My journey to coming out

How one of my wifes students moving in changed my life

My married life had started out good, and I was happy. My wife wasnt able to have kids, we had talked about maybe adopting, but that never came to pass. With each year, we both began to feel bored wih the marriage. But after so many years, we didnt consider divorce. We loved each other, there just wasnt a spark anymore. My wife was beautiful and curvy, and taught high school English.

One day she came home and asked if we could talk. She told me one of her seniors was getting kicked out of his house because he was gay. She asked if it was okay if he moved into our spare bedroom. She wasnt sure how I would react to having an 18 year old gay boy in the house. I told her it was fine, that no 18 year old should have to liive on the streets. Plus, it would be like adopting. A couple of days later, Theron moved in. He was an attractive guy, athletic build, and was both funny and easy to talk to. He was also naturally flirty. At first I didnt know how to react to his flirtatious comments, but I adjusted as my wife told me it was just his nature.

The first time I got an inkling of a feeling away from my marriage was a Friday night. Theron hadd been out and came home with his date. I didnt know how to react, but he was helping around the house and pitching in with bills, so I figured he had a right to have a date overnight. They sat on the couch and talked to me for a little bit, then I was caught off guard when they leaned into each other and began to french kiss. I dont know why, but my cock got hard seeing them, they both looked so happy. After a couple of minutes, the kiss broke and they got up from the couch. They disappeared down the hall and I heard the bedroom door shut.

My curiosity was strong, my wife was asleep, I got up and went down the hall and stood by Therons door. I listened as the moans began and I heard the faint sound of the bed squeaking as they had sex. My cock was rocck hard listeninng to two men having sex. I hadnt felt this way in a long time, if my wife knew, she would kill me. When the noises stopped, I returned ot my chair, I couldnt stop thinking about what i had heard and took my phone out, opening to my favorite porn site, I searched for gay videos. I was instantly mesmerized and my cock stayed rock hard. I began looking at gay porn on a daily basis.

The friendship between Theron and I began to grow, he would help me in the yard, we would go fishing together, we would watch sports together. My wife thought it was great that I was being the father figure Theron never had. What she didnt know was that my feelings for him were starting to grow. I was havinng feelings for a man that I never thought that I would ever feel.

One Fiday night, Teron called from work to see if I could pick him up, hs car was in the shop. I agreed and headed to his workplace. As we were driving back, he asked if I wanted to stop to eat somewhere, his treat. I couldnt pass up a free meal, plus the wife wouldnt question where I was. Over dinner, we talked on aa more personal level, I felt a sense of excitement talking to Theron, I was developing a crush on him ad was finding it hard to keep it hidden.

The night everything changed was a Saturday night, my wife had gone to visit her mom who was sick. I stayed home and was having drinks. Theron arrived home from work and seemed upset. When I asked him what was wong, he toldd me that hiss date had cancelled on him. Someone that he had really liked, I offered to mix him a drink and he smiled and nodded. When I came back from the kitchen wiith the drinks, he suggested that I join him on the couch. I was nervous, but decided there was no harm sitting next to him. we talked, we joked, we drank, as I got more alcohol in me, the harder I feltt myself get beinng close to him.

We were both feeling pretty tipsy and he was gently pushing my shoulder each time I made a joke. I began to nudge his shoulder playfully wheen he nudged mine. I went to nudge him again and he grabbed my hand, pulling it over his shoulders. Then he relaxed against me, I never knew holding another guy could feel so good and relaxing. As we sipped our drinks, I felt his hand rest on my thigh a little more than halfway up my thigh. My hard cock strained against my jeans, wanting to break free. My heart raced as his hand madee little movements up and down. I started to caress his shoulder with my thumb. Theron looked up at me

"I am going to kiss you now" He said, i gulped before I nodded my head.

Theron moved up, I could feel his breath on my face, I closed my eyes and the instant he kissed me, I felt a rush of excitement. Kissing another man felttt so good, his tongue pushed against my lips and I opened my mouth to welcome his tongue. I hadnt french kissed my wife in so long that I forgot how good it felt to kiss with tongues. I pulled Theron tight against me, gripping his shirt in my fists. I felt his hand move onto my bulge and start to caress it. I was getting hornier, so i lowered my hand to his bulge, I couldnt believe I was touching a man like thhis and liking it. I didnt resist when Theron undid my jeans and unzipped them before freeing my cock from my underwear. I followed his lead and undid his jeans and was almsot instantly holding another mans cock in my hand. his hand felt so good on my cock.

We started to kiss faster aas we started to stroke each other, our kiss grew more intense by the second. Suddenly Theron pulled from the kiss and smiled at me. I watched his head lower to my lap. I knew what was about to happen. Theron began licking and kissing my cock, then he took i into his mouth. I laid my head against the back of the couch and closed my eyes, the blowjob he was giving me was better than my wife had ever given years earlier when she liked sucking cock. My moans grew louder as the feelings became more intense. my hands gripped the cushion and the arm of the couch, he was taking my cock all the way to his throat. It didnt take long before my balls started to tighten, my orgasm building to heights I never knew I could reach. I could only groan as my orgasm hit and filled Therons mouth and throat with my cum. His mouth stayed on my cock for a few moments, then he sat up smiling

"Do you wanna try?" He asked and I looked down at his cock, i didnt say anything, I just smiled and nodded.

I felt nervous as I lowered my head toward his cock, not knowing how he would taste or if i would be any good at it. the moment I gently licked his cock, a side of me awoke that I didnt know existed. I loved the taste of another mans flesh, this 18 year old guy who was young enough to be my son was opening me up to a new world. I kissed it, licked it, finally, I took it into my mouth, the feel of his hard cock moving in my mouth was unbbelievable. When it got near my throat, I hit my gag reflex and yanked my head off of it.

"Relax your throat and try again"

I tried again and gagged, he told me again to relax my throat. After a few tries, I finally succeeded and continued sucking his cock. Theron was moaning, telling me how good i was doing. I didnt want this to end. Theron began moaninng louder, I knew he was close to cumming. I had gone this far, I decided to let him cum in my mouth. He let out the final groan and his cum filled my mouth, the salty taste wasnt as bad as i thought, I swallowed it all. When I sat up, he told me that I ha done amazing. I held him and felt a happiness that I had not felt in a long time. I was about to ask him to join me in bed when the date that cancelled on him called and wanted to see him, i told him it was okay, and Theron invited him over. I finished another drink before going to bed realizing my life had just changed in a major way

To be continued