Just tried it on a lark, now I need cock

This happened when I was 20, I am now 56, married, grown kids and have regular and still kinky sex with my wife, she is and has been up for anything. However; back at 20 I was working in DC for about 3 months. I had a corporate apartment, all expenses paid increased salary etc. However; I didn't have a girlfriend with me, I managed to get one girl from work to let me fuck her a few times, and I never went back. She asked several times, and I let her down easy in ways, but quite frankly she was a mousy little brunette who laid back and got fucked. She didn't initiate anything, didn't do anything, barely touched my cock and wouldn't let me eat her out. I am really fond of licking pussy and have been told i'm really good at it. Plus I really like it. She scraped her fingers along my balls, and cock a few times, I was sucking on her really nice C cup tits and she pushed me away from that even. She laid back and spread her legs. I tried to pull her knees up to get lined up better and she said no, "just put it in and do it". So I think maybe shes shy and turns out she just thinks sex is something she should lay down and let the guy do.

I was on my own and a bit under the influence, and I for some reason decided I wanted to try gay sex. Earlier I'd play the old - you me yours and i'll show you mine - thing and did stick my fingers in another guys ass. I had lots of gay friends in New York and they talked openly about gay sex, as did I with hetero sex. I called an escort service, picked out a picture of a guy that looked nice. I said I didn't want anyone with a hairy body, pubes are OK, and I didn't want a big guy. Now by big I meant cock size, since my ass hurt a bit whenever a finger went in it. So the guy I picked showed up he wasn't big, he was 5ft. 9in. thin but built body, tanned in the winter. He asked and I confirmed that I'd never had gay sex before and did want to suck a cock, and wanted to get fucked for my first time. He smiled and told me I had to get undressed first, then he did. He moved to the bed where I was sitting on the edge and let me pull down his underwear, a very skimpy brief. From in the panties and between his legs, plops out this enormous cock. It was totally soft and about 7 inches long and just under 2 inches thick. I held it, it was heavy. "Go ahead, suck on it" he said softly. I took it in my mouth and started, as I did he was growing and growing. I had my hands on each butt cheek holding his hips as I bobbed back and forth on this huge, now 10 inch fully 2 inch thick piece of meat.
Do you want my cum?" he asked. I stopped and asked if he could still cum if he fucked me and he said that he definitely could. I sucked him off and tried to swallow it all, it was a huge load, some leaked out. After I swallowed he scooped up the rest off my chin and put it in my mouth. Me bobbing up and down on his finger taking his cum down my throat with it.

I told him I was scared, I thought he'd be smaller, that he'd hurt putting it inside me. He brought lots of lube, and got me in the mood with sucking my cock, sucking my nipples, pinching my nipples, and licking my ass. He took time, and started with one lubed finger, then two, then with three he was rapidly moving in and out of my ass, purposely rubbing my prostate getting my cock hard again. He was rotating the three fingers around too as he was punishing my asshole. "You have the best tasting cum I've ever had" he said. "I'd take your's anytime you want it". I didn't realize it, he slipped a fourth finger inside me then stopped. "Yeah you're ready" he said. I asked if it would make my cock feel good like his fingers did. "Don't worry" he said as he laid me down on my back, and lifted my legs up this enormous cock at my now very lubed and a bit gaping hole. He went in slowly and only about half way in, I had to stop him. It was hurting a bit. He moved back and forth, with about the first 5 inches of his cock in and out. I pulled on his hips to ram the whole huge cock into my now analpussy. He held it there, asked if I was alright. I smiled and nodded and he began. He was definitely a pro, he took his time, his cock bulging on my prostate made me hard in no time. It was probably 40 minutes of my now, extremely relaxed hole being fucked, me begging him for it and him giving it to me. He said he had to cum and I asked him, he did it since it was my first time, he pulled off the condom and fucked me the last 5 minutes. He was building up, leaning over my body, sucking my nipples, kissing my neck. I felt it building in my balls. He lifted up, thrust into me shooting his hot cum deeper into me and I grabbed my cock and shot all over my belly. In the middle of us both cumming he kissed me. I never wanted or thought about kissing another guy but I liked it, as we were cumming.

He asked if he could see me again after we were all dressed and walking down to the lobby. I told him I didn't have that much money to keep him coming back. He turned at the door and kissed me in front of anyone driving or walking by. "Don't worry about that, I mean you and me personally" he said. "YES" was my answer. We exchanged numbers. That night, I laid in bed, dreaming about being fucked. I'd actually let another guy stick a HUGE cock into my rear hole, my asshole, my fuckhole, my cumhole and fuck it. He fucked me. I was still sore and red around my hole, and my rectum was still open about the size of a nickel or bigger. To tell the truth it was 2 days before I could poop right. Two nights later he took me to a club, a gay/trans club. He showed me off to everyone, they all knew he'd popped my cherries, mouth and ass. That night at his place he sucked me off and fucked me twice and once more in the morning. Again I went home with a gaping asshole, and cum leaking into my panties.

He didn't mind, he let some of his friends have sex with me too, in fact one night I got fucked by 6 different cocks, 9 times. It was heaven. Since then I've been fully bi, my wife knows and as long as I don't catch anything or bring anyone home she doesn't care. She would even have other women over for me to fuck and for her to fuck while I watch. She's quite open and so is my asspussy.