Gloryhole Heaven

Went back to the glory hole I got raped a year ago and it’s everything I needed

if you havent read my first Gloryhole post ,in summary I went to my first Gloryhole on campus and got raped in the process, but I dreamed of it ever since so I went back.
At least 3 more times I went and got my dick sucked clean.
After my first time I went on Reddit so may times to find more opportunities, this one time I got offered car head and I was so scared to see someone face to face , I met him at a spot and I jumped in his car, I was a bit scared and nervous, we found a place to park and he had me jump in the back, he waited for me to take of my shorts and he got to work , fist time I got deep throated and it was perfect I couldn’t get enough, he started licking my balls and jerking me and he swallowed my whole load.

This time I was so horny in class I wanted to go again to the glory hole. I finished up and walked to the guys apartment and messaged him I was going, btw I still have never seen his face.
I walked in
Took off my shorts and underwear and stood at his curtain made glory hole
He had hot water and soap to wash my dick and it’s such a hit tease, his hand stroking my dick with warm water is such a different experience to have ,he rubbed a finger on my tip making sure I moaned feeling vulnerable
He made me sit on his rolling chair and scoot up
He slowly started sucking me so good
I was more horny this time so I played some girl moaning audio on my headphones to enjoy it more
He swirled that tounge every where and his throat felt amazing.
I was so hard but taking longer than usual he tried jerking me while licking my balls which really had me going but still wasn’t on the edge so he stopped and I heard some shuffling. He grabbbed my dick and I thought he was sucking me until I felt and ass plop on my lap
HE WAS BOUNCING ON MY DICK
I lost it and grabbed from behind jerking his dick as he bounced on mine ,it was the first time I even grabbed a dick before it felt so nice a little bigger than mine. He got off to jerk me while sticking a finger in my ass , he asked if I wanted to turn around(I know he wanted to fuck me but I didn’t want any stds or dealing with cum in my ass again and I just said no and he continued jerking me moaned loud and came everywhere
He cleaned me up and I was out the door. I still never forgot when he raped me, I had thought about returning the favor telling him when I’d come again so his door is unlocked and put on Reddit pretending to be him wanting to be raped , what do you guys think I should do