The night the guys found out I was a FTM

I had hung out with the same group of guys for over a year now. They were kinda rough, I pretended to be also. I was born female, but always felt male. I have small boobs so I didn't need top surgery when I wanted to transition. I was on hormones, my clitoris got really big, my body developed hair, my "pecs" looked like a guys chest that was a little flabby. My pussy got very very hairy too. I am 5ft. 9in tall and used to weigh 110lbs. But now with hormones and working out, I'm a bit muscled and 145lbs. I dress and act like a man. My friends, or used to be friends and I hung out at a local bar. They would pick up stray women from the place and fuck them. I always made excuses as to why I didn't take any of "the bitches" home to fuck. I kissed them, I made out with them, I rubbed their pussies, even sucked their tits in the bar but I knew I couldn't fuck another woman.

After a couple of years, I was with 11 of the other guys. We were hanging in an old airplane hangar grilling food and drinking beers. I had to go pee and went into the mens room as i usually do. There was only 1 stool, sitting in the open, and a trough for men to pee in. I pulled down my pants totally to my ankles, and thrust my crotch forward and began to pee. In my thinking about how to do all this in this new type of environment I had forgotten to lock the door. It opens and Danny walks in, right next to me and pulls out his cock to pee. Then stops. Looking at my pussy, I'm scrambling to pull up my pants and cover myself, he stops my arm with his hand. Looking at me "What the fuck?" then stares at my pussy. "What the fuck are you?" he asks. I just break loose from his arm and pull up my pants tuck in my teeshirt and leave. His cock still out of his pants he is behind me yelling at the guys. Kev has a damn pussy ! he keeps shouting. "He's a fucking chick". Several guys blocked my way. I knew I'd have to tell them, I apologized to them and then told them that yes I was a transman. I was on male hormones that time at 23, for 5 years and lived totally as a man since I was 17. They were demanding that I show them, and I wouldn't do it.

Soon my worst fears were realized. I was held by two and others were pulling down my pants and underpants. They ogled, felt, smelled, two even licked my pussy. The head guy Ron started roughly finger fucking me with two fingers. He was slamming it into my dry pussy in pain. As he was doing it he had two guys take off my tee. Not very hairy on the chest, mainly just lower belly he started sucking my little tits. "did you have them cut your tits off or something?" he asked. I told him that I didn't need it I was always pretty small. With that he picked me up in a firemans carry and walked me to a makeshift room where the mechanics had a bed for when they had to work at night. He paused at the door. "You all can watch, but no one else does shit till I'm totally through with her" he ordered. He threw me down on the bed and started getting undressed. I never saw it but his cock was huge, at least 9 inches and as thick as my wrist. I wasn't a virgin but I'd never had a guy like this. "Please don't" I asked him and he said that I shouldn't have lied to them and pretended to like girls. "I do like girls" I told him "I feel like a guy". He reached down between my legs rubbing my pussy "You don't feel like a guy to me". Ron made me suck his cock, the others all crowing and hollering, encouraging him. He was giving a running account of how my mouth felt. In the meantime he was rubbing my pussy and against my will I was starting to get wet. Then Ron raped me, he got on top of me, I was begging and crying, asking, promising anything but soon he had his whole cock inside me, pushing up against my uterus. It hurt so bad. He came quick, and the other guys all came into the room. By this time they have their pants off and were jacking on cocks of all sizes. Ron told the guys no one can fuck me till he's had one more go, to "get me everywhere". I didn't realize what he meant. I had cocks all over me, some of the guys sucking on my nipples, rubbing my raped pussy. Dan had a finger in my and brought out a big batch of Rons cum and stuck in in my mouth. "You'd better swallow bitch if you know what's good for you". Soon I had four loads of cum on my face, shoveling it into my mouth, two more on my chest then Ron was ready.

"Turn the bitch over" he ordered. The turned me over onto my stomach, and Ron got between my legs, and pulled up my juice and his cum from my pussy and rubbed it on and in my asshole. I started crying and shaking my legs, begging him telling him I'd never done anal before, please don't rape me in my butt, but it did no good. He took a couple of pushes into my pussy, then lubed I felt him press against my virgin butthole. I was screaming and begging, another put his cock in my mouth and was fucking my throat. I couldn't breathe or yell or anything, I just cried, then muted scream as Rons super big cock plunged into my little butthole. I got no time to get used to it he pumped me roughly for about 40 minutes then shot up my ass. He got up and told the guys to wipe me up. I had blood and some of my own brown on my cheeks and leaking down my body. Then it was the boys turn. They all had me in my pussy some more than once, 4 more took my ass, some more than once, and I got more sperm in my mouth. They left me there and went out to eat and drink some more. Ron came in and took me out to eat and drink. I'm naked, my true body revealed and they are treating me just like they always did, I was one of the guys. I was having trouble dealing with all this. I tried to get my jeans, my tee was in shreds, but the wouldn't let me. Talking, joking, talking about women, all the normal stuff. Every once in a while one of the guys would come to me, and take me into the back room and fuck me, or get blown, or buttfuck me. Then take me back out like it was nothing, like I was just "one of the guys" except the part where they fucked me.

That's the way it is now. We hang out, drink, party, do all our normal shit except that when one of them wants it, I have to go with them out to the car, or the bed of a pick up or in that back "rape" room and have sex with them. They've even made me spend the night with one of the guys wives, who had a lesbian relationship when she was 15 and 16. Her husband came in during the next morning, fucked her and made me eat her pussy creampie while he watched. I'm still "one of the guys" but I got raped, gangraped, and regularly get fucked in all three "girl" holes.