Live in BF sold me for sex, now demeans me because of it

D and I had a great relationship. I'm 18 now, we've been together for a year. I moved in with him. He is 23 and recently we both lost our jobs. While going through our money he became more and more irate, angry even making me feel bad, like it was all my fault. I hurried up and got two part time jobs making very little money, all he did was demean me saying that I wasn't worth more. He even suggested I wear shorter skirts and no panties and let the boss see my pussy and ass. I dressed for him to see before I went to work. My shortest skirt, no panties, and he made me take my bra off under my blouse. I am young, my breasts are firm, but are pretty big, they do hang a little and move from side to side as I walk. I was so embarrassed. I went home after and he asked if the boss fucked me. I told him no, of course not but when asked I told him that he did see under my skirt front and back. He did tell me I looked really good that day. I got bent over D's lap and spanked, loud, hard, and a lot! I was crying after and he said it was for being so willing to show myself off.

He sort of threw me on the couch and got on top of me and he fucked me in my butt. He knows it hurts me and doesn't care he was extra rough with his very very thick cock. After he was done he got off me and told me to stand up, take off my skirt and blouse. I went to close the blinds on the windows and he wouldn't let me. I was standing there in my high heels only totally naked while he walked around me. He was inspecting me he said. He felt my boobs again, my butt cheeks, my pussy, my legs then told me. "Call the two jobs and quit. I have an appointment with an escort agency for you tomorrow at 2pm" he told me. I just stood there in shock. "What do you mean, escort agency?" I asked. He told me that it was so I could sell my body and make some good money for us both.

The next morning, he watched and made suggestions as I put on my make up. Next it was a reasonably short dress, no bra, no panties, but garter and stockings with strappy heels. He called them "cum fuck me" pumps. "Now when you get there, be nice, willing, and let them inspect you too. You do realized that there are two of them right?" I wasn't sure what he meant. He told me I needed to be prepared to let both of them fuck me, get sucked, buttfuck anything they wanted. THEN and only after that would they hire me. I had to suck them both off, right away, two loads of cum went into my belly from sucking them, then we had the interview. I was grabbed, groped, felt, fondled, fingered in both holes down below. I was told by my BF to agree to any kind of sex with clients, that way I'm make more money. I said I'm 18 now, but I'm rather petite and look much, much younger. They liked that. They asked if I'd do groups of guys, other women, do male/female couples, old men and old women, BJ, anal, regular sex and parties. The parties sometimes go for an entire weekend with both men and women. Also would I do girl on girl shows for guys. I agreed to it all, and held back crying, knowing what I'd just agreed to. Then I was told to strip, it was the last part of the interview. The first one buttfucked me the second fucked my pussy, both pulled out of fucking me and stuck their cocks in my mouth to cum. I swallowed.

It's been 4 months, and I'm had so much sex with so many men and women, couples, it's all a blur. D wants sex all the time now, especially after I come home for a client call. He likes fucking after I've already been fucked. I hate it. The last thing I was now is more sex. Charlene a girl who is 24 and I have had several girl/girl shows together. In her personal life she is bi but more lesbian in her leanings. She suggested I leave D and move in with her. No domination, no making me feel bad about what I do for a living now, AND he won't be spending my money.

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