I was at college and I had fancied this guy for ages

I eventually got talking to him and we ended up at this scheduled place, I didn't know that he had set me up

I'm at college I'm nineteen years old and have fancied this guy since I've been here, But I don't even think he's noticed me, even though we are in two of the same classes,

He's never spoken to me since we have been going to college I don't know why I fancied him, there's something about him that I really liked, I wasn't one of the popular girls in class the other girls used to slag me,

They didn't like me I think it's because I never gave them a lift to this festival once I couldn't have taken them I was working, so they haven't spoken to me since either

I used to try and get in with them, but I eventually gave up they were always saying met them here at this time, like an idiot I would go it was the wrong place wrong time,

Anyway they were all more nicer than me in having beautiful body's everything about them were better than me,

I just kept myself to myself now I didn't bother what they said about me anymore, break time I was going to my car, and as soon as college was finished I'm away home,

I was at the stage where I was thinking about leaving it I wasn't enjoying it anymore I was hating going into college every day, I really enjoyed the weekend being off,

But I was lonely very lonely, I was in my room constantly or going to work, I worked part time in a hotel doing the laundry,

I ended up having to go to the shop after work to get something personal as I had just finished the last one I had just started having my period again I had ran out of tampons and I had to get some,

I'm in the shop getting them and as I'm going back out this guy from college was walking past and he's actually said hi there how are you, I couldn't believe that he had just spoken to me,

I'm saying I'm fine thanks how are you before I knew it went were standing there talking for ages together, I just realised the time, I'm saying that I'm going home I was actually wanting to go back home to watch this programme I've been watching,

I've asked him if he was wanting a lift home he's agreed to it saying yes please that would be great thanks,

I'm asking him were he was going asking for directions back to his, he's telling me what way to go, I felt like I was driving for ages and just going around in circles,

Then he's saying no right then it's straight ahead we were in this empty carpark in the middle of nowhere, I'm just just looking at him saying bye then,

He's sitting there talking to me asking me about myself wanting to know different things about me, some were very personal which I didn't answer,

Then he's asked me if I was wanting him to kiss me, I'm basically looking at him saying if you need to then kiss me,

He's leaning over towards me and kissing me it was ok as he's got his tongue going around inside my mouth touching my tongue,

Then he's got his arms around on my shoulders as we were still kissing each other it was going on for ages, the longer it was it was getting better,

Then we actually stopped for some air I guess we were just sitting there talking, then he's asked me if I've had many boyfriends I pretended not to hear him as I was already talking,

Then he's asked me if he could kiss me again I'm saying ok this time he's started putting his hands up under my top and he's touching my boobs and nipple's as he's pulled my bra away from them,

He's basically got my top up and my boobs were on full view as he's touching them and then he had his head down and he's kissing sucking on them,

I was letting him I was enjoying the attention that he was giving me, he's kissing sucking on each off them kissing all over my boobs,

Then he's tried to put his hand down inside my legging I've had to stop him, that's when he actually stopped and asked me what's the matter,

I'm basically telling him that I'm having my period just now and it's very messy, he's just oh ok I'll keep away from there,

That's when he was putting my hand down between his legs and holding it tight against his cock I could actually feel his cock through his jeans it was rock hard,

I was still letting him suck kiss on my boobs nipple's as I was touching him up through his jeans it felt so hard through his jeans,

Then he's got his hand down on his zip and he's pulled it down and he's actually got my hand and putting it into the zip I'm putting it into his jeans and I've actually found the gap in his boxers and putting my fingers through it,

I've got my fingers around on it and I'm pulling it out through his boxers and zip on his jeans it felt so warm hard in my hand,

As he's kissing sucking on my boobs I'm.looking down at my hand to see his cock it looks big, well I've got small hands I guess that's why it looks bigger than what it did,

I've got his foreskin back away from the tip and I'm touching around on it it felt so soft and nice, I'm just touching it around there,

Then he's stopped doing what he was doing to me and he's sitting back on the seat he's actually pushing it back and reclining it so he's laying down on it,

He's asked me to get on the floor in front of him saying that I'll be able to reach it better more the fool me for getting up and actually kneeling down between his legs on the floor in front of him,

I'm leaning over towards him and I'm touching him up with my two hands playing with his cock basically, I was just fascinated with it especially with the hole on the tip and how soft it feels around on the tip,

I was getting nearer and nearer to it with my head without realising what I was doing before I knew it my face was right above it,

I'm right above it looking at it I've never seen a cock this close up and I'm just staring at it as I'm still touching it with my fingers slowly moving across the tip,

Then I actually did something that I never thought I would do I'm lowering my head down towards it, pulling his foreskin back as I'm putting my mouth down around on it,

I'm actually licking around on it with my tongue then I started sucking on it, then I was kissing up and down on his shaft licking around on it before putting my mouth back around on it and I'm jerking him off into my mouth,

I wasn't sure if I was doing it right but I must have been doing something right with all the moaning he's making as I'm sucking jerking him off,

I was actually enjoying myself I was enjoying doing it to him, I was really jerking him off going faster and sucking on his cock as hard as I possibly could,

Listening to him I think he was enjoying it, then this wet stuff was coming out of the hole on the tip it wasn't much but I'm licking it as I'm jerking him,

It tastes disgusting it wasn't very nice but I kept going I wasn't really sure what to expect I've never done this before,

Then without any warning this stuff was shooting out of the hole it was hitting against the roof of my mouth I'm just jerking him and then I sucked on it again, it was vile it's disgusting but I was wanting to make him happy I was still going as he's still coming,

Then it's stopped my mouth was full of his come it's absolutely disgusting but I wasn't sure what to do so I just took a big gulp and swallowed it,

I didn't actually like it but I was wanting to keep him happy, honestly it's a horrible taste,
I'm still kneeling down between his legs and I've got my hands on his shaft touching him up slowly with my hands,

He's just sitting there watching me as I'm looking at him he's asked me again if he could shag me, I'm just saying that I've got my period and it's very messy,

He's oh I forgot I'm sorry, then he's saying we could try and if it's messy I'll stop, I'm saying that I don't want to try I don't want to make a mess in my car,

He's we can do it outside then he's desperate to get into my knickers absolutely determined to get into my knickers, he's constantly going on and on about shagging me,

I was curious about having his cock inside me if I was being honest, I was still a virgin then I e dwas saying ok only if we do it outside then,
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He's basically pulling me out of the car and he's helping me to get my legging pants down to my ankles and helping me down on the path I couldn't believe that I was actually on the concrete path as he's got himself on top of me

His cock going up between my pussy lips and then it felt like he was tearing me wide open as he's pushing himself up deeper and deeper I didn't think he could get it any further oh I was so wrong he's managed to,

It felt so sore it was actually hurting me it felt like it was ripping me apart down there with his cock sliding backwards and forwards
I'm just lying there under him holding him around on his back he's got his hands on my shoulders pulling me down hard against himself,

He's just holding me tight on my shoulders his cock up me, he's not moved in ages I thought something was wrong then he's pulled it out of me and he's actually standing up looking down at me,

I'm getting up looking down between my legs there was blood not as much as I thought there would have been, his come was running out of me as well now,

I've got wipes out of the car and I'm wiping myself putting them into the bin next to car,
I've pulled my legging up and I've got a tampon out of my bag that I've just got and putting one in,

As I'm going into the car he's just standing there I'm looking at him trying to figure out what was happening, then these girls from college were standing there laughing at me,
Putting their hands up towards their mouths having a laugh at me,

I just got into the car and drove away I actually never went back to college, I've never seen any of them again I really didn't want to, I hate them, I couldn't believe that he had taken me there knowing that they were going to be there,

I was mortified embarrassed about it,