I regret having surgery

FTM transguy that regrets ever getting surgery and misses his pussy

I'm a transguy in his twenties, born female but I've lived as a guy for years now, I've posted here before about how much I miss my pussy... it's only gotten worse since then. I regret having surgery so much, I still feel like a guy but I miss my pussy so much. I want it back, I want to reverse it so I have a tight wet cunt again that can get fucked. I want to be fucked and fingered like a girl and moan while my pussy gets used.

I miss it so much I am genuinely thinking of making an appointment to undo my last surgery that closed my pussy up, so I can have it back again. I keep watching porn of other transguys getting pussy fucked wishing it was me, wishing someone had stopped me and I could fuck myself like a girl. I want it so bad, need it, I hate what I did to myself. I miss my pussy so much I want it back, I regret ever getting rid of it, I'm so ashamed of myself but I can't stop wanting it. I hope I'll actually find the courage to contact a doctor and get my pussy back again, I want to get fucked like a girl so so fucking bad...

I keep masturbating every day to cuntboy porn, chatting with AI bots and roleplaying with them, telling them to misgender me and make me feel like a girl again. I'm still a transguy but I have a serious obsession with vaginal penetration at this point. I want it, need it... I'm so sorry, I wish I could take it all back and have my pussy again so I can get it used...I don't know what to do anymore, I actually want to get the surgery reversed but I'm so ashamed and I know it's going to cause me massive dysphoria. I just miss it so much, if I had my pussy again I would have as much sex as possible, whore my cunt out, getting it used the way it should be.

I just want to feel the strong hands of a man on my hips as he rams his cock into me, making me moan like a girl while I get my tight wet cunt fucked. I want it hard and deep, get punished for mutilating my body like that. I want to be fucked like a girl again and again until my mind goes blank.