This guy has been talking to me for months and months

Then he's asked me out and I actually thought he liked me

Being twenty one years old female and I was still a virgin, when I was 16 and at this party I was kissing this guy that was older than me and he's actually got my hand on his cock holding it tight on it with his hand around on mine,

He basically lifted up my skirt pulled my knickers to the side on my inner thigh and he actually came all over me down there between my legs,

He didn't shag me he basically just shot his load over my fanny it felt all warm and sticky as it was on my lips and running around and down on my inner thighs,

I wasn't expecting him to do that if I was being honest well who would have, after he had finished coming he's actually pushed his cock against me between my lips and he's moving himself up and down between them,

After a couple of seconds he's pulled it away and he's basically left me standing there with his come running down around on my legs,

That's the closest I've been to getting shagged I've never done anything like that again, well no other guy has ever done it again,as I've been kissing them,

I remember feeling ashamed afterwards when other girls at the party had actually thought that I had just been shagged I got called slut for years afterwards after that incident,

I was more or less a loner I hadn't any friends well real friends, I was rather depressed about that, I was at college and this guy was actually talking to me, I was all excited nervous about it as he's sitting there talking to me,

This was going on for months and months him talking to me I thought he was my friend I should have known better,

After months later off him talking to me he actually asked me if I was wanting to go out for a drink with him I said yes straight away didn't even think about it

He's arranged to meet me at the bus station in town at 7 on the Friday night, we went to the cinema and then had drinks in the bar across from the bus station, we were getting on so well together, he kissed me just before my mum arrived to pick me up,

I asked him around to mine tomorrow night and he was coming round, I was looking forward to it so much, next day I've cleaned up my room, it looks like a showroom now ,

It's amazing what you find when you are cleaning up, anyway it was getting closer for him to arrive, I was feeling rather nervous excited about it,

He's here we go upstairs into my room we are sitting there on the bed talking it didn't take him long before he was kissing me again his tongue going around inside my mouth,

His hand going up inside my top and he's touching my breasts as he's pulled my bra away from them,

I was letting him touch them even letting him squeeze my nipples, which felt rather good I liked it,

He's pushed me back onto the bed I'm lying there under him as he's lying there on top of me with his legs between mine,

His cock felt hard as he's pushing himself against me down there, he's holding me tight against himself and he's actually acting like he was fucking me even though we still had our clothes on,

His cock pressing hard against me down between my legs, I could actually feel it, then he's pulled my joggers down along with my pants they are just above my knees,

He's got his hands down and he's got his jeans boxers down I'm looking down and I can actually see his cock it looks rock hard and rather big,

Then he's lying back down on me and before I knew what was happening he was pushing himself up inside me,

Oh god it felt so sore it was so intense painful it hurts so much but he's lying on me holding me tight on my shoulders as he's pushing himself backwards and forwards deeper and deeper inside me,

The pain was unbearable as he's fucking me I didn't think it was going to be as sore as it was but it was unbelievable,

I'm just lying there holding him actually hoping he would finish sooner than later I wasn't enjoying it I was hating it as it was so sore,

It felt like I was getting battered down there and the pain was unbearable it felt like it was burning so much as he's pushing himself back inside,

I'm just lying there holding him around on his back I was thinking please finish it must have lasted between five and ten minutes before he's actually stopped and he's just lying there pushing me down hard against himself his cock even deeper inside me,

I rather gathered he had finished coming inside me s soon as he pulled himself out I could actually feel something warm running down around between my bum cheeks as I'm lying on the bed, it reminds me of the time when I was 16 ,

My fanny felt really sore it hurts so much it actually felt like it was burning sensation building up inside me , he's basically standing up next to the bed and he's telling me that he has to go, I'm getting up and pulling my jogging bottoms up and pants,

I'm going downstairs as I'm walking I could actually feel it running down on both sides of my legs, he's gone out of the door and he's away,

I'm back upstairs in the toilet having a shower my fanny looks like it has been battered I've never seen it look like this before until now,

It still hurts so much down there, back at college on Monday he completely ignored me as if he didn't even know me,

Oh well I guess he got what he wanted from me, I certainly didn't enjoy it, that's how I lost my virginity