My Indian mom and her diary part-1

Hi, my name is raman and I am 20 years old. I have a beautiful Indian mom named seema who is around 43 years old. She is 5’3, big ass and tits, wears spectacles and has a little bit of tummy. I am 5’10. She mostly wears night gown and a panty underneath. My father is a business man and he mostly is away from home and most of the time he is outside the country. So its just me and my mom at home.I have never thought of my mom as a fuckable woman. I had a normal relation with my mom until that night. I wanted to pee and went to toilet at night. When I was going I saw that my mom’s door is open. I never noticed that as she always closes her door at night. As I passed by her room, I saw her changing her night gown. She was half naked and I saw her tits. Her tits were big and round and she had big nipples. There was piercing on her nipples. Her ass was big and round. Then she started taking off her panty. Her pussy was shaved. Then she wears her panty and then her night gown and then she lays in her bed. I was feeling so horny and I went to toilet, pee, then I came back to my room. I was horny so I decided to steal my mom’s panty. I slowly went to my mom’s room. She was sleeping. I found her used panty and then i rushed back to my room. I smelled and jerked off by it. Then I put it on my face and jerked off. I felt guilty as I masturbated to my mom. I decided that I would never jerk off to my mom again. But i can't control my mind. I jerked off again and again to my mom’s panty, her used panties, her used bra. It became my routine every night.
My mom used to have her secret diary. She used to write in it when she was alone and when I am at college. I am curious about it and I decided to read it when my mom is out of home. I went to her room and looked for the diary. I found it hidden under her bed. I started reading it.
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22nd March. My son looked at my ass thinking that i was not watching him. He looks at me in a different way. I saw him looking at my tits and ass when I was changing. My husband hasn't fucked me for months. I need a dick so badly. I want to fuck and be fucked. I want to suck a dick. I want to get fucked so badly. But why I am thinking about my son that way. It's wrong. I should stop him.
23rd March. I am sure that my son jerked off thinking about me. I have seen him masturbating in his room through the door. He jerked off looking at my dirty underwear. I should have taken my dirty underwear for wash. I have been thinking about my son fucking me. It's wrong but I can't stop thinking about it.
25th March. I have found my panty in his room. It's covered with his saliva. He has been smelling and masturbating with my panty. I know my son wants me. I can't stop my desires. What should I do. Should I ask for some help.
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I can't believe my eyes on what I have read. My mom, my own mom have dirty thoughts for me. I don't know what to do. I wanted to fuck h er so bad but i can't risk my life for that. I decided to keep an eye on her diary. I will make slow moves and see what's happening. I returned her diary to its place and went to my room and jerked off.
Next morning, I met my mom in the kitchen. We both are acting like its normal day. I asked her what's for breakfast and she replied eggs.
Me: "mom, how about a late night movie for tonight?".
Mom: "sure. Do you have a movie in your mind?".
Me: "yes. We can watch some comedy movie."
Mom: "Sounds good".
We have watched many movies together. It's not a new thing for me. But after what I read on her diary I can't focus on anything else. I was thinking about her naked body and her sexy boobs. I left for my college after breakfast.
I came back home at evening and my mom was in living room watching television. I also went to my room. At around 9pm, I came to living room and saw my mom there.
Me: “Mom, are you ready for the movie?”.
Mom: “Yes. I am all ready.”.
We started to watch the movie. I am not sure about my next moves. I have to do something. I don’t know. I want her. I can’t stop myself anymore. I made my mind and I moved closer to her. She was on my right. I gently put my right hand on her thighs. Her eyes were on the television. I slowly moved my hand up and down her thighs. I can see that she is feeling horny. She parted her legs a bit. I moved my hand closer to her pussy. I was rubbing her thighs and I can feel that she is wet. I was so horny. I slowly moved my hand to her pussy, and then suddenly she squirmed a bit.
Mom: “Raman, I think I should go to my room.”.
Me: “are you sure mom?. The movie is about to end.”.
Mom: “I don’t feel so good, I think I should rest.”.
She stood up and went to her room. I didn’t know what to do next. I thought it was over and I blew it. I was angry at myself. Now I have to wait for some time to do something. Also I have to check what she will going to write tomorrow about this dirty incident of tonight. But there is one thing in my mind that she was wet. If she was wet that means she was aroused by my touch. I think she also enjoyed this and she is also thinking about sex with me. She was afraid to go further. I can’t do anything now. I have to sleep. I went to my room, jerked off to my mom thinking about her big tits and round ass, and slept.

I woke up the next day and went for college. I came home and my mom made lunch and we both ate. We didn’t talk about last night. She was acting like nothing have happened between us and continue her normal work. I acted as nothing have happened. Then she went to the market. After she left, I ran to her room, took her diary and read.
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28th March. I can’t control myself anymore. My body is craving for sex. He touched my thighs and it was so intense. I wanted him to touch me and feel me. I wanted his hands on my pussy. But I got scared and came to my room. My husband haven’t fucked me for ages. I am so desperate for sex. My pussy is always wet. I want a hard dick inside my pussy. I want someone to fuck me. But I can’t stop thinking about my own son fucking me. I should talk to some doctor about this.
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She is so desperate. I was right about her wetness. She was aroused. Now I have to make new moves. I decided to make some plans and I kept her diary back.

I came up with a plan. Later one night, i have downloaded a few porn videos in her
laptop. She doesn’t know that I know her laptop password. It was not just regular porn videos but porn videos of a mom getting fucked by her son. Then I left her laptop at living room. Her laptop was off. When she came from market, she put the groceries in kitchen. She went to living room. I was in my room and I saw everything through the door. She found her laptop at living room and she turned it on. She saw that some videos are downloaded. She started to play one video. She started to watch and I can see that she started to rub her pussy while watching the videos. She was watching videos of mother getting fucked by son and she was masturbating. After watching a few videos, she went to her room, locking the door behind her. I was watching everything through her door. I saw her, she took her panties off, laid on her back in her bed and she started fingering herself. I was also jerking off watching her. After some time, she came and went to bathroom to clean her pussy. She came back to her bed, took her diary, and wrote. Then the other day I went to her room to check the diary.

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30th March. I think raman is trying to make me horny. He downloaded videos of mom and son porn.
I watched and masturbated thinking about him fucking me. Then I masturbated in my bed. I needed this for long. I am afraid he will catch me watching porn. I wanted to finger myself for long. I couldn’t resist myself after watching videos. He is trying to seduce me. I am falling for that. What should I do.?
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I can’t believe my eyes. I started to shiver just by thinking about fucking my mom. She is so sexy and desperate for sex. I knew I am a virgin but she wants my dick. But I still have to take small steps. I have to be careful. I can’t ruin everything. I need to be patient.

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