19M my butt hurts after the weekend

I got laid by a girl in my neighborhood when we were both 14. She and I stay for another year, and she got knocked up by another guy and got married at 15. Then I fucked a couple of other girls. At 19 I was with this older guy I knew at his house getting stoned, drunk and watching porn. That friday night I didn't remember much. I woke up naked Saturday morning in bed with him naked too. I didn't even notice till he said how good a fuck I was last night. He said I excited him more than anyone, he actually got off three times in me. It wasn't until then that I noticed my leaking and stinging butthole. I wasn't given much of a choice as he got on top of me and stuck his very large cock into me again. I started trying to tell him I wasn't gay. "Fuck that baby, last night I popped your cherry and you were begging me for it. You got fucked three times" he told me as I just laid there quietly getting my ass fucked a fourth time. I realized I had flashes of him fucking me, Iasked and he said yes that he put "something" in my drink.

After he shoved so far into me cumming with his hot sperm up my opened hole, he got up and went to the toilet, he stood there washing his softening cock which was still about 5 inches long and thick when soft. I had to go to the toilet badly, I need to empty what was inside my bowels. As I got out of the bed I saw it, the "wetspot", I'd been sleeping in the wetspot left by my leaking cum from my butthole. "You've got a great mouth and an even better pussy sweets" he yelled at me. I stood at the door telling him I had to use the toilet. He wasn't leaving and I had to sit down. He actually wiped me after saying "You took a lot of cum, I'm a big cummer and you got me even more excited than usual".

I realized I'd actually done it. I had homosexual relations with this guy, with this really big cocked guy! Back in the room, he told me there was no need to get dressed yet, telling me what he wanted for breakfast, I just numbly went and made it. After eating he put some panties on me, and a womans pad in the back. "that way when we go out you won't leak all over and wet yourself" he told me. Before we went he wanted me to suck him, I didn't want to so he sucked me first and guilted me into it. I sucked my first cock, again! I swallowed it all. "good girl sweets" he told me. After that we went to a restaurant and ate. I was so embarrassed, I was sure everyone could tell I'd sucked cock and gotten fucked so much. I felt like everyone who saw me could tell I was in panties with a womans pad in them. Why? I'd been fucked so much even on the toilet I couldn't get all the mans sperm out of me.

I left on Monday morning, going to work with panties and a pad, sperm on my breath leaking so much of his cum into the pad I had to change twice before going home. My butt still hurts, I know I was walking funny the whole weekend and Monday at work. I just kept my head down and worked. The girl in accounting I flirt with asked if anything was wrong. I told her nothing was. She remarked that I stopped asking her out just when she was about to say yes.

My ass still hurting, tuesday night I spent the night in bed with him again, I sucked once and got fucked three times, the last one just before I left for work. As long as as I let him, he won't show the video or stills he has