Embarrassed wife at the beach

My husband and I have been together for 12 years, married for 8. I am no prude at all, we do all sorts of sexy things together, he knows he can have any part of me in anyway he wants. He has indeed HAD all of me, many many times in all holes, between my boobs, on my belly, my face anything he wants. In hotels I strip and leave the drapes open to the floor to ceiling windows, he turns lights on in the room after dark so people can see me, and see he and I having sex. He particularly likes to bend me over a table in front of the windows and have anal sex.

He wanted to go to the beach when we were in Southern Florida. He bought me a new bikini. Now I keep my hair down, which is dark brown, in a strip about an inch or so wide from my lower lips up to where it ends. That is at my lower belly. The new bikini was super small, and he even bought a size too small at that. I put it on the room and it barely covered my dark pink nipples. My areolae are about an inch wide and the patch covering them was just an inch and a half. The material held with thin straps couldn't support my D cups, they just hung down as they do when I'm nude. The worse part was the part covering my pussy. I trim along the inside of my thighs up to my lips, and the small bikini bottom just barely covered the lips, and up above my "coin slot" about an inch. That left easily and inch and a half of dark hair exposed above my pussy. I went in to shave it but he said no, not to shave to leave it just as I was. "but people will see my pussy hair" I said. "yes they will, and they'll see the bulge of your lips sticking out under that tiny bottom. Then of course, once you get wet, it will probably ride up into your slit". he was getting hard and I knew. I laid down on the bed, he moved the small material aside, pulled his nice, thick cock out of the swimming suit he had on and gave me 2 orgasms before he was cumming in me. I got up to go into the bathroom and wipe up and get his cum out of me so it wouldn't be seen, and of course to straighten my long hair. I didn't want to go on display looking like I'd just been fucked.

He wouldn't let me, he moved the material back over my pussy lips, his very large cumload seeping out of me, and basically told me he wanted everyone to know that I'd just been fucked. I put on a robe to get out of the hotel, and on the beach, I tried to pick a spot away from other people but he wanted one right in the middle of everything. Embarrassed, I took off my robe and laid back on the deck chair and shut my eyes. Opening them sometimes I could see young me, college boys slowing down, coming back more and more to look at the exposed hair rising up from my pussy. My husband and I went to the ocean, I got wet, my nipples were showing, the material was yellow but wet it went transparent. Now everyone could see my ass, my pussy in full, and my breasts. He loved it I tried to shut my eyes but he wouldn't let me. "Look at all the people who want you, who know you just got fucked. They saw my cum down your leg, and wetting your suit before we went in for a swim. Now, go get us each a beer at the stand" he told me. Handing me some money I walked probably half a city block down the beach, and basically felt totally naked, then walked back.

I was so embarrassed, when we exhibited in our hotel room, I couldn't see the others looking but these people were right next to me. He had me do that 8 times during that time at the beach. I told him I'd rather go up the road to the nude beach, but no he liked this. I had on some attire, but it did nothing to hide me. I must admit when he left me for an hour or so, three different younger men came up and sat next to me talking to me. They were staring at my body all the time. I guess I was embarrassed, but did like the attention.