting it would have been if we had been with each other for the first time sexually but the masturbation made us understand each other so it was nice. I would say the first time lasted probably 5 minutes I had started my birth control a couple of weeks before we agreed for marriage. If we were going to have children they were going to be planned so that first time I wanted him to shoot that load deep inside me I wanted to feel the seed and he did just that

Our relationship was and is still very strong we watch some adult movies which are exciting to us but lately I've been turning to looking on Internet sites for group sex videos. I become excited very much watching a woman that's being had by three or four guys. I haven't admitted to my husband that I really enjoyed these kind of movies the one time we watched one together there were four men with this woman each of them fucked her and each of them ejaculated on her stomach or her tits this gave me a huge rush. He said to me he couldn't understand how women could do that I didn't have a heart to tell him that this was a thing that I was starting to have a big urge for.

I've yet to do it I've yet to be with anybody but my husband but this is something I absolutely need to do before I die this is number one on my want list I just can only imagine how good it would feel to have a nice thick penis balls deep inside of me while I'm sucking on a really nice cock and when those guys are empty a couple more take over. I don't think it's strange or unusual I think it's probably pretty normal.

I work in a big office building with a lot of different guys there's always flirting going on and laughing and joking if I can ever get this to come to reality I'll post the story here thanks for reading this I guess it probably isn't as exciting as some here but it's my story and I wanted to post it.