I (40F) used a fleshlight on my son (18M) and he came everywhere

I caught my porn addict son using a fleshlight and helped him finish.

My son was heavily addicted to porn when he was newly "18". We had one encounter before this. He said his foreskin got inflamed from jerking off too much and he asked me to look at it. I later found out he had spent the previous 2 hours edging so as soon as I moved his penis around to look at it he came all over the place. I scolded him and thought he wouldn't try something so bold again but he tried to get in the shower with me a couple times after that (with a full erection) and one time I even caught him trying to sneakily pull my thong off while I was sleeping.

For months on end, he barely left his room or our living room, burying himself in an endless vat of porn that he didn’t even bother keeping to a low volume.

I even came home early from my waiting job once to find him jerking it in the shared family bathroom with the door wide open and hardcore porn playing on our living room TV.

His reasoning to his own mother?

Wanting to be able to “goon” on the big screen for once.

However, back in those days, my boy was something of a tortured “incel” type with very little luck with women despite being an attractive guy with quite a large penis.

What can I say?

I pitied him.

I mean, can I REALLY be blamed for putting an end to his little pity fap fest when he had been openly jerking it to fake mother / son porn for months on end?

One day I came home from work to find him fucking his favorite fleshlight to incest porn, and something inside of me just…snapped.

Not giving him a chance to process what I was doing or explain himself, I joined him on the couch, pushed his own hand back, and I started using the device on him myself instead.

The look on his face was priceless.

Frankly, he looked like he had died and gone to heaven.

Like...a lifetime of sneaking looks at me indisposed coming out of the shower or hot tub or swimming pool had finally paid out for him in a major way. Not to mention the times he had literally approached me with a throbbing erection only for me to scold him.

His own mother…fucking his massive cock with his favorite fleshlight without so much as breaking eye contact with him.

I figured it must have been like porn come to life – and that was my exact intention.

By the time I was done with him I wanted to make it impossible for him to cum to his demented porn the way he could his own memory bank.

I didn’t know it then, but it marked the moment I ruined all other women for him.

Maybe that was because I didn’t let him finish in the toy.

As soon as I saw him cueing to cum (the gasping, the groans, the raspy and urgent “wait!”), I pulled the fleshlight off of his throbbing cock and allowed him to shoot the sticky ropes all over my face, hair, and cleavage, which were amply exposed in my (now soiled) work blouse. I even kissed the tip of his penis afterwards. Of course he tried to push it into my mouth but I didn't let him. Maybe eventually I'll blow his mind with my mouth.

He keeps asking me to help him again. I haven't touched him again but he did ask to see my vagina which I allowed ("for science"). Should I help him again?

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