Used at a field party - what happened after

After being used for the first time at a field party, my inner bitch was awakened.

After making it back to the dorm and cleaning up, I slept and slept. Took a few days before I could show my face because I was afraid someone would recognize me if they had seen me. I slowly healed and realized no one had seen me get raped. A few weeks later, one of the guys came to my room. He knocked and asked to come in. I let him in. He was the 1 black guy that had been there that night. While he did participate he wanted to apologize to me. I told him it was going to take time to forgive them. Over the next few weeks, he would come by and we would chat and actually became friends. During that time, I found myself reminiscing about that night and jerking off while thinking about it. I started to wonder if my new friend enjoyed himself that night as well. One day we were chatting and he asked if I was healed up. I told him was. He asked what I remembered from that night. Sadly it was all kind of a blur. I admitted that I had been thinking about that night and it turned me on. I couldn’t help it but I kept stealing looks at his bulge. I then blurted out that I wanted to see if I was gay and asked him to let me play with his cock. He says ok and stands up. I slid his gym shorts down and there is this lovely thick, heavy, 6” cock. He is so dark. I reach out and touch it. It’s heavy in my hand. He asked if I want to try sucking it. I found that I actually did want to taste him. I guided it to my lips and I slip my tongue out and lick him. It’s like lightning. All of a sudden I need his cock. I’ve never sucked cock for my pleasure and was obviously awkward while I was. He started growing and getting thicker in my mouth. I seemed to cut off my air and felt like my jaw would break. He directed me on how he like to be sucked. He wasn’t rough or pushy. I looked up at him to see if I was doing ok. I had about half that now 8”cock in my mouth and he had an almost loving look in his face. He asked if he could cum in my mouth. I let go of his cock and said ok because I wanted to taste it. He started to cum. It was hot and salty and amazing. I sat there after he finished with that load in my mouth trying to decide if I wanted to spit or swallow. Something told me to swallow. It was so good. I asked if I did ok and he tells me I was very good.
This went on for a few weeks, me sucking him off and jerking myself after he left. I even started to eat my own cum since I needed more. One day we were getting ready for his blow job and I asked if he would fuck me. I was scared though because he was so big. He says he had an idea and that we could try the next day. I gave him his blowjob and he left. The next day he shows up and pulls a skinny dildo out. He thinks if we play with me with it then I can take him. I figure it’s worth a shot. That’s also the day I found out that licking and sucking my nipples turned me on too. As he is playing with my nipples he is massaging my chocolate starfish with his finger. It feels amazing. This went on for awhile and eventually he slips in a finger. Oh my god. Unbelievable. He fingers my hole like a pussy. Then he grabs the toy and lubes it up. After a few tries he slips it in. Again, oh my god. I’m thinking this is amazing. He fucks me with the toy for awhile. Finally I look at him and tell him I want him inside me. He is harder and more engorged than I’ve ever seen. I’m so scared. He lubes me up and lines himself up. I feel the head against my hole. Nope. No way he is gong to fit. He pushes a little and my hole just won’t let him in. I try relaxing and he is pinching and twisting my nipples. I push back against him because I need that cock. Then it happens. The head popped in. The pain is excruciating. It feels like red hot steel. It is so big I’m splitting in 2 I think. He just stops with the head inside and holds me. After a few minutes I catch my breath and I start rocking back against him. It felt like hours but eventually I felt his pubes against my ass as he finally bottomed out. I felt like there was a whole car in my ass. So much pain. But also pleasure. I hold him in all the way. Not moving, just adjusting and realizing it does feel amazing. I tell him to fuck me. Fuck me like a girl. He starts fucking me and Im fucking him back. Oh my god this is amazing. I want him to cum in me. I’m he buries his shaft all the way in me and unloads the biggest load yet inside me. Now I know why girls like being fucked. He pulls out and wipes off his dick. I asked him to leave and then jerked myself off. That was the first of many many times we enjoyed each other.
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