My husbands kinks

I was a virgin when he first fucked me. I was 18 he was 21. I knew right away I wanted to marry this guy and I did anything he wanted to try to get that to happen. Within the first month of having sex with him that included sucking and swallowing, letting him cum on me or in me anywhere he wanted, and in addition to vaginal sex, he wanted anal sex. I convinced him to wait until our wedding night for anal. That way I felt like I was giving him something special for marrying me. He agreed and we did wait. I was scared shitless about the potential pain. If I'd have asked anyone or even thought more about it I would have started using my fingers to get me prepared. It was very painful, but that night he did it twice. The next morning he did it again. For the first two days of our honeymoon we only had oral to get him hard, then anal. By then I was beginning to miss the feeling of having something inside me back there. But we settled back into some really good regular sex too. I was starting to orgasm much easier and in a year I was having two, sometimes three orgasms during sex.

I always wanted to do anything to please him. On vacations he'd take me to nude beaches and I would do my wifely duty and strip and let others see my naked body. In our room he would keep the lights on at night and the drapes open and we'd have sex knowing others could watch us. He talked me into doing same room swinging. I didn't have sex with the other guy or he with the other girl, we stayed with our partners but had sex in the same room. I confess it was exciting to watch someone having sex and exciting being watched. Don my husband would sometimes have anal sex with other couples, it embarrassed me, but some other women did it too. Then it went to same bed swinging. He'd push my hands over to the other womans body, the other husband would put my hands on her tits or sometimes her pussy. Then the men backed off and told us to do each other. I'd never had lesbian sex but the other woman, about 10 years older with a fantastic body and milk like skin and coal black hair was quite amazing and took me through it. After the two of us were lying there, the other husband mounted me just as Don mounted the other wife. I was getting fucked by the husband of the woman I'd just made love to, and my husband was deep inside her pussy. The guy on me had a much bigger cock than Don, it was almost uncomfortable. I was so busy looking at Don for approval and watching him inside this beautiful womans pussy I didn't cum at all.

I've let him do things, and done things for him. Last week he wanted me to start peeing in front of him. I spread my legs wide on the toilet and let go so he can see it. He usually doesn't even let me wipe up, he pulls me standing licks the pee in my pussy then takes me to bed and fucks me like a man possessed. Now he wants me to pee standing with my legs closed so it runs all down my legs. It's difficult to pee standing with my legs together but I managed. Again, he licks me all over and fucks me. The last time we did that he took me to bed and fucked me with the pee all over us both now. He'd put plastic down under the sheet, then after he came in me, he waiting and spread over my legs, he peed on my pussy and on my tits, then told me to "open up". I did it and swallowed some.

Last night he took me outside at a mall parking lot. I leaned against the building outside and peed myself in my clothes. Then he walked me around all the people seeing I'd peed myself. Sitting on plastic in the car he then took me inside, didn't strip me, just took down my jeans and panties below my butt and bent me over a table and came inside me. Then in the shower he peed all over me and washed us both off. He wrote "Don's pee slut" over my pussy with magic marker.

We're married now for 7 years, I have known 4 other couples who didn't make it to 5 years. I love him and want to keep him, and do NOT want him running to other women either. Though sometimes we do same bed swap that is with me there watching and participating. I want to do whatever he wants. My sister saw the writing and told me I'm being abused, I don't think so.