What's the difference?

Warm and grow bigger each time he thrust inside me

After 10 years of marriage and 4 kids, I did it.
I finely try it and i know the difference, that's why I left him for my India guy.
I love the way my husband fucked me, I mean I thought I did until one day he ask me if I wanted to try something new.
I ask him what the new things he want us to try in bed.
So we start to explore different positions ,toys and watch porn to better our sex life and we did learn a few new stuffs, like I start to enjoy suck hes cock and him licking my pussy but what i love the most was toys, all kind of toys, from normal dildo to spiky one.
At first we didn't know how to use it, I remember our first experience with a dildo, we got a size that match hes but it was soft and we were trying to figure out how to make it hard, so we start to put carrot in but after a week the carrot get soft and we didn't want to keep buying carrots, so we try to put it over hes cock but he say it to thigh and it hurt hes cock, so one night we put a flash light( the long one) and that work perfectly so we been using flashlight.
As we explore more and more, we buy bigger and bigger dildo.
As my pussy get wider and wider, im wonder if real thick cocks feels better.
Knowing that my manager of 3 years always try to get some from me. One day, after closing the store when waiting for him i ask him
" so I notice that you always trying to get some from me, please stop me if im wrong "

" oh you not wrong i do want you but since you married i dont want to get in trouble so I hold myself "

" well, let me see how big you are and I mind let you taste me if your big enough "

He laughed and replied " well, when you want to see it, im single, you are the one that is tie up"

" what about we meet back in 2hrs, here and you show me, if I like what I see then we can go somewhere else"

I got home relax for a bit, took a shower, slip on a short one pieces dress and hit back to meet John.
He was already there with he large black SUV.
I went to hes car, we talk for a bit then I ask him to show me.
And dang!!!! It was big, it was about a 7 inch soft.

" OMG!!! Is so big, can I feel it?"

" yes!!! Ofc but not here cause if it get hard, I want to fuck you, so let's go get a room cause I really want you to enjoy it"

As we drove to the nearest motel, I cant help myself but to reach for hes cock and rub it.
He give me some money so I can get a room because he didn't want to come out with a boner.
Once in the room, I had my both hands on as i stroking it, it gets bigger and bigger, then open my mouth and suck it but it took me a moment to know how to adjust my mouth to fit it in.
After he dump a big load of his cum in mouth, he pull me up and kiss me, then carry me to the bed, open my legs and start licking my pussy, my clito, I arch my back when they sensitive hit.
When my pussy was wet and slippery, he slowly push hes huge cock in.
As he thrust fast and hard inside me.
I at this point realized that real huge cocks is better then huge dildo.
The real cock is warm, and hard and feels like is a live when is inside, searching for my G spot.
The dildo is cold and stay the same size inside or out, is not searching and hitting the right spot but is on tapping against my cervix.

After that one night with my boss, im want to try more and more, different colors, different size of cock and men's bodies too cause i think body size make a difference on cocks and the thrusting part.
Since then I cant stop cheating on my husband and since that first time. I had fucked over 20 men, and still open to fuck so if ya want some good time without attachment, hit me up in messages and I will tell you where and when we can meet .

Thank you for ready