F20Paki: My gay husband forced me to have sex with Indian lover

Hello everyone, my name is Nayab, I am 20 years old, and I live in the US now. I belonged to a very conservative family in Pakistan. It all started when my parents engaged me to my cousin (Usman), and he was 23 at that time and was studying in the US when I was just 15. Fast forward three years, his parents died in a car accident, and he visited Pakistan for their funeral. My parents, after a month, got us married. I was just 18, had never been with any guy, always did hijab and pray, and fulfilled all the rules of my culture.

On the wedding night, he didn't engage with me physically. I thought maybe he is in grief over his parents' deaths. But days were getting past, and he was reluctant, then I was thinking maybe I am not good enough, or maybe he has some gf in the US. After a month, his leave from his job was going to end, so he took me to the US with him.

On reaching the US, an indian guy (Kunal) picked us up from the airport and took us to his home. Usman said that he shares the house with him. After getting settled there, we had dinner, and later we went to sleep. Later at night while sleeping, I noticed Usman was not on the bed. I got up from the bed and went to find him. I saw Kunal's room light was on, and when I went there, I could not believe what I saw. Kunal was having anal sex with my husband, and my husband was moaning like a little girl. I was shocked and stood there for a while, and then rushed back to my room and locked it.

After like an hour, Usman came and knocked on the door and asked why I locked it. I questioned him where he was, and he said he had gone for a walk. I remained quiet and let him in, and we went to sleep. In the morning, he woke me up, made me breakfast, and started to ask if I liked Kunal. I said, "No, and I want him out of this house. I saw what you were doing last night". He replied, It's his house, not ours, and he likes you, and can fulfill your needs that you have been asking me for the past month. I said to him, "Are you out of your mind? I am your wife, we did nikkah, how could you even think that?". I took out my phone and was about to call my dad to tell him everything. Then he snatched my phone and said You have no other option, either you're gonna do what I will force you to do it.

Tears started running down my face, and he called Kunal into the room and said to him, "She is all yours, enjoy". I pleaded with Usman, Don't do that. That's haram and sinful, and I won't tell anyone about your gay secret, but he didn't listen. Kunal came to me, touched my face like a pervert, and said, "I always wanted to fuck a hijabi Pakistani girl, and you got me a virgin that's cheey on top". He took his clothes off and started kissing me. I wanted to resist, but he was too strong for me, and his grip was hurting my arms. He took off my clothes as well, one by one. Except my hijab. After kissing, he started sucking my boobs and rubbing my vigina with his hand. That made me wet. On the corner, I saw Usman Mastuabting seeing all this.

Then Kunal took out his dick (it was thick, black, and uncut). I was scared seeing that, and without a warning, he inserted himself into me. I shouted, I was bleeding, but he started doing it with increasing thrust and pace. It was painful, later on, after a few minutes, I got used to that pain, and I gained some sense and saw Usman recording me. I lost count of time, felt like eternity, I had multiple orgasms between that, till it took Kunal to finish inside of me.

After that, when Kunal took his dick out, Usman started sucking him. I was disgusted seeing that. After they all finished, he brought me up, took me to the shower, and got me cleaned. I had no power left in me. Then he told me I had video of you, if I ever tried to reveal his secret, he would show this video to my parents and my cheating evidence.

After that day, Usman started to sleep with Kunal regularly. Meanwhile, I was forced to have sex with Kunal whenever he wanted, as I had no other options. As a result, I got pregnant last year and had a baby in March. My parents think in Pakistan that it's mine and Usman's. Now, I am deep into this mess, and I don't see any way out of it. I get rapedmy by Kunal, after every few days, and I don't know what to do.