My Real Story: I (Pakistani F) had to sell my virginity to pay tuition fee and get my freedom
Hello everyone, this is my real story. I am just sharing this to get the burden off my chest. I hope no one judges me. I am a 22-year-old female international student in Canada from Pakistan. I am very career-focused and have always wanted to succeed in my life. I lost my father at the age of 10 and was living with my mother and her brother. My uncle paid all of my and my mother’s expenses—even my tuition fees for my bachelor's as well. I am from a very conservative and Islamic family and I am also very conservative and a hijabi.
So, this happened last July, when I had summer holidays. My mother and uncle wanted me to come back and marry his son. I know my uncle spent his fortune on me. But my cousin has Down syndrome and he is abnormal. I feel for him but getting married to him is like ruining my life. So, I decided not to go back because I knew my mother would force me to get married. So, as a result, my uncle refused to pay last year's fee to my university.
It was around 25k CAD, I tried my best to earn it by myself but in 2-3 weeks it's just impossible. As a result, I couldn't pay my fee and my university sent a letter to immigration and I got a notice to get my enrollment in 28 days or leave Canada. None of my friends helped me out or they didn't have that kind of amount.
When around 10 days were left, one of my friends told me she knew a guy who would pay large sums of money if you are virgin and let me sleep with you for a day. I don't know if I did right but I agreed. He had paid 12-15k in the past. But when he saw my pics he agreed to pay after some negotiations the whole 25k. He mentioned that he had a thing for hijabi girls.
I just do not want to tell in detail. He was around 40 and brown. That night, he took my virginity and used all 3 of my holes. He was rough and he ruined my body. I fell sick for days after that. In the morning, I didn't have the power to get up from the bed. But more than physically, I am emotionally damaged right now. He abused me for being Muslim or being from Pakistan during sex.
I did pay my fee. Now graduating this summer. I have got a job offer as well from the 2nd largest company in Canada. IDK if I did it right. I feel a lot of guilt. I had 2 options either to marry my cousin or do this for a meaningful career. I can't tell that to anyone in my circle. But maybe I need some sort of validation. It's been 10 months I am unable to get over it. I remember exactly all the words that men said during sex. They are imprinted in my head. The words, he used about me just broke me personally. IDK what to do with my life. I lost my family, and my purity just for my career. I am alone here and don't have family or loved ones. I don't know what to do with my life now.
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Comments (28)
Novena: Just be happy for your future. You'll be better after all these days! You've got a job, salary will be credited every month, food to eat, shelter to sleep, then what's needed? Don't be shy and guilty for these, just be yourself. It isn't wrong to have sex for money in need. Remember, you didn't gave your virginity to him wantedly, you just gave him since you needed the money. Be yourself, and be happy! I'm an atheist, so I don't believe in god. But hey, I'm wishing you all the best for your happy future!
Reply↴ • uid:1djv09thk6w4Allen keez: Meet me and I'll pimp you out for a fortune. You can reture early and fuck that life out the window. Uncle huh let him fuck you then blackmail the cunt. Just saying....
Reply↴ • uid:bttcga5tqmAsim Munir: Hi. I read your story and it was nice. I am from Lahore. I want to be your friend. I will pay for you and if you want I can take care of your Ammi so that her brother does not treat her badly. I am from a well to do family and we own a lot of land. I am 26 years old.
Reply↴ • uid:39kjxsp44F22-Pak: Thanks for positive response. Your name is very famous lol
• uid:oe33w340Rahul: In the next story you can tell us that your mother also came to Canada to stay with you and how she also became a whore like you ... and now you both walk the streets looking to make an easy buck .... it will be nice to fuck a whore mother daughter duo ....
Reply↴ • uid:39kjxsp44Rahul: Am sure the guy who took your SO CALLED virginity and abused you was right in calling you whatever names he did ..... what did he call you? A pakistani RANDI .... ??
Reply↴ • uid:39kjxsp44Rahul: Hi... You are a Paki and that should make you a natural like your politicians who whore away their country for money ... you are better than them ... you only whored yourself for the fees .... Always remember ... you are a whore and will always be one and you will love it too ....
Reply↴ • uid:39kjxsp44Perv Lover: Well to be honest most women loss themselfs for their career. You aren't special. You just did what you were meant to. You might as well go into sex work since you're a whore now. I know you want to.
Reply↴ • uid:1eh1asbfxp5eJaden: Be happy and live a happy life. Your past can't define your future.
Reply↴ • uid:72yf1xsbv4Jaden: I have full sympathy with you. There are many more bad girls who don't even regret. You deserve better. Live a happy life.
Reply↴ • uid:72yf1xsbv4Bad man: You mentioned needing validation. Perhaps you should be looking at white men who are unlikely to be concerned with whatever cultural taboos you've broken
Reply↴ • uid:4cwit8gz49bKiarra: You should have chosen Indian guy who is better than white male. My neighbor in Canada is an Indian man and he is very smart and has a large cock. He is a doctor and I love getting fucked by him. He gives me Indian jewelry
Reply↴ • uid:1crtllcqt6xbF23_Pak: I know for sure, you are Indian. Why you have to be pretend to be someone that you are not to avoid criticism
• uid:bgizlwut0jRahul: Was it an Indian guy you became a whore for ???? LOL
• uid:39kjxsp44Full name: You should let the same guy fuck you again if he fuck you enough times you will like it eventually
Reply↴ • uid:nikpkbj8iKeith123x: U had a tough decision to make and I think u chose the right one u did something that u shouldn't feel guilty about u paid for ur college and ur graduating whit ur hole life in front of u...there's millions of women that have done worse ever need to talk telegram @Keith123x
Reply↴ • uid:atjk75hlRoy: Come on. There are millions of girls who did a lot worse. So don't be sad. I'm from Israel and its your life. You should not let your past bother you. Think about hour future and live a happy life. Almighty Allah will forgive you Inshallah. Stay happy ,live happy and enjoy your life fully 🇮🇱
Reply↴ • uid:o0hvmilhrbF23_Pak: Thanks alot. I am getting better. I was just tired to hold it inside me. It’s a relief that I shared here. Atleast half of the comments are positive and there are people who did understand me.
• uid:bgizlwut0jBiBoy: I think Mike may be right and that your confused feelings are about the fact that you enjoyed the rough sex and are carrying the memory with you because you don't want to lose it! The best way to deal with this is to relive the sex as closely as you can with another rough and verbal partner (there's plenty out there!) and, of course, let us know the details!
Reply↴ • uid:2dd0vr820kJairBrasil: Very good Please part 02
Reply↴ • uid:mo0rk6za3jiMike: Great start, but we need those details you left out. And the words the men called you, I think they may have excited you. Please tell us more.
Reply↴ • uid:5az13ew42M: Try retry the this experience but with a people you choose
Reply↴ • uid:70f9hp0hrkstateofplay: You won in a no win situation! To me, you seem to be incredibly strong. You can now be who you want to be! [email protected]
Reply↴ • uid:1dzujspq4gcmBob in Tulsa: You know, you could always sell your ass again as a virgin ass and get another big amount of money. You see you’re in charge of what you do with your body Of course the guys think he’s in charge and he probably is physically in charge, but you have a mental capacity to make that deal You might as well get rich while you have a young body
Reply↴ • uid:7pqjf5vxickyrios: Come to Edmonton I have a place for you.
Reply↴ • uid:12fnuxgmpizxLulu: I'm so sorry you went through that. You were in a terrible situation, and you did what you had to do to save you future. It shows your strength. What happened doesn’t define your worth, and you still deserve love, respect, and a good future. I believe you will find it!! Take care! <3
Reply↴ • uid:8i4olvysmgtF23_Pak: Thanks for the positive comment. That means a lot among all the sick minded people.
• uid:bgizlwut0jF: I would highly suggest getting fucked on a random basis. It will definitely help clear your mind.
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