First Sexy time with my bf

Soo it's just my first time having sex with my bf. I'm a femboy btw.

So like. I got a boyfriend not too long ago. Maybe like 8 months ago and he has treated me well. And we love each other soo much we do everything together. Just not sexual things. I would beg and tease him as much as I can. But he wouldn't budge. It wasn't until 1 night, we were at his house and I met his parents. After that meeting we went to his room. (Btw he is very dominant and I am a weak little sissy femboy) And we cuddled for a while. But I had that horny feeling again. And I figured we were alone together so what I did was grind my small cock on his leg while we cuddles but he didn't notice. I tried doing it harder but nothing. So what I did next finally got his attention. (Also at the time I was wearing a crop top sweater, skirt, bra and panties, thigh highs) What I did was pull my panties to the side just to expose my dick and I started grinding again. He finally looked over and I was begging him to use me. To fuck me. And to ruin me. And so he literally grabbed my dick painfully....but I loved it...the pain and his dominance made me hornier. After he did that he grabbed my throat and said "get to work bitch" then he pulled out his cock. He pushed my head to his cock and forced me to suck it. And omg I loved it. I loved him taking control and fucking me. I love not caring about me and only serving him. While I was sucking he would spank my ass in the process and squeeze my butt cheeks. After a while of gagging and deep throating his cock. I get pulled back by him..and I mean he grabbed me by my bra straps and he pulled me off this cock. He got me laying on my back and forced my legs open...then he positioned himself where his cock on my ass and with no warning just pushed in me. I let out a big moan. And then whimpered..he said my noises were adorable and made him hungrier. He started thrusting hard and I was moaning and gripping the bed, his cock buried deep in me and he spanked me too while fucking me. I was sooo full of pleasure I arched my back. When I did that he called me a good boy and sooo much other things I don't really remember at this point. And he but my neck. Literally I was being used to my limits and he just kept getting better and better at fucking me. And he neglected my small dick and my bf said "you don't deserve to be touched there. You aren't being please. You are pleasing me and that's all you're worth you dumb bitch" and he kept fucking and then he wrapped his hand around my throat again and choked me as he got close and at the same time I got close. The moment was soo hot and magical we came at the same time and he filled my ass with his cum and my cum covered my tummy. But one last thing he did was scoop up both our cum and hand feed it to me. Ofc I wanted to be a good boy so I listened and ate it. I love my bf and he made our first time unforgettable. If you have questions or just wanna talk about anything me and my bf has a discord and we are happy to answer questions and talk about anything and maybe do some things together. My discord is my user name. gaypineapple200 Feel free to add