I let another man have sex with me and I loved it

I finally did it. I've only had sex with women prior to this episode. I must say my favorite sex is pumping a woman in her ass, but I've always wondered what it was like. What it feels like to feel a cock moving in and out, back and forth, then when the guy pushes in and shoots his ropes of cum. I never felt comfortable enough to let anyone do it. I wanted a man who was totally safe. I wanted to suck cock and get him to shoot in my virgin mouth so I could swallow. Then I wanted him to fuck my virgin butt.

I met Tim at the gym, and we hit it off. No hint at any bi feelings really. At his place I noticed pictures of other guys, and he told me that he was gay. Tim is 33, divorced from a woman, though he still fucks women, and fucks his ex still. He brought out some clothes to change into, just loose sweat shorts, and a tee. His body was incredible. I'm in shape but not like him. I had seen his cock several times at the gym. He was about 4 inches a bit thick and hanging when loose. I never saw it hard. In talking he put on some porn, it was twinks getting fucked by old dudes. That was how he got his first fuck.

I just blurted it out that I'd always wanted to see what it was like to suck and swallow and to get fucked. Within 20 minutes we were naked, and I had a mouth full of luscious cum. I'm tasted my own and hate it. But for some reason, tasting the precum from his cock in my mouth, knowing I was getting him close, swallow the precum when he did finally bust I swallowed it all and I liked it. He blew me which I loved, then he got out the lube. I thought KY but he had a silicone lube he said it lasted longer. He lubed me with my ass across his lap as he sat at the top of the bed. Then using finger he told me how to relax and sort of push out to make it easier. At three fingers and his using them generously in and out of my slightly stretched hole, he was hard as a rock and I was ready.

I laid down on my belly, for some reason I didn't want to see his face while I got fucked. I can't explain that at all. He went in slowly, he went to 7 inches and thick inches at that when hard. But he was gentle and he paused all the way inside me till I got used to it and started bucking back at his cock. He started fucking me and it took him probably 30 minutes to cum again and I was in ecstatic for 25 of those minutes. It felt so good, so sexy, then feeling his grunt and push into my ass what felt like another two inches I felt the warm liquid shooting inside me. I was loving this new kind of sex.

I left pretty soon after, still having his load inside me. At home I poo'd most of it out then felt so damn empty inside. I never felt empty in my ass before, but now after I'd been fucked I needed it again. I called him up and told him it was the new buttslut he just made and I needed his cock again. I spent the night with him and got fucked two more times. In the morning I took care of his morning wood with my mouth. I still date and fuck women, I'd never marry a man but I don't want to give up getting fucked or getting a nice cock in my mouth either. I feel so empty back there especially when I all alone.