Just a blog I guess

An introduction of who I am and what I do.

Hello, My names will, I'm mid 30's and married. Tall slim and bearded.
I'm sexualy adventurous and currently enjoy all types of slef play. My wife doesn't know I do all this stuff and I'm not interested in telling her because her personality would lead to either mocking and insults or acceptance but in a pushy insistent not fun way. Our sex life if boring as fuck, usually consisting of her laying there getting off as I pump away and eventually make myself cum. Because of that lack of fun she bugs me for sex almost every day while I turn her down just not being excited for it.

As far back as I can remember I've always been very self sexual, I started masturbating pretty early and started experimenting sexual not long after. Playing with my cock, my ass, watching every type of porn, useing anything I could (and couldn't) as some sort of sex toy. And my antics got pretty risky as well, finding the risk of being caught or exposed felt good and made everything feel better. I started playing sexualy with others extremely early aswell.

As I said I'm now mid 30's married with a boring sex life and for the last few years have gotten back into self play in a big way. You name it I've probably tryed it and I've liked just about everything.

I live in a caravan so have no privacy from my with meaning everything I do is in a public setting. I don't have a bathroom and use the common facilities where I live so I do alot of playing in a semi public bathroom.

My wife recently went on a trip for a month and I got myself some new toys and really dove into things, she's back home now so stuff has slowed down but I'm still enjoying myself outside of home when I can.

This is going tobe my blog of sorts to confess to the world what I do and hopefully chat with some like minded people and possibly have some fun aswell.

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A brief example of what I've done this week,

I've been useing a 200ml pump with an enema tip and seeing how many pumps I can push inside myself before the pain becomes too much or I simply can't hold any more and have to let it all out. My current record is 18, so 3.6 litres. I've filled my ass with 2 litres and gut starting to ach and desperately trying to keep anything from leaking, walked a lap of the common areas before barely making it back to the bathroom.

I've be useing my largest butt plug (6.5cm/2.55in wide) every day, at morning smoko I'll race to a public park nearby my work, go to the toilets strip naked and work it in before going back to work. During lunch I'll go to different public toilets around town every day and get naked before riding my biggest toy, a stepped anal toy 25cm/9.84in long (not including the suction base) 3.5cm/1.37in wide at the tip or first section, each section steps wider till at the eighth its 7.6cm/3in wide befor narrowing before the suction base. So for I can only fit seven sections in my ass, currently working on the eighth with the final goal to fist myself. Anyway I ride that toy in the bathroom not letting myself cum befor slipping my buttplug back in and carrying the toy back to my car.

I pull my dick out and play with it in my car while parked and driving.
I fucked my ass with my plug in the shopping centre bathroom during peak hour.
General cock and ass play in the shower with some self fucking, dick or balls in my ass (semi public)
And I found an ai photo site that generates nudes of photos I take so I've began snapping pics of women I know and random women to see when they could look like naked.

Anyway that's the sort of stuff I've been doing this week. So if you're interested or maybe would like to cahe or even play a little comment, or if you want to hear any stories from my past (I have lots) let me know and I'll post them