My best friend's boyfriend

A young college girl falls deeply inlove with her best friend's boyfriend.

I was told things that aren’t yours are better left alone, especially if it belongs to your best friend; but when it comes to love, its harder to leave it alone.

Part 1

It was 2 years ago, when we were in our first year of college, my best friend and I
I shared the same crush. He was much older, already 22 while we were only 19. He treated us as friends because of our age and grade, which was reasonable, but we both had a massive crush on him despite his age. His name was Zayne, he was the hottest man I've ever laid eyes on. He had messy, black hair, dark green eyes, acne, perfect teeth, a nice jawline, a nice button nose with a bump; he had that skater boy style, he was quite tall and muscular with pale skin and veins all over his body, I bet he even has some veins on his di... Who am I kidding, of course he does. That's besides the point, the point was, I was inlove with him. But he wasnt inlove with me back. Instead, he loved Sarah, my best friend. But who wouldnt, she was the typical perfect girl, blonde, pin straight hair, big blue eyes, a gorgeous short body, perfect teeth, cute button nose, skinny face, clear skin, petite and tan; the typical clean preppy girl, she had it all. I was nothing like her. I had wavy, brunette hair, dark brown eyes, a somewhat good short body, pink braces, black glasses, acne, a straight nose, roundish head, pale skin, and a nerdy style. There was no way he liked me, not when sarah was so perfect.

Anyways, 2 years ago. 2..years..ago..the year I fell inlove and the same year I got my heart broken. I was with Sarah, as usual, when all of a sudden Zayne showed up. It wasn't unusual for him to just randomly show up at our hangouts, but this time was different. The atmosphere between them was different, he was flirty as always but not to both of us, only to Sarah.

"How was your day?" He would always ask, this time with a tone.

"It was fun, me and Lina went shopping today, What about you." Sarah replied normally, she always found a way to bring me up in her day, which I adored.

"Better now that im seeing you," he smirked, placing an arm around her shoulder, "What are you going to do now?"

She giggled at his flirtatious comment, "Lina was thinking about getting some food, shopping gets us hungry."

I stayed quiet, observing the way he looked at her. I was obviously extremely jealous, but I hid it well. I couldnt be jealous of my best friend.

"Can i tag along? I dont want to leave such a pretty girl alone while other men could be looking." He said, looking her up and down, biting his lip.

I couldnt stay quiet, I was so jealous that for the first time, I didnt want to hangout with him, just so he could flirt with Sarah, "She wont be alone, I’ll be with her."

"Well what happens if a man comes up to her? You cant do anything to help." He replied quickly, he had an annoyed expression that could easily be read. That left me silent.

"Whats wrong Lina? You usually dont mind when he comes." Sarah gently said, shes always so oblivious; too kind for her own good. I guess it was good that we were best friends, I could see the things she couldnt, which made me somewhat useful to her.

Zayne arrogantly said, "Yeah Lina, what did I do to you? Why are you trying to cockblock?" he was such an asshole, and obviously Sarah didnt know what he meant so she just chuckled.

"You know what, nevermind. You two can hangout, I have to go home anyway." I brushed him off as I stood up. Sarah unexpectedly stood up with me.

"Sorry zayne, its a girls hangout today." Sarah apologetically said.

zayde was visibly upset but chose to ignore it, "Why cant it just be you and me, Sarah?"

I started to get frustrated, he kept pushing it. I grabbed Sarah's hand, gently but firmly, dragging her away.

"Lina.."

I ignored her, extremely frustrated but not wanting to take it out on her. And in that moment, I hurt my best friend. The more I dragged, the tighter my grip got. Finally, after however long, I turned back to her. She had her head down and was dragging her feet. I slowed down and loosened my grip. i noticed a red mark around her wrist, that I caused. I looked at her face and noticed that she was crying. I made my best friend cry all because of a boy.

"Sarah.."

She looked up at me, not answering but just looking at me.

I stopped in my tracks and pulled her in for a tight hug, "I’m so sorry.."

She reluctantly hugged back but her perfect nose and cheeks were still a bright red.

A few days after that moment, Zayne showed up at my house.

"What the hell is your problem Lina!" He started to yell and bang on my door.

I opened my door halfway not expecting him to be there. "What are you talking about?" I asked, obviously confused.

Zayne was furious, he looked like he wanted to kill me as he shouted, "You hurt Sarah!"

"What?"

I guess saying 'what' pissed him off to the max because in that moment my life flashed before my eyes. He lunged at me. And when I say 'lunged' I mean lunged. He wrapped his hand tightly around my throat, I couldnt do anything because he was so strong. He started to walk closer as he had my neck in his hands, I obviously started stepping back. he shut the door with his foot as he led me to my living room, pushing me on the couch, still choking me. I tried to push him away but my circulation was so close to being cut off.

"You like hurting pretty girls, right?" He said angrily.

I tried to resist his grip, but honestly there was no use. He clearly got annoyed that I didnt answer.

"You dont wanna answer?"

I stupidly shook my head after he asked that.

"That’s okay, I’ll just hurt you just as bad as you hurt her." He said menacingly; that sent a huge shiver down my spine, terrifying me.

All of a sudden he started to take off his shirt, removing his hands from around my neck. while I gasped for air. He grabbed my hand, running it down his body, unbuckling his pants. was this what I wanted? Yes, but not like this.

"Zayne.." I nervously said his name, not knowing what to do in this situation.

"What?" He said heartlessly.

"We cant do this.."

"Why not? I know you have a crush on me, and you deserve this for hurting Sarah. so it’s a win win." He quickly replied.

Those words replayed in my head like a tape recorder. ‘I know you have a crush on me.' And the more I thought about it, the more I lost track of time and before I knew it, my clothes were on the floor. I quickly covered myself from his prying eyes. He let out a soft chuckle and leaned down ontop of me, gently placing kisses on my neck. I was too in shock to say or do anything, so I slowly placed my hands on his shoulders. After that he started getting more physical and a bit aggressive.

"What time are your parents coming?" He said in between each neck kiss. Yes, I still lived with my parents since I don't have a campus dorm.

"10, they're at a party." I replied shortly. I knew this was wrong and I was too immature, but I liked him, a lot more than I should have.

He looked at me and then down at my body, he lowered his head to my legs, I knew this was getting bad and I dont know why I didnt stop him. Maybe I was too deep in pleasure or maybe I was too deep in my own feelings. before I even realized it, he was already in between my legs, eating me out. I jumped a bit and he chuckled. I absolutely loved his cute little chuckles. And the way he moved his tongue and mouth made me love it more. I've never felt this feeling before, it felt so good. I couldnt stop whimpering and twitching that he had to hold me down.

"Are you enjoying it?" He looked up at me.

I nodded like a loser, I should’ve said no so he would leave, but I was so young and dumb. He kept going for a little longer, before lifting his head up and looking at me. His mouth was wet and his lips juicy. He stared at me with lust in his hot, hooded eyes.

He sat up, spreading my legs, "Can I do this?" He questioned, asking for permission as he held his cock in his hand.

I nodded dumbly again. Now, 2 years later, I still regret that decision to this day. He rubbed his cock on my pussy. I was extremely sensitive after what he just did to me, so I twitched. He looked at me, asking for permission to fuck me. I gave him a consenting look. Worst decision ever. He then slowly and extremely gently, pushed himself inside me. I tightly grabbed his arms, moaning loudly; that made him stop and give me a concerned look. I told him to keep going and he obviously did.

After, what you can imagine happened, he got up and just left; no words said, just left. I felt humiliated, like I meant nothing..

ZAYNE

2 years ago. The year I fucked my girlfriends best friend. sure it was wrong of me, but I was single at the time and to be honest, her friend was kind of hot. I didnt do it because she hurt Sarah, I only did it for my own needs. She liked me anyway, so I guess its a win win. It was kind of bad though, but it was her first times, so she gets the benefit of the doubt. Would I do it again? Oh of course.

LINA

Fast forward to now, our sophomore year and Zayne senior year in college, life is great. I’m still best friends with Sarah, her and Zayne have been dating since our mid freshman year, and I still havent had my first boyfriend. and yes..I still have a crush on Zayne. I know I shouldn't, but its so hard to not think about what happened 2 years ago.

"Hey Lina could you-"

"No." I said before he could finish speaking.

I tried to walk away but he grabbed my arm. I struggled against his tight grip but it was no use. I turned to him, looking up at his gorgeous green eyes.

"What’s your deal?" He asked, clearly annoyed.

"I’m not doing anything for you." I protested. he didn't like that.

"You’ve been being weird since you got to Kingston. Why?" He asked.

Kingston was our college.

"Because youre weird." I sort of lied, but don't get me wrong; he’s still weird.

"Don’t tell me youre still stuck on what happened 2 years ago.." He said, lowering his voice.

"What happened 2 years ago?"

Out of no where Sarah appeared, my eyes widened as she approached. It was clear she saw Zayne holding onto me. When she approached he let go, backing away.

"I pushed her down a hill." He lied. He was an amazing liar, even I had a chance of believing that.

"When?!" She asked, she was always so concerned about me.

"It’s okay sarah, I’m over it." I said so she wouldnt scold him.

She let it go and we continued on with our day.

ZAYNE

That bitch. She almost got me caught. God I hate her, more than I hate how my girlfriend is abstinence. She won’t even let me touch her down there, nor will she let me even kiss her neck! I’m a horny fuck. I need to fuck, I need to kiss, I need to do something. I’ve gotten tired of jerking off to her pictures. I haven’t had a good nut since, I dont know, 6 months ago? There was only one way I’d have a good nut, and that would be from Lina. except, Lina hates me. And worst of all, they’re best friends. so I did whatever every other immature 22 year old would do in this situation. I got drunk with her best friend. I’m not sure how my lie worked, but it did, and sure enough, Lina came over.

LINA

On a friday night, I got a call from Zayne. that was weird, he never called me unless it was important.

"What?" I answered his phone call coldly.

"Can you help me with something?" He asked. Why didnt he ask his girlfriend?

"What?" I answered coldly.

"I need help with my literature project." He lied. and as oblivious I am, I reluctantly agreed to come over.

ZAYNE

She actually came over. Now it was time for my plan, which obviously I was nervous as hell to do. Anyways, the plan. I’m going to put hard liquor in her drink and make her drunk. Hopefully I can make an excuse for the taste.

I watched her pick up the cup and take a sip.

"What is this!" She yelled, her face all scrunched up made me chuckle.

"It’s just the cup," I laughed, "My cup is the same way." I held my cup up to her and she nodded, believing into my lie.

We kept drinking occasionally, slowly her face started to flush and she started to slur her words. I felt myself getting drunk, we laughed uncontrollably and our eyes were low. My plan worked. As we continued my project, she started to get a little close, I knew she still liked me, and I also knew that drunk people begin to say the truth. And the truth was..I liked her back. Maybe even more than she liked me..