Raped mind 2

after being violated molested, my mind is now raped. I am now craving for true stories or videos of poor rough black thugs bullying harassing pretty white dece

before there were niggers that tells all even sending me pics of his conquests of white decent ladies he forcefucked enslaved milked of money, his teachers lawyers realtors his japanese lady bosses into the factory. he even said he nearly fucked Sarah Palin in the elevator because one of his sex slaves was one of her campaign staff. But he said he was successful in enslaving Paris Hilton when joined his thugs joined the filming crew of her reality show then. Later he was also able to fuck enslave her mother sister (nicole) and a rich family friend. Their rich family friend who owned a lingerie store became his thugs slut, bankrupted her business, got divorced them just became a prostitute working for him!

At that time I can say my mind was raped because I am not an originally perverted minded person. I am decent, I still wanted to marry have kids live a wholesome life. But those stories and even videos i see will turn me gradually losing my own decency. Now when I look at my pretty aunt, still pretty at seventy, I am thinking of our workers raping her turning her into a milking cow slut like how it also happened to my mother. Earlier my mom asked me to grope mash her breasts. I thought it was just massage but now I realized she was fucked by other men, and became a nymphomaniac. (like what is happening to my mind right now) I started to fantasize whenever I see her naked that she will be violated raped by other lowlifes too. I masturbated my mom and my aunt becoming humiliated and sexually enslaved also by interracial lowlifes ohhh.

That is not the mind of a decent person. How did i come to this? i started showing off my boobs, my half naked body, even a close up shots of my pubic hairs and genitals. How could I become so depraved?

Lately the videos i see of lowlife niggers spanking the faces breasts pulling clits nipples dehumanizing pretty white decent ladies making them drink piss facewashing them with jizz spitting in their mouths putting nipple and clits rings on them making them sag in the long run are also raping my mind further making me crazy lustful wanting to constantly masturbate on them sometimes imagining myself to be one of their victims. i don't want those bad things happening to me but my raped mind is constantly fantasizing about it!

Lately there was a nigger thug in another country whose gangs regularly enslaved white asian tourist women, forcefucking them into sex slaves and milking their money. He was also telling me about it feeding my depraved lust of interracial domination rape blackmail etc. Suddenly he proposed to me wanting to marry me become his wife. Naturally i turned him down because he is a nigger rapist. He became enraged and started threatening me. He said he is going to use his gangs to find and kidnap me then make me a white for his whole ghetto community. He said he will make me a one of their cheap whore cum slut cum dump producing black babies making me feed on all their nigger cum, even bath in their cum, piss. My mind was further raped for fear of him being serious in carrying it out. He forced me to show part of my body also forced me to watch him masturbate over it. I felt being raped by blackmail. ( I guess that happens to other women too) But this is entirely a new dimension of mind rape to me. When I was younger someone called maybe targetting my mother, the interracial thug trash talked me threatened to tie me up and let red ants bite my genitalia. My.mind was raped I became afraid then always looking over my shoulder. Fast forward today, I became hornier more depraved. Surprisingly my raped mind is now yearning to be raped again! I miss them. i want someone not just to email me how they enslave other white women but also threaten me again with what they will do to me also. I am now craving for it seems to get me aroused to be trash talked and threatened to be mugged and fucked!
I literally experienced them before being mugged but never thought that one day those unwanted sexual tortures would arouse me raping my mind!