Am i going to far
I do something i shouldnt i feel stupid
I’ve been feeling different lately. Braver. More curious. I’m not sure if it’s right, but I’m still enjoying it. Today had already been a lot… but on the drive home, I found myself doing one more thing.
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The afternoon had already felt charged.
I’d been in the clothes store with my boyfriend earlier, in that too-short plaited skirt, knowing I wasn’t wearing panties after slipping them off in McDonald’s. The changing room moment had been mine alone — private, frantic, leaving me flushed and shaky when I stepped back out to him.
I thought that would be it for the day.
But driving home, the early evening light stretching across the road, I saw it.
The roadside lay-by.
Empty.
No cars.
It was just part of the route to my parents’ house — a squat brick toilet block I’d barely noticed before. But over the last few days, the thought had started to stick. What would it be like to walk into the men’s room? To sit there in the wrong place, in the quiet, just because I could?
I slowed before I’d even decided. My indicator clicked, gravel crunched under the tyres, and suddenly I was parked.
The men’s entrance was around the side, half-hidden from the road. I glanced over my shoulder — nothing but trees, the faint hum of traffic far away — and stepped inside.
The smell was sharp with disinfectant, the air faintly damp. My footsteps echoed on the tiles. Urinals lined one wall, the paper towel bin slumped in the corner. My pulse quickened, though I didn’t know why.
I went to the nearest cubicle, stepped in, locked the door, and sat down.
Cool seat, skirt falling loosely over my thighs. I pressed my knees together, listening — to the fan, to my breathing, to the silence. No footsteps. No door opening.
After a minute, I stood and smoothed my skirt back into place, stepping outside into the warm air. My cheeks felt hot. My chest was tight.
Back in the car, I felt it wash over me — the rush, the tingling heat in my stomach. Addictive.
I’d barely driven a minute before I spun the wheel, turned back, and pulled in again.
Still no cars.
Still empty.
The second time, it felt sharper. I walked in quickly, almost before I could think, shut myself in the same cubicle, and sat down again — hands resting lightly on my thighs, heartbeat quick and hard. This wasn’t about needing to be here. It was about choosing to come back, and the way that choice made me feel.
Then — footsteps.
The outer door creaked open, heavy on its hinges. I froze, every muscle going rigid. The sound of shoes on the tiles echoed closer, steady, deliberate.
My chest tightened — but so did something low and deep inside me. My breathing slowed to near nothing, my ears straining.
The steps stopped by the urinals.
A zipper.
The splash of water against porcelain.
I was terrified… and so turned on I could barely think. Each sound seemed to slide straight under my skin — the faint shuffle of feet, the quiet, private rhythm of what he was doing, the almost shocking intimacy of hearing something I shouldn’t. My thighs pressed together instinctively, the cool seat grounding me.
I stayed perfectly still, afraid even the smallest movement might give me away, but inside I was thrumming with heat. It felt like my heartbeat had dropped into my stomach, deep and insistent.
Then silence.
A pause.
The footsteps started again, crossing the tiles toward the door. The hinges groaned, and the door closed behind him.
I sat there for another half-minute, my pulse still racing, my whole body awake and aching.
When I finally stood, my knees felt unsteady.
Stepping out into the open air, I felt alive in a way that was addictive. The danger, the wrongness, the fact that I’d come back for more — it all tangled into one sharp, restless hunger.
But walking back to my car, a different thought started to creep in.
Why was I doing all this?
Was it just for myself… or was I trying to impress the strangers who read my stories?
Maybe it’s time I stopped.
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Comments (29)
Goingplaces: Can you handle more than two men ? Probably two men and a girl????? Xx
Reply↴ • uid:1ah742a5t0jGoingplaces: Ww all want to see you on a kitchen table fully naked covered with whipping cream ready to be licked clean by all of us .. probably blindfolded can be more exciting for you if I am not wrong..xx
Reply↴ • uid:1ah742a5t0jAmelia: Thats kind of nice🙂
• uid:1cz9192ma2k6Goingplaces: What you do Amelia can never be boring ..you do what's right for you and others disappointment can not be thrown at you for not being over explicit xx
Reply↴ • uid:1ah742a5t0jAmelia: I dont want to upset him though
• uid:1cxcmbg9nkmmGh: This was boring
Reply↴ • uid:1d0646exzz9yAmelia: Really sorry😔 what shoukd i have done nor to be boring
• uid:1cxcmbg9nkmmJack Nabor: Don't stop exploring, but don't let some of these responders take you down a road that's not you. I think you want to flash, maybe someday be naked in public where you can be seen. Just be yourself and play it cool, that's fun too, I know.
Reply↴ • uid:1ds0ucu26ppoAmelia: Thanks jack xxxx
• uid:8hajnk4mg7mB.R.I.T.N.E.Y.: No !! I wasn't even expecting him to do that !! He was really horny that day in school and the next thing I felt was the back of my school uniform dress being slowly lifted up and both my panties and tights pulled down to my upper thighs and he slid his cock inside my kitten and worked it all the way inside me while the train was traveling fast and bouncing up and down !! Then OMG !! I just started cumming and squirting all over his cock and he had to put his hand over my mouth so no one could hear me scream !! How could 2 brothers fuck me at the same time Goingplaces in the train ?? Britney
Reply↴ • uid:1cr5cbcb27n4Goingplaces: Two twins brothers ( siblings) Britney... Ever thought about it ? Xx
Reply↴ • uid:1ah742a5t0jSomeone you know: Its compltely fine, alot people do it ALOT, maybe not a risky but i'm not surei f you'll able to stop when it feels that good
Reply↴ • uid:dhv9taiqlAmelia: Do they was what i did really risky😬😬
• uid:1e31db5rwlw2B.R.I.T.N.E.Y.: If you're a risk taker like me try getting fucked in a crowded train standing up like I did with my boyfriend coming home from school but make sure you're wearing a dress Amelia I hope you're not a squirter like me lol, Britney...
Reply↴ • uid:1cr5cbcb27n4Goingplaces: Such a naughty girl you're Britney...have you tried two brothers?
• uid:1ah742a5t0jB.R.I.T.N.E.Y.: Two brothers ?? Like 2 black guys or 2 siblings Goingplaces ? Britney
• uid:1cr5cbcb27n4Amelia: Omg your so brave xxx
• uid:1e31db5rwlw2B.R.I.T.N.E.Y.: I wasn't brave Amelia !! I was taken by total surprise and so unexpectedly !! Britney
• uid:1cr5cbcb27n4Goingplaces: I am happy to help you find a place or two...we have a lot in common xx
Reply↴ • uid:1ah742a5t0jGoingplaces: Try getting fucked in public places such a remote place in a beach when risking being caught by others
Reply↴ • uid:1ah742a5t0jAmelia: I dont think my bf would x
• uid:1e31db5rwlw2Captain caveman: Amelia I would fuck you out doors anywhere
• uid:2kye84kbv4Goingplaces: Getting fucked in the woods blindfolded by two horny guys till your holes feel sore and filled with cum baby.. Amelia, my twins brother willing to join me if you're curious!!! Xx
Reply↴ • uid:1ah742a5t0jNever enough: Oh you nasty girl to be ,,you sound like my wife did as we started swinging lifestyle and advanced into other things adult theaters and well beyond,,,,it's the nasty lol it's been 25 yrs all is still hot ,,,enjoy an keep posting
Reply↴ • uid:7pqjf5vt0iAmelia: I never thought of myself as nasty x
• uid:1e31db5rwlw2Goingplaces: I am sure you wanted something different and unusual..try it, I am sure you won't be disappointed!!
Reply↴ • uid:1ah742a5t0jAmelia: What should i try not sure what you mean? Z
• uid:1e31db5rwlw2Kjoy: I bet you'd love to be fucked in public with a blindfold on so you have no idea who's fucking you
Reply↴ • uid:41f4716iiAmelia: Im not sure about that😳😳😳
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